1 00:00:07,590 --> 00:00:06,470 hello everybody welcome to quantum witch 2 00:00:11,270 --> 00:00:07,600 cafe 3 00:00:13,350 --> 00:00:11,280 and tonight we have mr john ramirez here 4 00:00:15,589 --> 00:00:13,360 i want to do a quick thank you to 5 00:00:17,430 --> 00:00:15,599 anybody joining in the chat and if 6 00:00:19,590 --> 00:00:17,440 you're listening on anomalous podcast 7 00:00:22,230 --> 00:00:19,600 network thank you for listening there 8 00:00:24,790 --> 00:00:22,240 and feel free to shoot me any feedback 9 00:00:26,710 --> 00:00:24,800 and also if you are listening on youtube 10 00:00:27,990 --> 00:00:26,720 you can support by giving me a like 11 00:00:30,150 --> 00:00:28,000 thank you 12 00:00:32,229 --> 00:00:30,160 there's some links you know um in the 13 00:00:35,590 --> 00:00:32,239 description for both john and i and ways 14 00:00:37,510 --> 00:00:35,600 to support and uh yeah just thank you 15 00:00:39,110 --> 00:00:37,520 for your support i said support like 90 16 00:00:41,270 --> 00:00:39,120 times but thank you 17 00:00:43,910 --> 00:00:41,280 so tonight we have you know mr john 18 00:00:46,790 --> 00:00:43,920 ramirez and most of you will know who he 19 00:00:48,389 --> 00:00:46,800 is but if we have some random you know 20 00:00:49,990 --> 00:00:48,399 witches listening that might not know 21 00:00:52,310 --> 00:00:50,000 who he is or some random people not 22 00:00:54,790 --> 00:00:52,320 knowing who he is um john do you mind 23 00:00:57,830 --> 00:00:54,800 telling us a quick bio 24 00:01:00,389 --> 00:00:57,840 sure um i served 25 years in cia from 25 00:01:02,790 --> 00:01:00,399 1984 to 2009 26 00:01:05,670 --> 00:01:02,800 in the course of my day job which has 27 00:01:08,630 --> 00:01:05,680 nothing to do with uap's ufo's vts 28 00:01:10,149 --> 00:01:08,640 i did encounter instances where 29 00:01:12,870 --> 00:01:10,159 such phenomena 30 00:01:13,990 --> 00:01:12,880 was presented as part of my day job that 31 00:01:16,390 --> 00:01:14,000 i saw 32 00:01:17,830 --> 00:01:16,400 that the russians tracked orbs with 33 00:01:18,789 --> 00:01:17,840 their radars 34 00:01:20,710 --> 00:01:18,799 and 35 00:01:22,550 --> 00:01:20,720 that's just one example of some of the 36 00:01:24,390 --> 00:01:22,560 high strangeness that we deal with at 37 00:01:27,990 --> 00:01:24,400 cia 38 00:01:30,310 --> 00:01:28,000 and so i had a long uh lifelong interest 39 00:01:31,749 --> 00:01:30,320 in this topic even before i joined cia 40 00:01:33,270 --> 00:01:31,759 from childhood 41 00:01:36,310 --> 00:01:33,280 and i had many experiences from 42 00:01:37,190 --> 00:01:36,320 childhood all the way to just recently 43 00:01:40,149 --> 00:01:37,200 um 44 00:01:42,630 --> 00:01:40,159 in my adult life and so 45 00:01:44,789 --> 00:01:42,640 for me um i know a lot of people are 46 00:01:47,109 --> 00:01:44,799 interested in nuts and bolts about you 47 00:01:49,109 --> 00:01:47,119 about the craft uh they just want to 48 00:01:50,069 --> 00:01:49,119 like show me the saucers and show me the 49 00:01:52,550 --> 00:01:50,079 bodies 50 00:01:54,870 --> 00:01:52,560 but i am more about 51 00:01:57,109 --> 00:01:54,880 why are we seeing the craft 52 00:02:00,069 --> 00:01:57,119 to begin with what are these orbs all 53 00:02:02,709 --> 00:02:00,079 about what is the message that 54 00:02:04,630 --> 00:02:02,719 these visitors want to convey to us that 55 00:02:06,389 --> 00:02:04,640 might impact where we're taking the 56 00:02:08,790 --> 00:02:06,399 world because i think we do have free 57 00:02:09,990 --> 00:02:08,800 choice i don't think they push us to do 58 00:02:11,910 --> 00:02:10,000 anything 59 00:02:12,630 --> 00:02:11,920 it's our choice but they're presenting 60 00:02:14,229 --> 00:02:12,640 us 61 00:02:16,710 --> 00:02:14,239 with those choices 62 00:02:19,030 --> 00:02:16,720 and um perhaps 63 00:02:20,790 --> 00:02:19,040 a clue into if we make the wrong choice 64 00:02:24,150 --> 00:02:20,800 what could happen 65 00:02:25,670 --> 00:02:24,160 and so that is like some of the um 66 00:02:27,990 --> 00:02:25,680 nuclear missile incidents that we've 67 00:02:30,070 --> 00:02:28,000 read about that have been documented by 68 00:02:33,110 --> 00:02:30,080 robert salas at the minuteman ii silo he 69 00:02:36,070 --> 00:02:33,120 was at maelstrom you know why were these 70 00:02:38,630 --> 00:02:36,080 missiles shut down or why were the 71 00:02:40,309 --> 00:02:38,640 missiles missiles activated i think 72 00:02:43,589 --> 00:02:40,319 there's a lesson in that 73 00:02:46,309 --> 00:02:43,599 for us and so for me as i said before 74 00:02:49,030 --> 00:02:46,319 um it's not about like to use the 75 00:02:52,309 --> 00:02:49,040 analogy of the delivery truck delivering 76 00:02:54,150 --> 00:02:52,319 a package uh at your front door 77 00:02:56,470 --> 00:02:54,160 um it's one thing to be interested in 78 00:02:58,390 --> 00:02:56,480 the truck and the driver that's fine but 79 00:03:00,790 --> 00:02:58,400 they left a package 80 00:03:02,229 --> 00:03:00,800 and so is it like oh i want to know 81 00:03:03,589 --> 00:03:02,239 about the 82 00:03:05,270 --> 00:03:03,599 truck and i want to chase it down and 83 00:03:06,710 --> 00:03:05,280 talk to the driver or 84 00:03:07,910 --> 00:03:06,720 do we want to pick up the package and 85 00:03:09,990 --> 00:03:07,920 some people just want to shake the 86 00:03:11,990 --> 00:03:10,000 package and like listen to it and see 87 00:03:14,229 --> 00:03:12,000 protects or whatever but i'm more 88 00:03:17,190 --> 00:03:14,239 interested in opening the package to see 89 00:03:18,550 --> 00:03:17,200 what is the gift inside and for me uh 90 00:03:20,790 --> 00:03:18,560 experiencers 91 00:03:23,589 --> 00:03:20,800 uh others who are in that 92 00:03:25,270 --> 00:03:23,599 uh more esoterica are more interested in 93 00:03:26,470 --> 00:03:25,280 the message rather than the means of 94 00:03:28,710 --> 00:03:26,480 delivery 95 00:03:30,149 --> 00:03:28,720 and so that's where i'm at with the 96 00:03:33,110 --> 00:03:30,159 right 97 00:03:34,869 --> 00:03:33,120 yes and people are really afraid to talk 98 00:03:38,149 --> 00:03:34,879 about that you know we have the two 99 00:03:41,190 --> 00:03:38,159 camps of ufo twitter ufo world in 100 00:03:42,949 --> 00:03:41,200 general where there is the whole 101 00:03:44,550 --> 00:03:42,959 and it's kind of insulting when people 102 00:03:45,430 --> 00:03:44,560 say it we were just talking about it the 103 00:03:47,270 --> 00:03:45,440 woo 104 00:03:49,350 --> 00:03:47,280 and then we have 105 00:03:51,420 --> 00:03:49,360 the side that is nuts and bolts which is 106 00:03:53,670 --> 00:03:51,430 kind of funny because um 107 00:03:56,229 --> 00:03:53,680 [Laughter] 108 00:03:58,390 --> 00:03:56,239 sorry um a lot of people say that but at 109 00:03:59,270 --> 00:03:58,400 our last book club 110 00:04:01,429 --> 00:03:59,280 um 111 00:04:03,110 --> 00:04:01,439 i'm sorry i keep thinking about it it 112 00:04:04,630 --> 00:04:03,120 was brought up that 113 00:04:06,630 --> 00:04:04,640 people don't report nuts and bolts on 114 00:04:08,390 --> 00:04:06,640 ufo so what the heck are you talking 115 00:04:10,949 --> 00:04:08,400 about with the nuts and bolts they're 116 00:04:13,030 --> 00:04:10,959 not even nobody said nuts and bolts like 117 00:04:15,350 --> 00:04:13,040 they've seen nuts and bolts so it's 118 00:04:17,189 --> 00:04:15,360 pretty funny that um oh my gosh why is 119 00:04:20,310 --> 00:04:17,199 it slipping me who brought it up 120 00:04:22,390 --> 00:04:20,320 my bra uh jay from experiencer group yes 121 00:04:24,070 --> 00:04:22,400 so he brought it up to um 122 00:04:25,590 --> 00:04:24,080 to one of the guys in book club and he's 123 00:04:26,950 --> 00:04:25,600 just like like blew his mind he's like 124 00:04:28,710 --> 00:04:26,960 wait like i've been saying nuts and 125 00:04:30,629 --> 00:04:28,720 bolts this whole time and 126 00:04:32,710 --> 00:04:30,639 you're right like ufos are usually 127 00:04:34,469 --> 00:04:32,720 seamless like from you right before with 128 00:04:37,350 --> 00:04:34,479 that yeah it's just it's just a human 129 00:04:38,390 --> 00:04:37,360 way of looking at 130 00:04:40,390 --> 00:04:38,400 stuff 131 00:04:42,469 --> 00:04:40,400 yeah yeah and um 132 00:04:44,950 --> 00:04:42,479 so i know jay and i were actually part 133 00:04:48,310 --> 00:04:44,960 of this uh exo studies course 134 00:04:49,270 --> 00:04:48,320 with dr sean espjorn hargens and he's 135 00:04:52,550 --> 00:04:49,280 amazing 136 00:04:54,150 --> 00:04:52,560 yes he is and there was a um a week 137 00:04:56,310 --> 00:04:54,160 where we talked about nuts and bolts 138 00:04:57,990 --> 00:04:56,320 that was actually the theme for a week 139 00:05:00,150 --> 00:04:58,000 and it's mostly about 140 00:05:02,550 --> 00:05:00,160 um the metallic craft 141 00:05:04,310 --> 00:05:02,560 and how there's a lot of interest in the 142 00:05:06,310 --> 00:05:04,320 metallic craft and where did that come 143 00:05:08,830 --> 00:05:06,320 from because i mean if you go back to 144 00:05:12,070 --> 00:05:08,840 roswell it's all about this craft 145 00:05:13,830 --> 00:05:12,080 crashed yeah and uh perhaps those nuts 146 00:05:16,070 --> 00:05:13,840 and bolts weren't tight enough they're 147 00:05:17,990 --> 00:05:16,080 causing right to me it's unusual you 148 00:05:20,310 --> 00:05:18,000 know like if it's supposed to be this 149 00:05:22,150 --> 00:05:20,320 exotic advanced propulsion technology 150 00:05:24,390 --> 00:05:22,160 using anti-gravity 151 00:05:26,070 --> 00:05:24,400 why the hell did it crash 152 00:05:28,150 --> 00:05:26,080 you know i mean that's something that uh 153 00:05:30,710 --> 00:05:28,160 like human-built airplanes do and i 154 00:05:32,550 --> 00:05:30,720 don't know right that's a clue into what 155 00:05:35,110 --> 00:05:32,560 roswell really was about 156 00:05:37,670 --> 00:05:35,120 or not um i leave that up to folks with 157 00:05:39,189 --> 00:05:37,680 ndas that know about exactly what 158 00:05:40,710 --> 00:05:39,199 roswell's about 159 00:05:42,790 --> 00:05:40,720 yeah there's a lot of speculation for 160 00:05:43,590 --> 00:05:42,800 sure a lot of speculation and to preface 161 00:05:48,550 --> 00:05:43,600 that 162 00:05:51,110 --> 00:05:48,560 with anything to do with this at all it 163 00:05:54,390 --> 00:05:51,120 just came up as part of my day job 164 00:05:56,070 --> 00:05:54,400 and so those with ndas they know more 165 00:05:58,230 --> 00:05:56,080 about what happened 166 00:06:00,870 --> 00:05:58,240 but they're not at liberty to discuss it 167 00:06:03,270 --> 00:06:00,880 all right fortunately for me i refused 168 00:06:05,189 --> 00:06:03,280 the ndas about anything to do with this 169 00:06:07,350 --> 00:06:05,199 when it was offered to me 170 00:06:09,590 --> 00:06:07,360 i just did not want to go there because 171 00:06:11,110 --> 00:06:09,600 why would i need to know 172 00:06:13,110 --> 00:06:11,120 in a classified sense what i already 173 00:06:15,270 --> 00:06:13,120 know personally what i've experienced 174 00:06:16,550 --> 00:06:15,280 personally so those of us who are 175 00:06:19,029 --> 00:06:16,560 experiencers 176 00:06:20,870 --> 00:06:19,039 we almost already know 177 00:06:22,309 --> 00:06:20,880 what's behind the scenes 178 00:06:23,430 --> 00:06:22,319 the things that the government can't 179 00:06:26,629 --> 00:06:23,440 talk about 180 00:06:29,189 --> 00:06:26,639 and that is the experience part of it 181 00:06:32,710 --> 00:06:29,199 that is part of everything so if you 182 00:06:34,710 --> 00:06:32,720 just deal with like craft and bodies 183 00:06:35,510 --> 00:06:34,720 you're just looking at a small sliver of 184 00:06:37,430 --> 00:06:35,520 that 185 00:06:40,629 --> 00:06:37,440 magnificent spectrum known as the 186 00:06:42,950 --> 00:06:40,639 phenomenon right and i think jim simivan 187 00:06:44,710 --> 00:06:42,960 recently when he appeared on coast to 188 00:06:46,790 --> 00:06:44,720 coast and i was the second guest he 189 00:06:48,950 --> 00:06:46,800 talked about his experiences 190 00:06:51,830 --> 00:06:48,960 and wasn't that an amazing discussion he 191 00:06:52,790 --> 00:06:51,840 had with george knapp another ci officer 192 00:06:54,150 --> 00:06:52,800 saying 193 00:06:58,150 --> 00:06:54,160 i'm going to talk about my experiences 194 00:07:03,350 --> 00:07:01,110 that's i think that's where it should go 195 00:07:04,870 --> 00:07:03,360 that conversation because once we add 196 00:07:07,990 --> 00:07:04,880 the experiences 197 00:07:10,070 --> 00:07:08,000 to what we see as craft or orbs or these 198 00:07:12,390 --> 00:07:10,080 unusual things in the sky we get a 199 00:07:15,270 --> 00:07:12,400 fuller understanding of what really is 200 00:07:17,909 --> 00:07:15,280 going on and perhaps a clue into why the 201 00:07:20,469 --> 00:07:17,919 government can't talk about it 202 00:07:22,870 --> 00:07:20,479 because can you imagine 203 00:07:23,749 --> 00:07:22,880 any president getting up on the podium 204 00:07:26,550 --> 00:07:23,759 and say 205 00:07:28,550 --> 00:07:26,560 oh you know they're visiting us and um 206 00:07:30,790 --> 00:07:28,560 people have experiences in government 207 00:07:32,950 --> 00:07:30,800 you know and we have experiences about 208 00:07:34,469 --> 00:07:32,960 being taken aboard craft and 209 00:07:38,230 --> 00:07:34,479 all of that that goes on with that i 210 00:07:39,589 --> 00:07:38,240 mean that's just uh a bridge too far 211 00:07:41,110 --> 00:07:39,599 yes and 212 00:07:43,189 --> 00:07:41,120 they even mention like the biological 213 00:07:45,510 --> 00:07:43,199 effects right in some of the language so 214 00:07:46,550 --> 00:07:45,520 we know that people 215 00:07:49,029 --> 00:07:46,560 have 216 00:07:50,710 --> 00:07:49,039 been physically affected by this so 217 00:07:52,869 --> 00:07:50,720 and then we have gary nolan doing his 218 00:07:55,749 --> 00:07:52,879 research and he has a lot of information 219 00:07:57,350 --> 00:07:55,759 about that too so we can't ignore it for 220 00:07:58,869 --> 00:07:57,360 much longer 221 00:08:00,869 --> 00:07:58,879 and right now everybody's sticking with 222 00:08:02,710 --> 00:08:00,879 military because it's easier to document 223 00:08:04,710 --> 00:08:02,720 like you were in this job position you 224 00:08:06,070 --> 00:08:04,720 needed this sort of vetting or clearance 225 00:08:08,790 --> 00:08:06,080 so you're more 226 00:08:11,749 --> 00:08:08,800 for the world you're more 227 00:08:13,510 --> 00:08:11,759 easy to believe or you're more credible 228 00:08:14,710 --> 00:08:13,520 and then there's the rest of us that 229 00:08:16,550 --> 00:08:14,720 just uh 230 00:08:18,710 --> 00:08:16,560 got our minds blown at the age of four 231 00:08:21,029 --> 00:08:18,720 or five and we're just like 232 00:08:23,189 --> 00:08:21,039 we don't really need too much but it 233 00:08:25,990 --> 00:08:23,199 would be nice for people that do need it 234 00:08:27,909 --> 00:08:26,000 that are experiencers to have that um 235 00:08:29,990 --> 00:08:27,919 you know that hey like this this did 236 00:08:31,350 --> 00:08:30,000 happen you're not crazy um even though 237 00:08:32,790 --> 00:08:31,360 you know you're not crazy you still feel 238 00:08:34,230 --> 00:08:32,800 crazy sometimes because we just you just 239 00:08:35,909 --> 00:08:34,240 said you know it's not really 240 00:08:37,190 --> 00:08:35,919 um when we were talking before we came 241 00:08:38,709 --> 00:08:37,200 on you were saying this isn't really 242 00:08:41,190 --> 00:08:38,719 like something you talk around the 243 00:08:43,350 --> 00:08:41,200 dinner table and i was like yeah not at 244 00:08:45,110 --> 00:08:43,360 playground with other moms either so 245 00:08:47,350 --> 00:08:45,120 it's like 246 00:08:49,670 --> 00:08:47,360 people are like so this crock pot recipe 247 00:08:51,350 --> 00:08:49,680 is great this is a this is a sheet pan 248 00:08:53,030 --> 00:08:51,360 recipe and i'm like hey how about them 249 00:08:54,710 --> 00:08:53,040 ufos like 250 00:08:57,269 --> 00:08:54,720 the world's like an old movie where like 251 00:09:00,870 --> 00:08:57,279 the the record goes you know 252 00:09:03,269 --> 00:09:00,880 and everybody looks at you so um 253 00:09:06,310 --> 00:09:03,279 yeah you brought up a good point too 254 00:09:08,150 --> 00:09:06,320 and you could basically said you know um 255 00:09:09,990 --> 00:09:08,160 how can we we might not even be able to 256 00:09:11,030 --> 00:09:10,000 understand the what without the who 257 00:09:13,030 --> 00:09:11,040 right so 258 00:09:15,110 --> 00:09:13,040 um we might and this has been talked 259 00:09:16,710 --> 00:09:15,120 about by whistleblowers and people that 260 00:09:18,389 --> 00:09:16,720 supposedly worked kind of like with 261 00:09:20,630 --> 00:09:18,399 these craft that were these crash 262 00:09:22,630 --> 00:09:20,640 retrieval materials you're like well we 263 00:09:23,829 --> 00:09:22,640 have it we can't figure out what it does 264 00:09:27,030 --> 00:09:23,839 completely 265 00:09:29,829 --> 00:09:27,040 or you know um you might need to be 266 00:09:31,829 --> 00:09:29,839 linked with a certain consciousness to 267 00:09:32,870 --> 00:09:31,839 understand how it works 268 00:09:35,590 --> 00:09:32,880 and 269 00:09:37,509 --> 00:09:35,600 another thing that kind of blows my mind 270 00:09:40,310 --> 00:09:37,519 is people are expecting like these weird 271 00:09:41,670 --> 00:09:40,320 um like on like uh elements that we've 272 00:09:44,389 --> 00:09:41,680 never seen but 273 00:09:45,910 --> 00:09:44,399 you know it could be the elements and 274 00:09:48,070 --> 00:09:45,920 you know in different isotopes or 275 00:09:50,150 --> 00:09:48,080 different ratios or mixtures is what 276 00:09:51,590 --> 00:09:50,160 people are starting to notice but that's 277 00:09:52,949 --> 00:09:51,600 kind of like to me kind of bothers me 278 00:09:54,550 --> 00:09:52,959 but like oh well it was just a piece of 279 00:09:56,630 --> 00:09:54,560 aluminum in the end 280 00:09:58,630 --> 00:09:56,640 i'm like yeah but like did you do um you 281 00:09:59,829 --> 00:09:58,640 know did you measure the spectrum did 282 00:10:01,750 --> 00:09:59,839 you put it you know you know did you 283 00:10:03,030 --> 00:10:01,760 measure the isotope rates and all that 284 00:10:05,190 --> 00:10:03,040 stuff so 285 00:10:06,310 --> 00:10:05,200 a lot of people are doing that now and i 286 00:10:08,230 --> 00:10:06,320 know people have been doing it for a 287 00:10:10,470 --> 00:10:08,240 long time but people are just starting 288 00:10:12,150 --> 00:10:10,480 to talk about it finally but let's dive 289 00:10:13,509 --> 00:10:12,160 into the experiences because i think 290 00:10:16,389 --> 00:10:13,519 that a lot of people have asked you a 291 00:10:19,030 --> 00:10:16,399 lot of like you know technical questions 292 00:10:20,150 --> 00:10:19,040 and i do think that um your slideshow 293 00:10:22,230 --> 00:10:20,160 that you did 294 00:10:23,910 --> 00:10:22,240 with project unity was super cool um 295 00:10:25,509 --> 00:10:23,920 i've watched it a couple times and you 296 00:10:26,949 --> 00:10:25,519 had mentioned that and nothing i'm 297 00:10:28,949 --> 00:10:26,959 saying that nothing that you're saying 298 00:10:31,350 --> 00:10:28,959 is uh classified 299 00:10:33,750 --> 00:10:31,360 so that's very interesting and 300 00:10:35,350 --> 00:10:33,760 um but then you're talking from an 301 00:10:37,509 --> 00:10:35,360 experiencer standpoint that kind of 302 00:10:38,870 --> 00:10:37,519 ended up in a position where you were 303 00:10:41,190 --> 00:10:38,880 able to observe more about the 304 00:10:44,230 --> 00:10:41,200 phenomenon whether you intended that or 305 00:10:46,230 --> 00:10:44,240 not something intended it for you 306 00:10:48,550 --> 00:10:46,240 whether it be you know people talk about 307 00:10:50,790 --> 00:10:48,560 soul contracts or fate or destiny or 308 00:10:52,310 --> 00:10:50,800 divine planning so 309 00:10:53,590 --> 00:10:52,320 you had your first experience when you 310 00:10:56,230 --> 00:10:53,600 were five 311 00:10:58,550 --> 00:10:56,240 right well yes um actually uh 312 00:11:01,190 --> 00:10:58,560 not an experience but the first message 313 00:11:03,110 --> 00:11:01,200 i got was at age four 314 00:11:04,790 --> 00:11:03,120 um when i looked through my first 315 00:11:09,110 --> 00:11:04,800 telescope 316 00:11:10,630 --> 00:11:09,120 uh seeing the stars and the moons and 317 00:11:12,310 --> 00:11:10,640 maybe some of those stars were actually 318 00:11:14,630 --> 00:11:12,320 planets 319 00:11:16,470 --> 00:11:14,640 i felt an affinity toward what was 320 00:11:19,269 --> 00:11:16,480 seeing that 321 00:11:20,790 --> 00:11:19,279 this was where i came from and even at 322 00:11:23,350 --> 00:11:20,800 that young age 323 00:11:26,550 --> 00:11:23,360 it was a feeling that uh it belonged out 324 00:11:28,630 --> 00:11:26,560 there not on earth and that perhaps 325 00:11:29,670 --> 00:11:28,640 i got left behind on earth 326 00:11:30,550 --> 00:11:29,680 and 327 00:11:33,110 --> 00:11:30,560 so 328 00:11:35,910 --> 00:11:33,120 even though i had a earthly family that 329 00:11:37,750 --> 00:11:35,920 my real family was out there 330 00:11:40,949 --> 00:11:37,760 and that's that was at a very young age 331 00:11:43,430 --> 00:11:40,959 of age four and isn't it amazing that 332 00:11:46,630 --> 00:11:43,440 lifelong experiencers they usually say 333 00:11:49,030 --> 00:11:46,640 it happened when i was very small yes 334 00:11:51,350 --> 00:11:49,040 and that seems to be a common age like 335 00:11:52,629 --> 00:11:51,360 and also that what you mentioned 336 00:11:53,829 --> 00:11:52,639 what you meant sorry not to interrupt 337 00:11:56,389 --> 00:11:53,839 but i want to say it before i forget 338 00:11:58,790 --> 00:11:56,399 what you mentioned about feeling like 339 00:12:00,310 --> 00:11:58,800 you're in the wrong place exactly maybe 340 00:12:03,509 --> 00:12:00,320 you're not even supposed to be in a body 341 00:12:05,350 --> 00:12:03,519 at some point so but yes go on so you um 342 00:12:08,230 --> 00:12:05,360 you had your first uh 343 00:12:11,190 --> 00:12:08,240 when you looked through this telescope 344 00:12:12,550 --> 00:12:11,200 yes and so the subsequent experience to 345 00:12:13,829 --> 00:12:12,560 that was 346 00:12:14,870 --> 00:12:13,839 um 347 00:12:16,710 --> 00:12:14,880 when 348 00:12:18,629 --> 00:12:16,720 um i had 349 00:12:20,150 --> 00:12:18,639 i guess it was a dream but it was a 350 00:12:22,310 --> 00:12:20,160 recurring dream 351 00:12:24,389 --> 00:12:22,320 of being led into a house or in a 352 00:12:25,509 --> 00:12:24,399 medical examination 353 00:12:27,670 --> 00:12:25,519 um 354 00:12:30,310 --> 00:12:27,680 and this could have been a what's known 355 00:12:32,870 --> 00:12:30,320 as a cover experience that for me to 356 00:12:34,230 --> 00:12:32,880 process it it had to be 357 00:12:36,710 --> 00:12:34,240 like um 358 00:12:38,790 --> 00:12:36,720 a woman who led me to this house and a 359 00:12:40,870 --> 00:12:38,800 doctor and a nurse who were very kind 360 00:12:43,750 --> 00:12:40,880 and wanted to examine me 361 00:12:44,949 --> 00:12:43,760 and this was a recurring kind of 362 00:12:46,389 --> 00:12:44,959 of dream 363 00:12:48,790 --> 00:12:46,399 where sometimes it was on the first 364 00:12:50,470 --> 00:12:48,800 floor sometimes on the second floor but 365 00:12:52,389 --> 00:12:50,480 in each time 366 00:12:55,030 --> 00:12:52,399 they assured me that 367 00:12:56,949 --> 00:12:55,040 they meant no harm that you're fine we 368 00:12:59,030 --> 00:12:56,959 just want to examine you 369 00:13:01,590 --> 00:12:59,040 and i remember the examination it wasn't 370 00:13:03,509 --> 00:13:01,600 any kind of intrusive examination that i 371 00:13:05,269 --> 00:13:03,519 remember it's mostly we just want to see 372 00:13:07,990 --> 00:13:05,279 how you're doing you know 373 00:13:10,710 --> 00:13:08,000 um and i remember 374 00:13:13,269 --> 00:13:10,720 mostly it was like a traditional like 375 00:13:15,910 --> 00:13:13,279 cursory examination of you know when you 376 00:13:17,509 --> 00:13:15,920 go to the doctor um office uh there's 377 00:13:20,069 --> 00:13:17,519 usually someone 378 00:13:21,990 --> 00:13:20,079 perhaps a nurse nurse practitioner rn 379 00:13:23,910 --> 00:13:22,000 would take your blood pressure or listen 380 00:13:26,550 --> 00:13:23,920 to your heart it was that type of 381 00:13:28,949 --> 00:13:26,560 experience nothing intrusive nothing 382 00:13:30,310 --> 00:13:28,959 scary and being dressed again and being 383 00:13:32,629 --> 00:13:30,320 let out of the house 384 00:13:34,550 --> 00:13:32,639 now when i asked my mom about this she 385 00:13:35,750 --> 00:13:34,560 said no there's never been any time 386 00:13:38,710 --> 00:13:35,760 where i 387 00:13:40,550 --> 00:13:38,720 took you to any kind of doctor like that 388 00:13:43,189 --> 00:13:40,560 especially the house i described which 389 00:13:45,750 --> 00:13:43,199 was like the kind of houses that um i 390 00:13:47,910 --> 00:13:45,760 remember when i was very small 391 00:13:49,670 --> 00:13:47,920 i'll call them victorian style houses 392 00:13:51,990 --> 00:13:49,680 you know a-frame with a turret on one 393 00:13:54,629 --> 00:13:52,000 side yeah but in the town i love that 394 00:13:57,189 --> 00:13:54,639 most houses by the way yeah i do too and 395 00:14:00,790 --> 00:13:57,199 so you know put it in context um 396 00:14:03,030 --> 00:14:00,800 you know at that age i was like like 397 00:14:05,910 --> 00:14:03,040 five or s i guess i was six years old 398 00:14:09,509 --> 00:14:05,920 and that's like 1959 for me 399 00:14:11,670 --> 00:14:09,519 and so it's conceivable at 1959 there 400 00:14:13,990 --> 00:14:11,680 were houses built like at the turn of 401 00:14:17,110 --> 00:14:14,000 the century in the 1900s that had that 402 00:14:19,030 --> 00:14:17,120 style and so that was the style of house 403 00:14:21,430 --> 00:14:19,040 that i associated with and we lived in 404 00:14:23,350 --> 00:14:21,440 an older house like that which was back 405 00:14:26,389 --> 00:14:23,360 then not that old 406 00:14:27,910 --> 00:14:26,399 you packed 50 years from 407 00:14:30,550 --> 00:14:27,920 2022 408 00:14:33,189 --> 00:14:30,560 and you get a house in the 70s 409 00:14:35,509 --> 00:14:33,199 right basically so it's not like really 410 00:14:37,430 --> 00:14:35,519 old what part of the country was this if 411 00:14:39,350 --> 00:14:37,440 you don't mind this is uh petersburg 412 00:14:40,710 --> 00:14:39,360 virginia oh okay yeah there's some 413 00:14:42,389 --> 00:14:40,720 gorgeous houses 414 00:14:44,949 --> 00:14:42,399 south of richmond no arizona doesn't 415 00:14:47,030 --> 00:14:44,959 have a lot of houses like that so no 416 00:14:48,790 --> 00:14:47,040 it wouldn't it wouldn't have 417 00:14:51,030 --> 00:14:48,800 the heat out here 418 00:14:52,310 --> 00:14:51,040 those houses were right not good for 419 00:14:53,030 --> 00:14:52,320 long 420 00:14:55,030 --> 00:14:53,040 and 421 00:14:56,790 --> 00:14:55,040 before that i should say before that it 422 00:14:59,350 --> 00:14:56,800 was when i was living with my aunt and 423 00:15:01,030 --> 00:14:59,360 uncle when my mother was still in japan 424 00:15:02,949 --> 00:15:01,040 she was learning english and she was 425 00:15:04,710 --> 00:15:02,959 going to join us later but i lived with 426 00:15:07,750 --> 00:15:04,720 my aunt and uncle and that's when i saw 427 00:15:10,949 --> 00:15:07,760 my first craft i guess so i'll call it 428 00:15:13,590 --> 00:15:10,959 that it was a silvery craft 429 00:15:16,230 --> 00:15:13,600 that wasn't saucer shape 430 00:15:20,069 --> 00:15:16,240 but it was more oblong 431 00:15:22,550 --> 00:15:20,079 and um it's more like uh 432 00:15:24,470 --> 00:15:22,560 not exactly a football but i would say 433 00:15:26,870 --> 00:15:24,480 like a like a rugby ball if you know 434 00:15:29,269 --> 00:15:26,880 what that looks like so it wasn't so 435 00:15:32,150 --> 00:15:29,279 pointy so much at the end and narrows 436 00:15:32,870 --> 00:15:32,160 more like chubby in the middle yes wider 437 00:15:35,749 --> 00:15:32,880 and 438 00:15:38,710 --> 00:15:35,759 pointy at that end but i saw it rise out 439 00:15:42,230 --> 00:15:38,720 of the the tree line out in the distance 440 00:15:46,470 --> 00:15:44,550 with my fingers that look you know to my 441 00:15:48,629 --> 00:15:46,480 playmates and my cousins 442 00:15:50,949 --> 00:15:48,639 they didn't see it at all they did not 443 00:15:52,949 --> 00:15:50,959 see it i saw it and it drifted off and 444 00:15:54,949 --> 00:15:52,959 went away 445 00:15:58,230 --> 00:15:54,959 later when i did some research as to 446 00:16:00,710 --> 00:15:58,240 what was there uh there was a uh nike 447 00:16:02,710 --> 00:16:00,720 hercules base those are the missiles 448 00:16:04,470 --> 00:16:02,720 that protected many cities in the united 449 00:16:06,470 --> 00:16:04,480 states during the cold war 450 00:16:08,790 --> 00:16:06,480 and some of them were nuclear capable 451 00:16:10,310 --> 00:16:08,800 they had nuclear 452 00:16:13,829 --> 00:16:10,320 warheads 453 00:16:17,110 --> 00:16:15,910 russian bombers at the time which was 454 00:16:18,470 --> 00:16:17,120 the big threat 455 00:16:21,990 --> 00:16:18,480 so 456 00:16:24,389 --> 00:16:22,000 fact that you know there might have been 457 00:16:26,389 --> 00:16:24,399 nuclear weapons stored there 458 00:16:27,749 --> 00:16:26,399 and these nuclear-tipped missiles 459 00:16:29,269 --> 00:16:27,759 that 460 00:16:32,710 --> 00:16:29,279 attracted these 461 00:16:34,949 --> 00:16:32,720 uh this particular craft down 462 00:16:37,910 --> 00:16:34,959 but then i had the the house experience 463 00:16:40,470 --> 00:16:37,920 and then going to a bookstore 464 00:16:42,389 --> 00:16:40,480 out of five and dying which back then i 465 00:16:44,230 --> 00:16:42,399 guess we call them dollar stores now 466 00:16:45,110 --> 00:16:44,240 yeah inflation 467 00:16:46,949 --> 00:16:45,120 um 468 00:16:49,590 --> 00:16:46,959 the five and dime 469 00:16:51,110 --> 00:16:49,600 i saw a book with the illustration of 470 00:16:52,069 --> 00:16:51,120 two primitive humans and the woman 471 00:16:54,150 --> 00:16:52,079 holding 472 00:16:57,269 --> 00:16:54,160 a modern looking baby up in the sky and 473 00:17:00,069 --> 00:16:57,279 it's also beaming lights oh i love it 474 00:17:02,870 --> 00:17:00,079 down there down toward these two 475 00:17:05,350 --> 00:17:02,880 uh primitive human parents and again 476 00:17:06,390 --> 00:17:05,360 there was a message the message was 477 00:17:08,069 --> 00:17:06,400 um 478 00:17:10,470 --> 00:17:08,079 this is who you are this is where you 479 00:17:12,870 --> 00:17:10,480 came from we made you 480 00:17:13,909 --> 00:17:12,880 yeah oh my gosh that was so like 481 00:17:15,829 --> 00:17:13,919 profound 482 00:17:16,870 --> 00:17:15,839 it gives me shivers um just to think 483 00:17:18,390 --> 00:17:16,880 about it 484 00:17:20,549 --> 00:17:18,400 yeah me too i kind of got like this 485 00:17:23,029 --> 00:17:20,559 weird like in my face like a flush in my 486 00:17:25,270 --> 00:17:23,039 face and i wanted this book my parents 487 00:17:27,750 --> 00:17:25,280 um you know they may hesitate to buy me 488 00:17:29,510 --> 00:17:27,760 toys but if i wanted a book no 489 00:17:30,870 --> 00:17:29,520 hesitation whatsoever that's how my 490 00:17:33,669 --> 00:17:30,880 grandma was so 491 00:17:35,510 --> 00:17:33,679 yeah yeah and but the book disappeared 492 00:17:38,230 --> 00:17:35,520 when my mom came around it wasn't more 493 00:17:40,230 --> 00:17:38,240 than a few minutes i got my mom and say 494 00:17:41,750 --> 00:17:40,240 i want this book and it's gone and i 495 00:17:42,789 --> 00:17:41,760 left it in a place where i knew i could 496 00:17:44,710 --> 00:17:42,799 find it 497 00:17:46,549 --> 00:17:44,720 yeah and there weren't that many people 498 00:17:48,630 --> 00:17:46,559 there rummaging through the books you 499 00:17:50,390 --> 00:17:48,640 know i mean none that i can remember but 500 00:17:52,710 --> 00:17:50,400 it was gone 501 00:17:56,150 --> 00:17:52,720 and from there i had more of the 502 00:17:57,510 --> 00:17:56,160 traditional what i call traditional but 503 00:18:00,310 --> 00:17:57,520 it's not experiences were still 504 00:18:02,870 --> 00:18:00,320 considered unconventional but for me it 505 00:18:05,430 --> 00:18:02,880 was like being underground and being led 506 00:18:07,350 --> 00:18:05,440 underground in some kind of cave setting 507 00:18:08,630 --> 00:18:07,360 by smaller beings i guess you can call 508 00:18:10,549 --> 00:18:08,640 them greys but they didn't have the 509 00:18:11,430 --> 00:18:10,559 large almond-shaped eyes they had round 510 00:18:13,029 --> 00:18:11,440 eyes 511 00:18:15,590 --> 00:18:13,039 and they were leading me down and i 512 00:18:17,510 --> 00:18:15,600 wanted to get away but they you know 513 00:18:19,430 --> 00:18:17,520 said don't worry we won't hurt you you 514 00:18:21,590 --> 00:18:19,440 know you need to come with us 515 00:18:23,750 --> 00:18:21,600 and leading me through this cave 516 00:18:26,230 --> 00:18:23,760 um 517 00:18:28,070 --> 00:18:26,240 this the other experience i had 518 00:18:29,190 --> 00:18:28,080 growing up and now i'm becoming a 519 00:18:30,310 --> 00:18:29,200 teenager 520 00:18:31,990 --> 00:18:30,320 um 521 00:18:36,630 --> 00:18:32,000 was 522 00:18:38,870 --> 00:18:36,640 obsessed with sunflowers 523 00:18:40,470 --> 00:18:38,880 i said i need to plant sunflower seeds 524 00:18:42,390 --> 00:18:40,480 now i got my parents to get me some 525 00:18:43,990 --> 00:18:42,400 sunflower seeds to plant 526 00:18:46,150 --> 00:18:44,000 and i planted them outside my bedroom 527 00:18:48,789 --> 00:18:46,160 door and these sunflowers eventually you 528 00:18:49,590 --> 00:18:48,799 know seeds grew into flowers 529 00:18:51,909 --> 00:18:49,600 um 530 00:18:53,830 --> 00:18:51,919 and the reason why is i felt like they 531 00:18:54,950 --> 00:18:53,840 need to find me they may not be able to 532 00:18:59,110 --> 00:18:54,960 find me 533 00:19:01,110 --> 00:18:59,120 can they they can take me home 534 00:19:03,270 --> 00:19:01,120 and it's not that you know 535 00:19:05,190 --> 00:19:03,280 a lot of skeptics say oh that's because 536 00:19:06,549 --> 00:19:05,200 you had a terrible childhood and just 537 00:19:09,270 --> 00:19:06,559 just a 538 00:19:10,549 --> 00:19:09,280 a way for you to cover up your terrible 539 00:19:11,990 --> 00:19:10,559 childhood that you want to get away it 540 00:19:14,789 --> 00:19:12,000 was nothing like that 541 00:19:17,830 --> 00:19:14,799 i grew up in a very loving family 542 00:19:19,909 --> 00:19:17,840 and so it was none of that family trauma 543 00:19:22,870 --> 00:19:19,919 going on whatsoever 544 00:19:25,669 --> 00:19:22,880 um i just felt this need to 545 00:19:27,990 --> 00:19:25,679 have them come for me and sure enough 546 00:19:30,310 --> 00:19:28,000 one night they came for me i remember 547 00:19:32,549 --> 00:19:30,320 these arms grabbing me out of my bed 548 00:19:34,950 --> 00:19:32,559 went somehow through 549 00:19:36,630 --> 00:19:34,960 the screen window and up into this craft 550 00:19:39,909 --> 00:19:36,640 where i was led by another being that 551 00:19:42,549 --> 00:19:39,919 was taller and uh 552 00:19:44,549 --> 00:19:42,559 carried in this being's arms 553 00:19:47,270 --> 00:19:44,559 and seeing the 554 00:19:49,350 --> 00:19:47,280 the the walls of this craft turned 555 00:19:51,350 --> 00:19:49,360 coincident with the way we were walking 556 00:19:54,630 --> 00:19:51,360 in a circular fashion so i know it was 557 00:19:57,350 --> 00:19:54,640 like more like a salsa shape and being 558 00:19:59,909 --> 00:19:57,360 placed on an examining table and i have 559 00:20:02,630 --> 00:19:59,919 no memory of the examination 560 00:20:05,110 --> 00:20:02,640 but the following morning i had marks 561 00:20:06,390 --> 00:20:05,120 markings on the lower part of my body in 562 00:20:07,270 --> 00:20:06,400 the groin area 563 00:20:09,909 --> 00:20:07,280 so 564 00:20:11,830 --> 00:20:09,919 what that might have been i don't know 565 00:20:13,110 --> 00:20:11,840 there have been other experiences who've 566 00:20:15,669 --> 00:20:13,120 said that 567 00:20:19,190 --> 00:20:15,679 genetic material was taken from them 568 00:20:22,149 --> 00:20:19,200 right um and so that could have happened 569 00:20:24,390 --> 00:20:22,159 uh but i i don't know i just had that i 570 00:20:27,669 --> 00:20:24,400 guess you would call it an artifact of 571 00:20:30,470 --> 00:20:27,679 that experience physically on my body 572 00:20:32,390 --> 00:20:30,480 um but it went away so it's not like it 573 00:20:34,630 --> 00:20:32,400 was a permanent thing it was not not 574 00:20:36,149 --> 00:20:34,640 scarring or anything that was damaging 575 00:20:38,390 --> 00:20:36,159 um it just went away 576 00:20:40,070 --> 00:20:38,400 that's interesting that you say that um 577 00:20:41,830 --> 00:20:40,080 because one after one of my sleep 578 00:20:43,830 --> 00:20:41,840 paralysis experience after i had my 579 00:20:45,270 --> 00:20:43,840 first uh sighting and then seeing the 580 00:20:47,590 --> 00:20:45,280 being in my room 581 00:20:48,390 --> 00:20:47,600 um i had sleep paralysis from that point 582 00:20:49,750 --> 00:20:48,400 on 583 00:20:53,430 --> 00:20:49,760 um with uh 584 00:20:55,909 --> 00:20:53,440 angels or alien angels or demons in um 585 00:20:58,470 --> 00:20:55,919 presences um and i was catholic so that 586 00:21:00,070 --> 00:20:58,480 could have explained a lot but um almost 587 00:21:02,470 --> 00:21:00,080 like hives 588 00:21:04,149 --> 00:21:02,480 i would get these hives and 589 00:21:05,669 --> 00:21:04,159 p i o i grew up with eczema i was the 590 00:21:06,950 --> 00:21:05,679 eczema baby so there's like oh it's just 591 00:21:08,549 --> 00:21:06,960 eczema 592 00:21:09,990 --> 00:21:08,559 but they were like 593 00:21:11,190 --> 00:21:10,000 almost like you had like an allergic 594 00:21:13,029 --> 00:21:11,200 reaction 595 00:21:15,190 --> 00:21:13,039 and without would you know people get 596 00:21:16,549 --> 00:21:15,200 hives all but all over my body and they 597 00:21:19,029 --> 00:21:16,559 would just like throw me in an oatmeal 598 00:21:21,270 --> 00:21:19,039 bath and be like oh good luck 599 00:21:23,270 --> 00:21:21,280 but it was after these um 600 00:21:25,750 --> 00:21:23,280 these it would be after a sleep 601 00:21:26,870 --> 00:21:25,760 paralysis that had grays in it or 602 00:21:28,070 --> 00:21:26,880 something so it's interesting that you 603 00:21:30,630 --> 00:21:28,080 mentioned that because it's something 604 00:21:31,909 --> 00:21:30,640 that i don't tell people because again 605 00:21:34,390 --> 00:21:31,919 they're like oh well it's just a rash 606 00:21:36,870 --> 00:21:34,400 you know what i mean right yes 607 00:21:45,830 --> 00:21:37,590 the 608 00:21:47,750 --> 00:21:45,840 have traumatic experiences and for me 609 00:21:49,590 --> 00:21:47,760 it's like 610 00:21:51,909 --> 00:21:49,600 i wouldn't say no big deal i mean it was 611 00:21:54,710 --> 00:21:51,919 profound for me to have the experiences 612 00:21:56,630 --> 00:21:54,720 i've had but they were not as malevolent 613 00:21:58,789 --> 00:21:56,640 as what other people have experienced 614 00:22:01,350 --> 00:21:58,799 they're they're not exactly benevolent 615 00:22:03,590 --> 00:22:01,360 it just happened they weren't harmful to 616 00:22:07,270 --> 00:22:03,600 me in the long run 617 00:22:09,510 --> 00:22:08,549 following 618 00:22:10,950 --> 00:22:09,520 that 619 00:22:13,430 --> 00:22:10,960 experience 620 00:22:15,270 --> 00:22:13,440 i've had a dream 621 00:22:17,750 --> 00:22:15,280 that 622 00:22:20,149 --> 00:22:17,760 i was in a place 623 00:22:21,909 --> 00:22:20,159 of light beings 624 00:22:24,470 --> 00:22:21,919 there were like beings everywhere i was 625 00:22:27,350 --> 00:22:24,480 a light being and i really loved where i 626 00:22:29,590 --> 00:22:27,360 was at i felt like i was home and this 627 00:22:31,510 --> 00:22:29,600 is where i belong i finally made it this 628 00:22:33,110 --> 00:22:31,520 is where i'm supposed to be 629 00:22:35,590 --> 00:22:33,120 but then a voice 630 00:22:36,710 --> 00:22:35,600 over my shoulder i think it was my 631 00:22:38,470 --> 00:22:36,720 left side 632 00:22:39,909 --> 00:22:38,480 uh said to me 633 00:22:41,430 --> 00:22:39,919 it's time for you to go back because you 634 00:22:43,350 --> 00:22:41,440 have work to do 635 00:22:45,190 --> 00:22:43,360 you haven't finished your work 636 00:22:46,950 --> 00:22:45,200 and i said i don't want to go back so no 637 00:22:48,630 --> 00:22:46,960 you need to go back 638 00:22:50,310 --> 00:22:48,640 but you get to pick who you are going to 639 00:22:54,470 --> 00:22:50,320 be this time 640 00:22:56,789 --> 00:22:54,480 and i was i was shown like a vast plane 641 00:22:59,590 --> 00:22:56,799 of little i would call it like little 642 00:23:01,350 --> 00:22:59,600 eggs in a giant egg carton 643 00:23:04,789 --> 00:23:01,360 as far as i can see 644 00:23:05,990 --> 00:23:04,799 and it was like swirling lights in this 645 00:23:09,270 --> 00:23:06,000 these little 646 00:23:11,029 --> 00:23:09,280 uh little spheres and they and who do 647 00:23:13,190 --> 00:23:11,039 you want to be and i i looked into each 648 00:23:15,190 --> 00:23:13,200 one and saw their lives from beginning 649 00:23:17,669 --> 00:23:15,200 to end from birth to death 650 00:23:20,149 --> 00:23:17,679 and i saw one that that resonated with 651 00:23:22,630 --> 00:23:20,159 me and said this is who i want to be 652 00:23:24,950 --> 00:23:22,640 and they said okay go you have work to 653 00:23:26,310 --> 00:23:24,960 do do your work go and 654 00:23:31,669 --> 00:23:26,320 ready set go 655 00:23:34,830 --> 00:23:31,679 um remember being born 656 00:23:37,350 --> 00:23:34,840 i remember the birth experience 657 00:23:39,270 --> 00:23:37,360 and so that 658 00:23:43,430 --> 00:23:39,280 i didn't connect that for a long long 659 00:23:45,669 --> 00:23:43,440 time as to what it might have meant 660 00:23:48,149 --> 00:23:45,679 but the synchronicity there that sent 661 00:23:49,510 --> 00:23:48,159 chills up and down my spine 662 00:23:51,430 --> 00:23:49,520 um 663 00:23:53,909 --> 00:23:51,440 and i would have mentioned it we had 664 00:23:55,990 --> 00:23:53,919 more time with george knapp but 665 00:23:57,590 --> 00:23:56,000 someone called in art bell 666 00:24:00,310 --> 00:23:57,600 back in the day 667 00:24:02,310 --> 00:24:00,320 and related in uh 668 00:24:05,029 --> 00:24:02,320 open lines when anybody can call talk 669 00:24:06,549 --> 00:24:05,039 about anything yeah i remember him yeah 670 00:24:08,470 --> 00:24:06,559 a woman called my aunt used to listen to 671 00:24:09,909 --> 00:24:08,480 that late at night so she was kind of 672 00:24:11,590 --> 00:24:09,919 like one of the only people that i would 673 00:24:14,070 --> 00:24:11,600 sneak into her room 674 00:24:16,630 --> 00:24:14,080 and um because i felt like she she 675 00:24:18,950 --> 00:24:16,640 believed me with my experiences and 676 00:24:20,710 --> 00:24:18,960 um she didn't say yes or no but she 677 00:24:22,149 --> 00:24:20,720 listened very lovingly and then i 678 00:24:24,390 --> 00:24:22,159 remember sneaking into her room when i 679 00:24:25,830 --> 00:24:24,400 was like okay just don't tell you know 680 00:24:27,990 --> 00:24:25,840 you have to go back in a little bit to 681 00:24:30,070 --> 00:24:28,000 your bed and she was listening to it and 682 00:24:32,789 --> 00:24:30,080 it was the people that were calling in 683 00:24:35,269 --> 00:24:32,799 right exactly well one of those call-ins 684 00:24:37,190 --> 00:24:35,279 was a woman who related the exact 685 00:24:39,669 --> 00:24:37,200 same experience and said art i want to 686 00:24:41,990 --> 00:24:39,679 share share with you a dream i had 687 00:24:44,230 --> 00:24:42,000 and she related the voice on one's 688 00:24:47,029 --> 00:24:44,240 shoulder telling her she had work to do 689 00:24:47,990 --> 00:24:47,039 and she had to go back being shown this 690 00:24:49,909 --> 00:24:48,000 vast 691 00:24:51,350 --> 00:24:49,919 array of like 692 00:24:54,630 --> 00:24:51,360 life 693 00:25:02,950 --> 00:24:54,640 and 694 00:25:07,029 --> 00:25:05,430 my spine was tingling i mean i was just 695 00:25:09,750 --> 00:25:07,039 totally electric 696 00:25:11,110 --> 00:25:09,760 and you know trying to call in uh you 697 00:25:13,430 --> 00:25:11,120 know forget it 698 00:25:15,190 --> 00:25:13,440 yeah just you're not gonna get in i mean 699 00:25:17,430 --> 00:25:15,200 you're still so lucky 700 00:25:18,870 --> 00:25:17,440 if you get in but i i 701 00:25:21,110 --> 00:25:18,880 always wanted to reach out to her 702 00:25:21,990 --> 00:25:21,120 because she had this similar experience 703 00:25:27,990 --> 00:25:22,000 and 704 00:25:29,590 --> 00:25:28,000 twin souls yes sometimes you incarnate 705 00:25:31,909 --> 00:25:29,600 on earth 706 00:25:34,070 --> 00:25:31,919 with someone else who is your spiritual 707 00:25:36,310 --> 00:25:34,080 twin somewhere and i felt like 708 00:25:37,269 --> 00:25:36,320 she must be my spiritual twin my twin 709 00:25:39,350 --> 00:25:37,279 flame 710 00:25:40,789 --> 00:25:39,360 or twin soul 711 00:25:43,269 --> 00:25:40,799 because people misinterpret that they 712 00:25:44,950 --> 00:25:43,279 think that they're supposed to be like 713 00:25:46,390 --> 00:25:44,960 married to their twin flame or they're 714 00:25:48,390 --> 00:25:46,400 supposed to be best friends with their 715 00:25:50,070 --> 00:25:48,400 twin flame or even like give birth to 716 00:25:51,029 --> 00:25:50,080 your twin flame you know people think 717 00:25:52,310 --> 00:25:51,039 they're supposed to be of close 718 00:25:54,230 --> 00:25:52,320 proximity 719 00:25:55,909 --> 00:25:54,240 but it's actually from what i'm like 720 00:25:57,269 --> 00:25:55,919 when i'm talking to people about it like 721 00:25:58,870 --> 00:25:57,279 not on here i haven't talked about it 722 00:26:01,510 --> 00:25:58,880 yet but when i'm talking to other 723 00:26:02,710 --> 00:26:01,520 friends and in the world um 724 00:26:04,390 --> 00:26:02,720 they 725 00:26:06,470 --> 00:26:04,400 not a lot of people have their twin 726 00:26:09,029 --> 00:26:06,480 flame on earth is the same time as they 727 00:26:10,950 --> 00:26:09,039 are which is super crazy to me 728 00:26:12,549 --> 00:26:10,960 so you think she was your twin flame 729 00:26:13,909 --> 00:26:12,559 have you and you haven't you haven't 730 00:26:16,710 --> 00:26:13,919 been able to find it you've never been 731 00:26:19,510 --> 00:26:16,720 able to uh locate her i mean how would i 732 00:26:20,549 --> 00:26:19,520 it's just yeah a voice um yeah you know 733 00:26:21,990 --> 00:26:20,559 using 734 00:26:25,110 --> 00:26:22,000 a first name 735 00:26:26,870 --> 00:26:25,120 right um east of the rockies you know 736 00:26:28,390 --> 00:26:26,880 yeah first time caller like i don't know 737 00:26:30,870 --> 00:26:28,400 where she was calling even he probably 738 00:26:32,390 --> 00:26:30,880 couldn't locate him at that time yeah 739 00:26:33,510 --> 00:26:32,400 you know it was like a telephone line 740 00:26:34,630 --> 00:26:33,520 like 741 00:26:36,630 --> 00:26:34,640 yeah 742 00:26:38,470 --> 00:26:36,640 so that that 743 00:26:41,430 --> 00:26:38,480 was a profound experience that got 744 00:26:42,950 --> 00:26:41,440 linked later when i had 745 00:26:45,430 --> 00:26:42,960 uh and your audience would know who 746 00:26:49,430 --> 00:26:45,440 delores canon oh absolutely was 747 00:26:52,390 --> 00:26:49,440 and i had qhht um sessions 748 00:26:55,990 --> 00:26:52,400 and i actually in the qhht session with 749 00:26:57,990 --> 00:26:56,000 this like sorter like buried in my my 750 00:27:00,630 --> 00:26:58,000 memory 751 00:27:01,990 --> 00:27:00,640 i had the front part of that 752 00:27:03,590 --> 00:27:02,000 of me 753 00:27:06,549 --> 00:27:03,600 dying 754 00:27:08,230 --> 00:27:06,559 and then um 755 00:27:11,350 --> 00:27:08,240 seeing 756 00:27:14,149 --> 00:27:11,360 it wasn't a tunnel of darkness 757 00:27:15,990 --> 00:27:14,159 it was more like 758 00:27:17,590 --> 00:27:16,000 i would say grayness 759 00:27:21,269 --> 00:27:17,600 it wasn't completely dark it was just 760 00:27:22,549 --> 00:27:21,279 gray and a feeling of movement i had 761 00:27:25,990 --> 00:27:22,559 at my death 762 00:27:28,470 --> 00:27:26,000 and seeing um two faint 763 00:27:30,389 --> 00:27:28,480 uh light beings come 764 00:27:31,510 --> 00:27:30,399 around to the left and right to escort 765 00:27:33,430 --> 00:27:31,520 me home 766 00:27:36,230 --> 00:27:33,440 oh wow and then 767 00:27:39,430 --> 00:27:36,240 having been escorted home it was a world 768 00:27:42,389 --> 00:27:39,440 of this of these light beings 769 00:27:44,310 --> 00:27:42,399 and having um that same experience 770 00:27:45,830 --> 00:27:44,320 linking it all of a sudden oh my gosh 771 00:27:48,549 --> 00:27:45,840 you know 772 00:27:50,950 --> 00:27:48,559 that experience was the precursor 773 00:27:53,110 --> 00:27:50,960 to that dream i had as a teenager wow so 774 00:27:55,110 --> 00:27:53,120 that qhht session 775 00:27:57,830 --> 00:27:55,120 occurred as an adult 776 00:27:59,269 --> 00:27:57,840 yes that's it so that linked it together 777 00:28:00,789 --> 00:27:59,279 that's very interesting that you and 778 00:28:03,669 --> 00:28:00,799 very cool that you were able to link 779 00:28:05,190 --> 00:28:03,679 that because you had mentioned in 780 00:28:07,430 --> 00:28:05,200 um and nikki i'm going to get to your 781 00:28:09,269 --> 00:28:07,440 question in a minute but um 782 00:28:10,630 --> 00:28:09,279 you had mentioned in 783 00:28:11,990 --> 00:28:10,640 one of your interview it was when you 784 00:28:13,590 --> 00:28:12,000 did the um 785 00:28:16,950 --> 00:28:13,600 the slideshow you had mentioned that you 786 00:28:19,669 --> 00:28:16,960 know pieces of the puzzle right like so 787 00:28:21,909 --> 00:28:19,679 many people with experiences 788 00:28:23,990 --> 00:28:21,919 from minor i don't want to say minor 789 00:28:25,750 --> 00:28:24,000 experiences but experiences like i saw 790 00:28:27,909 --> 00:28:25,760 something that freaked me out i know it 791 00:28:29,350 --> 00:28:27,919 was sentient it was in the sky and that 792 00:28:30,630 --> 00:28:29,360 maybe that's the end of their experience 793 00:28:32,149 --> 00:28:30,640 but they only have that piece of the 794 00:28:35,110 --> 00:28:32,159 puzzle and then there's people that are 795 00:28:37,590 --> 00:28:35,120 like um lifelong experiencers that have 796 00:28:39,990 --> 00:28:37,600 all these weird like memories and 797 00:28:42,310 --> 00:28:40,000 thoughts and experiences that they know 798 00:28:43,830 --> 00:28:42,320 are real but they can't like you as you 799 00:28:46,149 --> 00:28:43,840 had said before you can't you know the 800 00:28:47,590 --> 00:28:46,159 puzzle picture on the box you can't see 801 00:28:49,510 --> 00:28:47,600 that but you have all the corners but 802 00:28:50,310 --> 00:28:49,520 you can't see the rest of the puzzle 803 00:28:51,990 --> 00:28:50,320 so 804 00:28:53,990 --> 00:28:52,000 i feel like at least you got those two 805 00:28:55,110 --> 00:28:54,000 puzzle pieces to like click because that 806 00:28:56,470 --> 00:28:55,120 was 807 00:28:57,909 --> 00:28:56,480 when you hear when you hear when you 808 00:28:59,430 --> 00:28:57,919 have that dream the first one you're 809 00:29:02,149 --> 00:28:59,440 probably like what in the world or that 810 00:29:03,029 --> 00:29:02,159 memory come back you must be like okay 811 00:29:04,630 --> 00:29:03,039 like 812 00:29:07,110 --> 00:29:04,640 i was being born but there was a 813 00:29:09,029 --> 00:29:07,120 continuation there was a before that so 814 00:29:11,110 --> 00:29:09,039 there was many befores 815 00:29:12,549 --> 00:29:11,120 oh absolutely yeah i tell people that 816 00:29:15,590 --> 00:29:12,559 they think i'm crazy so i don't bring it 817 00:29:17,669 --> 00:29:15,600 up often but i don't have any qualms 818 00:29:19,350 --> 00:29:17,679 about breaking it up i've had many uh 819 00:29:22,070 --> 00:29:19,360 experiences like that 820 00:29:23,669 --> 00:29:22,080 through qhd hht sessions through mindful 821 00:29:25,590 --> 00:29:23,679 meditation 822 00:29:27,510 --> 00:29:25,600 i've had 823 00:29:29,590 --> 00:29:27,520 previous lifetimes and there were not 824 00:29:31,750 --> 00:29:29,600 all human lifetimes 825 00:29:35,110 --> 00:29:31,760 there were times when i was another 826 00:29:37,510 --> 00:29:35,120 species from another planet 827 00:29:40,149 --> 00:29:37,520 um so to me that's not unusual when 828 00:29:41,190 --> 00:29:40,159 people say that so yeah i've had that as 829 00:29:42,870 --> 00:29:41,200 well 830 00:29:43,990 --> 00:29:42,880 and it seems to be a common theme that 831 00:29:48,149 --> 00:29:44,000 you know 832 00:29:50,389 --> 00:29:48,159 i'm always going to have a male 833 00:29:52,950 --> 00:29:50,399 experience in these previous lifetimes 834 00:29:55,750 --> 00:29:52,960 i've had experiences as female as well 835 00:29:57,750 --> 00:29:55,760 yeah it's it's just that my my core 836 00:30:00,070 --> 00:29:57,760 belief is that 837 00:30:03,510 --> 00:30:00,080 this corporeal body you known as you 838 00:30:05,269 --> 00:30:03,520 know as john ramirez is a host 839 00:30:07,350 --> 00:30:05,279 to a 840 00:30:09,110 --> 00:30:07,360 sentient like being with whom we have a 841 00:30:11,510 --> 00:30:09,120 symbiotic relationship 842 00:30:13,669 --> 00:30:11,520 and when we die the corporeal 843 00:30:16,310 --> 00:30:13,679 goes away but this light being is 844 00:30:19,510 --> 00:30:16,320 eternal and goes back to its home 845 00:30:23,029 --> 00:30:19,520 and may return either back in this form 846 00:30:24,070 --> 00:30:23,039 as a human or some other place 847 00:30:27,029 --> 00:30:24,080 because i 848 00:30:33,430 --> 00:30:30,710 part of the qha t-session was 849 00:30:34,310 --> 00:30:33,440 when i experienced these light beings 850 00:30:36,549 --> 00:30:34,320 my 851 00:30:39,590 --> 00:30:36,559 practitioner asked me 852 00:30:41,190 --> 00:30:39,600 ask them what they are called 853 00:30:43,350 --> 00:30:41,200 and i stumbled with that i knew it 854 00:30:46,870 --> 00:30:43,360 started with the l y 855 00:30:49,269 --> 00:30:46,880 yes l y something lysian lyssarians 856 00:30:50,630 --> 00:30:49,279 lighted up and it was lyrics 857 00:30:51,510 --> 00:30:50,640 okay 858 00:30:53,909 --> 00:30:51,520 and so 859 00:30:55,830 --> 00:30:53,919 i resonate with lyrans 860 00:30:58,470 --> 00:30:55,840 as and some that resonate with 861 00:31:00,230 --> 00:30:58,480 palladians and some with our parents um 862 00:31:01,830 --> 00:31:00,240 there's a whole 863 00:31:04,310 --> 00:31:01,840 panoply of 864 00:31:07,029 --> 00:31:04,320 these like beings but at the core of it 865 00:31:09,110 --> 00:31:07,039 is they're non-comporeo and they want to 866 00:31:12,149 --> 00:31:09,120 experience life as a 867 00:31:14,470 --> 00:31:12,159 comporeo corporeal being so that's why 868 00:31:15,990 --> 00:31:14,480 they dwell on us and other beings as 869 00:31:17,509 --> 00:31:16,000 well 870 00:31:18,789 --> 00:31:17,519 they just want to experience what is 871 00:31:21,990 --> 00:31:18,799 life like 872 00:31:25,269 --> 00:31:22,000 to have emotions to feel love to have a 873 00:31:27,509 --> 00:31:25,279 full gamut of being this person 874 00:31:29,590 --> 00:31:27,519 um because they are energy they're pure 875 00:31:32,630 --> 00:31:29,600 energy they're just they're they're 876 00:31:34,870 --> 00:31:32,640 manifestations of unconditional love 877 00:31:36,630 --> 00:31:34,880 and that's what i get from that ex those 878 00:31:38,630 --> 00:31:36,640 these experiences that their 879 00:31:40,549 --> 00:31:38,640 unconditional love and they're trying to 880 00:31:43,110 --> 00:31:40,559 teach us 881 00:31:45,509 --> 00:31:43,120 unconditional love for 882 00:31:46,950 --> 00:31:45,519 everyone for everything in the universe 883 00:31:48,389 --> 00:31:46,960 it's just 884 00:31:50,149 --> 00:31:48,399 the energy of the universe is 885 00:31:52,789 --> 00:31:50,159 unconditional love that's what drives 886 00:31:55,269 --> 00:31:52,799 everything that's why 887 00:31:57,269 --> 00:31:55,279 the experience is so 888 00:31:58,230 --> 00:31:57,279 magnificent when you have 889 00:32:00,710 --> 00:31:58,240 these 890 00:32:02,230 --> 00:32:00,720 um 891 00:32:04,710 --> 00:32:02,240 this relationship 892 00:32:06,549 --> 00:32:04,720 with your inner self and when you start 893 00:32:08,549 --> 00:32:06,559 mindful meditation 894 00:32:10,630 --> 00:32:08,559 and going back to the chakras you know 895 00:32:11,990 --> 00:32:10,640 when you know how to 896 00:32:14,630 --> 00:32:12,000 um 897 00:32:17,990 --> 00:32:14,640 send your energy down through your 898 00:32:19,190 --> 00:32:18,000 shakas to the core of the earth 899 00:32:21,750 --> 00:32:19,200 and then to 900 00:32:23,430 --> 00:32:21,760 actually i thank the earth for giving us 901 00:32:26,310 --> 00:32:23,440 this beautiful planet 902 00:32:28,389 --> 00:32:26,320 and then i say we're i'm so sorry for 903 00:32:29,509 --> 00:32:28,399 what we've done to you 904 00:32:31,909 --> 00:32:29,519 you know um 905 00:32:34,950 --> 00:32:31,919 i get very emotional about that oh 906 00:32:36,870 --> 00:32:34,960 absolutely uh that we've harmed you 907 00:32:38,389 --> 00:32:36,880 but we'll we'll do better 908 00:32:41,190 --> 00:32:38,399 and bring it back 909 00:32:43,909 --> 00:32:41,200 you know through your body to your heart 910 00:32:45,350 --> 00:32:43,919 throat third eye crown and send it out 911 00:32:47,590 --> 00:32:45,360 to the universe 912 00:32:49,590 --> 00:32:47,600 because that's that's where we're from 913 00:32:52,070 --> 00:32:49,600 it's just welcome you know i just want 914 00:32:54,070 --> 00:32:52,080 to say hi you know just cloning home 915 00:32:56,070 --> 00:32:54,080 just phoning home you know i want 916 00:32:58,149 --> 00:32:56,080 anything from you just hello you know 917 00:33:00,230 --> 00:32:58,159 maybe i want to see you again um then 918 00:33:02,389 --> 00:33:00,240 bring it back and that's when i go into 919 00:33:04,789 --> 00:33:02,399 a very deep meditative state 920 00:33:05,990 --> 00:33:04,799 where um i don't have a better word for 921 00:33:07,990 --> 00:33:06,000 downloads 922 00:33:10,389 --> 00:33:08,000 but i get inspirations 923 00:33:11,990 --> 00:33:10,399 people call downloads i get inspirations 924 00:33:14,070 --> 00:33:12,000 of messages 925 00:33:15,190 --> 00:33:14,080 um and then it's an opportunity to ask 926 00:33:17,350 --> 00:33:15,200 questions 927 00:33:19,509 --> 00:33:17,360 absolutely i think it's more than just a 928 00:33:21,430 --> 00:33:19,519 passive experience it can be active 929 00:33:24,149 --> 00:33:21,440 to ask questions 930 00:33:26,230 --> 00:33:24,159 to the universe you can manifest things 931 00:33:28,310 --> 00:33:26,240 to the universe i think we're all like 932 00:33:30,630 --> 00:33:28,320 creators in some way that you do 933 00:33:32,230 --> 00:33:30,640 manifest your own destiny 934 00:33:35,509 --> 00:33:32,240 you have free will 935 00:33:36,950 --> 00:33:35,519 but in a way you kind of manifest what 936 00:33:39,350 --> 00:33:36,960 what you want 937 00:33:41,509 --> 00:33:39,360 and you can do what's known as cosmic 938 00:33:43,190 --> 00:33:41,519 orders like you order something from a 939 00:33:44,389 --> 00:33:43,200 restaurant you order something from the 940 00:33:46,870 --> 00:33:44,399 cosmos 941 00:33:49,269 --> 00:33:46,880 um and and that's how we got this house 942 00:33:50,070 --> 00:33:49,279 i'm living in my my wife 943 00:33:53,110 --> 00:33:50,080 did 944 00:33:55,990 --> 00:33:53,120 a similar thing about manifesting the 945 00:33:58,149 --> 00:33:56,000 house we wanted to buy and she 946 00:34:00,470 --> 00:33:58,159 listed everything she wanted 947 00:34:02,710 --> 00:34:00,480 did a mindful meditation 948 00:34:04,789 --> 00:34:02,720 with dancing and singing because she 949 00:34:06,470 --> 00:34:04,799 likes to dance and sing 950 00:34:09,430 --> 00:34:06,480 to the universe 951 00:34:11,669 --> 00:34:09,440 and she did it um on a wednesday night 952 00:34:13,430 --> 00:34:11,679 and thursday morning our realtor called 953 00:34:15,510 --> 00:34:13,440 and said hey there's the house on the 954 00:34:17,109 --> 00:34:15,520 market that yeah it's not on the market 955 00:34:17,909 --> 00:34:17,119 yet but you need to see it but it'll go 956 00:34:20,550 --> 00:34:17,919 quick 957 00:34:22,310 --> 00:34:20,560 and everything on that list 958 00:34:24,470 --> 00:34:22,320 was in the house 959 00:34:26,310 --> 00:34:24,480 everything i believe it i believe it a 960 00:34:28,710 --> 00:34:26,320 lot of people are doing that you know 961 00:34:30,550 --> 00:34:28,720 the intention setting and manifestation 962 00:34:32,069 --> 00:34:30,560 techniques like that not enough people 963 00:34:33,750 --> 00:34:32,079 are doing it because they don't believe 964 00:34:35,109 --> 00:34:33,760 it but um 965 00:34:36,629 --> 00:34:35,119 i believe it that's how i got my wedding 966 00:34:37,669 --> 00:34:36,639 dress like the lady's like oh this just 967 00:34:39,430 --> 00:34:37,679 came in today and i was like are you 968 00:34:41,109 --> 00:34:39,440 kidding me my friend was like 969 00:34:42,470 --> 00:34:41,119 she was like she went with me to try it 970 00:34:44,389 --> 00:34:42,480 on she's like 971 00:34:45,990 --> 00:34:44,399 you just ex she's like you described 972 00:34:47,510 --> 00:34:46,000 this dress to me like the other day and 973 00:34:48,869 --> 00:34:47,520 i was like i know because that's what i 974 00:34:50,470 --> 00:34:48,879 wanted and she's like that's this just 975 00:34:51,990 --> 00:34:50,480 came in yesterday and it had like she 976 00:34:53,030 --> 00:34:52,000 had to take it out of the bag 977 00:34:54,629 --> 00:34:53,040 you know 978 00:34:56,149 --> 00:34:54,639 so little sometimes we don't realize 979 00:34:58,150 --> 00:34:56,159 we're doing it either which can work 980 00:35:00,150 --> 00:34:58,160 both ways right 981 00:35:01,829 --> 00:35:00,160 yeah and i i just 982 00:35:04,550 --> 00:35:01,839 think the synchronicities are so 983 00:35:06,870 --> 00:35:04,560 beautiful when they happen 984 00:35:09,030 --> 00:35:06,880 that we live in this this 985 00:35:11,589 --> 00:35:09,040 beautiful universe and when you see 986 00:35:13,430 --> 00:35:11,599 you're resonating with the universe and 987 00:35:15,190 --> 00:35:13,440 in sync with 988 00:35:17,990 --> 00:35:15,200 your wavelength 989 00:35:19,910 --> 00:35:18,000 um and that resonance is strong 990 00:35:21,750 --> 00:35:19,920 wonderful things can happen 991 00:35:24,230 --> 00:35:21,760 and part of that learning how to 992 00:35:27,109 --> 00:35:24,240 meditate mindfully is to find your 993 00:35:28,069 --> 00:35:27,119 resident frequency find it 994 00:35:29,990 --> 00:35:28,079 and then 995 00:35:32,150 --> 00:35:30,000 tune into it because we all have 996 00:35:33,589 --> 00:35:32,160 different resonant frequencies and it 997 00:35:36,310 --> 00:35:33,599 doesn't mean one is better than the 998 00:35:39,430 --> 00:35:36,320 other it's just different yes 999 00:35:41,030 --> 00:35:39,440 and what i tell people is like um 1000 00:35:42,470 --> 00:35:41,040 uh this probably 1001 00:35:44,470 --> 00:35:42,480 kind of dates me but i don't know if 1002 00:35:45,750 --> 00:35:44,480 people actually listen to the radio on 1003 00:35:47,910 --> 00:35:45,760 the air 1004 00:35:50,710 --> 00:35:47,920 but if you look at all the fm radio 1005 00:35:52,390 --> 00:35:50,720 stations broadcasting on the air 1006 00:35:54,230 --> 00:35:52,400 they're all there 1007 00:35:57,510 --> 00:35:54,240 and that's the full spectrum of the 1008 00:35:59,270 --> 00:35:57,520 experience but you choose your radio 1009 00:36:00,630 --> 00:35:59,280 station and just because you're 1010 00:36:04,470 --> 00:36:00,640 listening to 1011 00:36:06,310 --> 00:36:04,480 um like classic rock or classical 1012 00:36:08,790 --> 00:36:06,320 or country in western whatever your 1013 00:36:10,710 --> 00:36:08,800 favorite music is it doesn't mean that 1014 00:36:13,430 --> 00:36:10,720 these other stations aren't there as 1015 00:36:14,630 --> 00:36:13,440 well they're there but we're tuning in 1016 00:36:16,550 --> 00:36:14,640 and so 1017 00:36:19,349 --> 00:36:16,560 the by broadening 1018 00:36:21,270 --> 00:36:19,359 the spectrum of accepting it all making 1019 00:36:23,349 --> 00:36:21,280 it more broadband 1020 00:36:25,349 --> 00:36:23,359 you get the full impact 1021 00:36:27,190 --> 00:36:25,359 of all the you know what the universe 1022 00:36:29,990 --> 00:36:27,200 offers yes 1023 00:36:32,470 --> 00:36:30,000 and then you might find affinity toward 1024 00:36:34,710 --> 00:36:32,480 a certain part of that spectrum 1025 00:36:35,910 --> 00:36:34,720 from which you can grow and so i've been 1026 00:36:38,310 --> 00:36:35,920 doing that 1027 00:36:40,870 --> 00:36:38,320 uh most of my adult life and it's been 1028 00:36:42,390 --> 00:36:40,880 very fulfilling for myself as well as my 1029 00:36:45,829 --> 00:36:42,400 wife to do that 1030 00:36:47,829 --> 00:36:45,839 yeah you seem very uh at peace and very 1031 00:36:50,550 --> 00:36:47,839 um you seem the way you talk about your 1032 00:36:51,670 --> 00:36:50,560 wife and i thought it was um 1033 00:36:53,190 --> 00:36:51,680 i thought it was awesome when i was 1034 00:36:55,190 --> 00:36:53,200 asking for an interview in february 1035 00:36:58,069 --> 00:36:55,200 you're like any day but the 14th and i 1036 00:36:59,910 --> 00:36:58,079 was just like that's right 1037 00:37:01,990 --> 00:36:59,920 i was like that's about that's so 1038 00:37:04,230 --> 00:37:02,000 um not a lot of people like do that 1039 00:37:06,230 --> 00:37:04,240 anymore do you know what i mean so 1040 00:37:07,349 --> 00:37:06,240 and some people are cynical about you 1041 00:37:08,950 --> 00:37:07,359 know the whole valentine's day thing but 1042 00:37:10,310 --> 00:37:08,960 i could the way you talk about her she 1043 00:37:11,829 --> 00:37:10,320 sounds like a lovely 1044 00:37:13,910 --> 00:37:11,839 person and 1045 00:37:15,349 --> 00:37:13,920 um i'm very glad that you guys have each 1046 00:37:17,510 --> 00:37:15,359 other but it sounds like you've been 1047 00:37:19,589 --> 00:37:17,520 manifesting what you wanted and you seem 1048 00:37:20,870 --> 00:37:19,599 very at peace like you know when you 1049 00:37:22,630 --> 00:37:20,880 talk to people and they're just very 1050 00:37:23,990 --> 00:37:22,640 angsty feeling or you can tell they're 1051 00:37:26,950 --> 00:37:24,000 very um 1052 00:37:27,910 --> 00:37:26,960 disheveled or whatever um you seem like 1053 00:37:32,470 --> 00:37:27,920 very 1054 00:37:33,270 --> 00:37:32,480 any other way to put it um 1055 00:37:35,109 --> 00:37:33,280 so 1056 00:37:36,630 --> 00:37:35,119 it's it's great that you know you're 1057 00:37:39,030 --> 00:37:36,640 talking about this because not enough 1058 00:37:41,349 --> 00:37:39,040 people ask you about this sort of thing 1059 00:37:43,430 --> 00:37:41,359 um i do have an audience question and 1060 00:37:46,470 --> 00:37:43,440 it's from my friend nikki who is also an 1061 00:37:48,230 --> 00:37:46,480 experiencer she's i've known her for a 1062 00:37:52,630 --> 00:37:48,240 very long time 1063 00:37:54,470 --> 00:37:52,640 and she um she found an implant so 1064 00:37:56,310 --> 00:37:54,480 she's asking if you've ever been checked 1065 00:37:58,150 --> 00:37:56,320 for implants and i know that there's 1066 00:37:59,430 --> 00:37:58,160 some weirdness with your medical records 1067 00:38:01,430 --> 00:37:59,440 right so 1068 00:38:03,270 --> 00:38:01,440 um have you been knowledgeably checked 1069 00:38:05,589 --> 00:38:03,280 for implants 1070 00:38:07,349 --> 00:38:05,599 well no i haven't 1071 00:38:09,589 --> 00:38:07,359 but having said that 1072 00:38:12,630 --> 00:38:09,599 i do know i have an implant 1073 00:38:14,950 --> 00:38:12,640 and i know that from light workers that 1074 00:38:17,270 --> 00:38:14,960 are friends of mine my own 1075 00:38:19,030 --> 00:38:17,280 light worker practitioners 1076 00:38:21,589 --> 00:38:19,040 they told me that i had an implant 1077 00:38:23,109 --> 00:38:21,599 because they can hear it so oh my gosh 1078 00:38:24,550 --> 00:38:23,119 it's it's like 1079 00:38:27,430 --> 00:38:24,560 i can hear it 1080 00:38:29,750 --> 00:38:27,440 and one light worker uh my implant 1081 00:38:30,790 --> 00:38:29,760 didn't resonate with her 1082 00:38:32,550 --> 00:38:30,800 quite well 1083 00:38:34,470 --> 00:38:32,560 and so she started getting headaches 1084 00:38:35,510 --> 00:38:34,480 like a physical manifestation of a 1085 00:38:37,589 --> 00:38:35,520 headache 1086 00:38:40,950 --> 00:38:37,599 along with another gentleman 1087 00:38:42,390 --> 00:38:40,960 who is very much an empath that got a 1088 00:38:46,790 --> 00:38:42,400 headache from me 1089 00:38:52,630 --> 00:38:50,310 my companion know and so here's where 1090 00:38:53,670 --> 00:38:52,640 it gets really strange um there is 1091 00:38:56,470 --> 00:38:53,680 someone 1092 00:38:58,470 --> 00:38:56,480 an entity that is with me all the time 1093 00:39:02,950 --> 00:38:58,480 they're on my right shoulder a little 1094 00:39:04,870 --> 00:39:02,960 bit behind me it's i sense it as a 1095 00:39:06,230 --> 00:39:04,880 female 1096 00:39:08,470 --> 00:39:06,240 companion 1097 00:39:09,829 --> 00:39:08,480 i can i can sense feminine energy from 1098 00:39:10,790 --> 00:39:09,839 her 1099 00:39:13,430 --> 00:39:10,800 and 1100 00:39:15,430 --> 00:39:13,440 she's more of a protector not 1101 00:39:17,109 --> 00:39:15,440 a controller 1102 00:39:19,270 --> 00:39:17,119 when i say this people think oh your 1103 00:39:21,589 --> 00:39:19,280 your mind is being controlled 1104 00:39:24,069 --> 00:39:21,599 no no no because people have talked 1105 00:39:26,310 --> 00:39:24,079 about guardian angels for how long yes 1106 00:39:28,710 --> 00:39:26,320 exactly it's an energy stream or energy 1107 00:39:31,910 --> 00:39:28,720 frequency and you just aren't calling it 1108 00:39:32,950 --> 00:39:31,920 an angel and it's some divine feminine 1109 00:39:34,950 --> 00:39:32,960 energy 1110 00:39:37,910 --> 00:39:34,960 that is more protective 1111 00:39:39,430 --> 00:39:37,920 and i had to let her know 1112 00:39:42,150 --> 00:39:39,440 please 1113 00:39:43,750 --> 00:39:42,160 i am not being threatened by these other 1114 00:39:44,870 --> 00:39:43,760 people 1115 00:39:48,470 --> 00:39:44,880 you know 1116 00:39:51,510 --> 00:39:48,480 be more quiet 1117 00:39:53,109 --> 00:39:51,520 and when i did that it went away it went 1118 00:39:54,950 --> 00:39:53,119 away they didn't have that headache when 1119 00:39:57,030 --> 00:39:54,960 i met them again 1120 00:39:58,790 --> 00:39:57,040 they didn't have any headaches 1121 00:40:01,990 --> 00:39:58,800 and the light worker told me oh yeah 1122 00:40:04,230 --> 00:40:02,000 it's it's very definitely a a feminine 1123 00:40:06,950 --> 00:40:04,240 divine feminine presence 1124 00:40:08,069 --> 00:40:06,960 uh with you and it's been 1125 00:40:11,030 --> 00:40:08,079 there 1126 00:40:14,309 --> 00:40:11,040 ever since i can remember that it's a 1127 00:40:15,829 --> 00:40:14,319 very protective kind of nurturing 1128 00:40:17,510 --> 00:40:15,839 entity 1129 00:40:20,550 --> 00:40:17,520 yes and a lot of people talk about that 1130 00:40:21,990 --> 00:40:20,560 as like their guides or their angels or 1131 00:40:24,950 --> 00:40:22,000 their guardian angels you had talked 1132 00:40:27,349 --> 00:40:24,960 about a cover experience earlier and the 1133 00:40:29,430 --> 00:40:27,359 more i'm learning from other experiences 1134 00:40:31,670 --> 00:40:29,440 and some of this terminology 1135 00:40:32,950 --> 00:40:31,680 i'm like my first experience after 1136 00:40:34,790 --> 00:40:32,960 seeing those 1137 00:40:36,069 --> 00:40:34,800 i've had angelic experiences as far as i 1138 00:40:37,510 --> 00:40:36,079 can remember 1139 00:40:40,790 --> 00:40:37,520 so 1140 00:40:43,510 --> 00:40:40,800 i'm very i'm not confused anymore 1141 00:40:45,589 --> 00:40:43,520 but there was a point even earlier last 1142 00:40:46,630 --> 00:40:45,599 year where i was like that was not an 1143 00:40:49,190 --> 00:40:46,640 angel 1144 00:40:51,030 --> 00:40:49,200 it was a glowing human shape 1145 00:40:53,670 --> 00:40:51,040 and it had 1146 00:40:56,150 --> 00:40:53,680 i when they show up they're just glowing 1147 00:40:57,670 --> 00:40:56,160 and then it turns into this physicality 1148 00:40:59,030 --> 00:40:57,680 but maybe that's because i've seen 1149 00:41:01,030 --> 00:40:59,040 angels and i want it to look like an 1150 00:41:03,349 --> 00:41:01,040 angel so it makes sense a cover 1151 00:41:05,349 --> 00:41:03,359 experience you know like you said so i 1152 00:41:08,870 --> 00:41:05,359 just wanted to throw that out there 1153 00:41:10,630 --> 00:41:08,880 but um i have a good question from um 1154 00:41:11,829 --> 00:41:10,640 james from engaging the phenomenon he's 1155 00:41:13,510 --> 00:41:11,839 an amazing guy i don't know if you've 1156 00:41:14,950 --> 00:41:13,520 seen his channel he's 1157 00:41:19,670 --> 00:41:14,960 just 1158 00:41:22,470 --> 00:41:19,680 said he has a question um was john part 1159 00:41:24,790 --> 00:41:22,480 of the kit green nolan experiencer study 1160 00:41:28,069 --> 00:41:24,800 not formally no 1161 00:41:31,190 --> 00:41:28,079 when i asked cia for my medical records 1162 00:41:33,589 --> 00:41:31,200 i was suggested that 1163 00:41:36,470 --> 00:41:33,599 perhaps that would be an opportunity to 1164 00:41:38,550 --> 00:41:36,480 make myself known to kate green since he 1165 00:41:40,390 --> 00:41:38,560 was also cia 1166 00:41:42,950 --> 00:41:40,400 and 1167 00:41:45,349 --> 00:41:42,960 he has dealt with many of the paranormal 1168 00:41:47,270 --> 00:41:45,359 aspects the metaphysical aspects 1169 00:41:49,190 --> 00:41:47,280 of what cia does 1170 00:41:51,109 --> 00:41:49,200 for example remote viewing and so that 1171 00:41:54,069 --> 00:41:51,119 might be an opportunity when i do get my 1172 00:41:57,030 --> 00:41:54,079 medical records to send it to him 1173 00:41:59,510 --> 00:41:57,040 and i know how to contact him 1174 00:42:01,430 --> 00:41:59,520 so that's a very good suggestion of you 1175 00:42:03,670 --> 00:42:01,440 know being part of that study 1176 00:42:06,550 --> 00:42:03,680 one thing i don't want to happen is i 1177 00:42:07,829 --> 00:42:06,560 don't want my implant to be removed 1178 00:42:09,349 --> 00:42:07,839 yes yes 1179 00:42:11,030 --> 00:42:09,359 my friend says the same thing she's like 1180 00:42:12,790 --> 00:42:11,040 it's there and i'm fine with it being 1181 00:42:15,190 --> 00:42:12,800 there because right 1182 00:42:16,790 --> 00:42:15,200 right it's not a controller it doesn't 1183 00:42:19,109 --> 00:42:16,800 control me 1184 00:42:21,270 --> 00:42:19,119 for me it's like it's reporting 1185 00:42:25,109 --> 00:42:21,280 somewhere and it protects me 1186 00:42:27,190 --> 00:42:25,119 um that's my perception of it 1187 00:42:29,190 --> 00:42:27,200 yes that makes sense um and like you had 1188 00:42:31,750 --> 00:42:29,200 said before they're checking in and i 1189 00:42:33,910 --> 00:42:31,760 often with with like even 1190 00:42:35,829 --> 00:42:33,920 so i i said i had these horrible scary 1191 00:42:37,829 --> 00:42:35,839 experiences with grace traumatic all 1192 00:42:40,150 --> 00:42:37,839 this horrible stuff happened um 1193 00:42:41,510 --> 00:42:40,160 and it was just horrible because i was 1194 00:42:43,030 --> 00:42:41,520 young at the time and little and i 1195 00:42:45,109 --> 00:42:43,040 didn't understand it 1196 00:42:46,790 --> 00:42:45,119 and now that i'm looking back it's 1197 00:42:47,670 --> 00:42:46,800 almost like 1198 00:42:54,470 --> 00:42:47,680 um 1199 00:42:55,349 --> 00:42:54,480 telepathically in an experience 1200 00:42:57,030 --> 00:42:55,359 um 1201 00:42:58,230 --> 00:42:57,040 basically we're just doing our job like 1202 00:43:00,230 --> 00:42:58,240 we're not trying to hurt you you know 1203 00:43:01,190 --> 00:43:00,240 we're just sampling which brings up the 1204 00:43:03,829 --> 00:43:01,200 whole 1205 00:43:05,270 --> 00:43:03,839 you know hybridization um thing but 1206 00:43:06,390 --> 00:43:05,280 before we get off on that because that's 1207 00:43:07,589 --> 00:43:06,400 going to be another 1208 00:43:09,430 --> 00:43:07,599 that's that's a 1209 00:43:11,270 --> 00:43:09,440 something i do want to ask you tonight i 1210 00:43:12,550 --> 00:43:11,280 want to ask you about physical symptoms 1211 00:43:15,270 --> 00:43:12,560 you said she could kind of send your 1212 00:43:16,950 --> 00:43:15,280 friend could sense your implant um after 1213 00:43:19,030 --> 00:43:16,960 and i think i actually this might have 1214 00:43:20,790 --> 00:43:19,040 been why i messaged you 1215 00:43:23,030 --> 00:43:20,800 um initially 1216 00:43:24,390 --> 00:43:23,040 um before i even asked you to come on 1217 00:43:27,190 --> 00:43:24,400 here 1218 00:43:30,150 --> 00:43:27,200 that after my first experience i 1219 00:43:32,309 --> 00:43:30,160 developed tinnitus um 1220 00:43:35,670 --> 00:43:32,319 the ringing was so bad at one point 1221 00:43:37,510 --> 00:43:35,680 where i was i was young i was 1222 00:43:38,950 --> 00:43:37,520 not past first grade and my first 1223 00:43:40,630 --> 00:43:38,960 experience this was kindergarten because 1224 00:43:42,069 --> 00:43:40,640 i remember the teacher i remember 1225 00:43:43,910 --> 00:43:42,079 telling my you know my bestie in 1226 00:43:45,829 --> 00:43:43,920 kindergarten and everybody laughed and 1227 00:43:47,829 --> 00:43:45,839 told me i was lying all this stuff but i 1228 00:43:50,150 --> 00:43:47,839 remember there was this um 1229 00:43:53,430 --> 00:43:50,160 like high-pitched ringing 1230 00:43:55,990 --> 00:43:53,440 and it's always there and it changes 1231 00:43:58,150 --> 00:43:56,000 it's not and i did i have had tinnitus 1232 00:43:59,190 --> 00:43:58,160 experiences where it's the wishing 1233 00:44:01,990 --> 00:43:59,200 um 1234 00:44:04,069 --> 00:44:02,000 but this is almost like it changes and 1235 00:44:05,910 --> 00:44:04,079 when they're near and i know i'm gonna 1236 00:44:07,829 --> 00:44:05,920 have an experience and i don't know if 1237 00:44:09,510 --> 00:44:07,839 this falls into high strangeness but 1238 00:44:11,510 --> 00:44:09,520 there's like this weird like feeling in 1239 00:44:14,550 --> 00:44:11,520 the air and i get like the ringing gets 1240 00:44:17,190 --> 00:44:14,560 louder and the uh pressure comes 1241 00:44:18,630 --> 00:44:17,200 so um i don't know if that um have you 1242 00:44:21,270 --> 00:44:18,640 ever have you had any physical 1243 00:44:24,309 --> 00:44:21,280 experiences like that 1244 00:44:26,230 --> 00:44:24,319 it's interesting you you mentioned um 1245 00:44:28,950 --> 00:44:26,240 this high pitch 1246 00:44:30,870 --> 00:44:28,960 ringing or frequency sometimes it sounds 1247 00:44:33,750 --> 00:44:30,880 like morse code like techno morse code 1248 00:44:35,670 --> 00:44:33,760 as this way i couldn't explain it i have 1249 00:44:36,470 --> 00:44:35,680 experienced something like that 1250 00:44:38,069 --> 00:44:36,480 and 1251 00:44:41,030 --> 00:44:38,079 it sort of like 1252 00:44:42,790 --> 00:44:41,040 starts at a very low amplitude and rises 1253 00:44:44,069 --> 00:44:42,800 in volume 1254 00:44:46,870 --> 00:44:44,079 and then 1255 00:44:50,150 --> 00:44:46,880 stays for maybe a minute or two 1256 00:44:53,030 --> 00:44:50,160 and then decreases the volume goes away 1257 00:44:55,030 --> 00:44:53,040 i haven't correlated that to any 1258 00:44:57,589 --> 00:44:55,040 other experience other than this 1259 00:44:59,270 --> 00:44:57,599 physical manifestation 1260 00:45:02,150 --> 00:44:59,280 of ringing but this was 1261 00:45:03,829 --> 00:45:02,160 this had occurred to me 1262 00:45:06,470 --> 00:45:03,839 throughout my life and even before i 1263 00:45:07,589 --> 00:45:06,480 start going to live concerts 1264 00:45:09,349 --> 00:45:07,599 yeah i was just thinking that like 1265 00:45:11,030 --> 00:45:09,359 obviously you leave like a rock concert 1266 00:45:12,710 --> 00:45:11,040 in your teenage years 1267 00:45:14,790 --> 00:45:12,720 yeah and you got the ringing but this is 1268 00:45:17,430 --> 00:45:14,800 like this is too early for that exactly 1269 00:45:18,550 --> 00:45:17,440 taking me to a metal concert when i was 1270 00:45:20,550 --> 00:45:18,560 five 1271 00:45:22,150 --> 00:45:20,560 you know what i mean it wasn't like 1272 00:45:25,270 --> 00:45:22,160 we weren't even allowed to go outside 1273 00:45:27,430 --> 00:45:25,280 because um we had gang activity so like 1274 00:45:29,910 --> 00:45:27,440 it's um you know we weren't we weren't 1275 00:45:31,990 --> 00:45:29,920 outside listening to loud things uh 1276 00:45:33,670 --> 00:45:32,000 my my grandparents pretty much raised me 1277 00:45:35,109 --> 00:45:33,680 so it's not like 1278 00:45:38,150 --> 00:45:35,119 you know that they were loud people like 1279 00:45:39,109 --> 00:45:38,160 my grandpa was a very quiet uh stoner so 1280 00:45:41,030 --> 00:45:39,119 he's a 1281 00:45:41,910 --> 00:45:41,040 hippie woodstock guy so 1282 00:45:46,150 --> 00:45:41,920 um 1283 00:45:47,109 --> 00:45:46,160 people want to write that off just like 1284 00:45:48,710 --> 00:45:47,119 they want to write off the sleep 1285 00:45:50,790 --> 00:45:48,720 paralysis and 1286 00:45:51,670 --> 00:45:50,800 the dream experiences 1287 00:45:53,750 --> 00:45:51,680 and 1288 00:45:55,349 --> 00:45:53,760 you know things like eczema as hives 1289 00:45:56,870 --> 00:45:55,359 when it's not 1290 00:45:58,950 --> 00:45:56,880 you know xmas and patches it's not gonna 1291 00:46:01,190 --> 00:45:58,960 be like boom like hives 1292 00:46:03,589 --> 00:46:01,200 and really random just you know after an 1293 00:46:05,750 --> 00:46:03,599 experience kind of thing so 1294 00:46:08,230 --> 00:46:05,760 yeah um so 1295 00:46:10,150 --> 00:46:08,240 you you had that before metal concerts 1296 00:46:12,390 --> 00:46:10,160 and you haven't been well i didn't go to 1297 00:46:15,589 --> 00:46:12,400 a mental concerts uh believe it or not 1298 00:46:19,910 --> 00:46:15,599 i'm more into the 80s goth industrial 1299 00:46:21,829 --> 00:46:19,920 scene oh i couldn't i used to go to um 1300 00:46:24,470 --> 00:46:21,839 banshees the cure 1301 00:46:29,030 --> 00:46:27,030 okay i love you even more now because i 1302 00:46:31,030 --> 00:46:29,040 love that kind of music like i 1303 00:46:32,390 --> 00:46:31,040 i was born in 1984 so it's not like i 1304 00:46:34,230 --> 00:46:32,400 got to like hang out with my friends 1305 00:46:36,390 --> 00:46:34,240 through that music but i feel like i've 1306 00:46:37,750 --> 00:46:36,400 always just loved it maybe because like 1307 00:46:40,150 --> 00:46:37,760 my dad or mom would listen to it you 1308 00:46:41,750 --> 00:46:40,160 know or whoever was around me you got to 1309 00:46:44,550 --> 00:46:41,760 love the cure and you gotta love georgia 1310 00:46:48,950 --> 00:46:46,710 yeah i got to see these bands uh in 1311 00:46:50,309 --> 00:46:48,960 washington dc we had a very vibrant 1312 00:46:53,910 --> 00:46:50,319 music scene 1313 00:46:55,750 --> 00:46:53,920 um and for example at the 9 30 club when 1314 00:46:57,510 --> 00:46:55,760 it was actually at 930 f street 1315 00:47:00,309 --> 00:46:57,520 northwest in dc 1316 00:47:02,950 --> 00:47:00,319 go to the back bar and there was 1317 00:47:04,309 --> 00:47:02,960 none other than um mr foo fighter 1318 00:47:07,190 --> 00:47:04,319 himself 1319 00:47:09,190 --> 00:47:07,200 uh right there sharing a beer with him 1320 00:47:11,030 --> 00:47:09,200 and so i got to meet 1321 00:47:13,190 --> 00:47:11,040 um a lot of 1322 00:47:16,230 --> 00:47:13,200 people who at that time he was playing 1323 00:47:17,589 --> 00:47:16,240 in a local parkour band and then later 1324 00:47:18,390 --> 00:47:17,599 you know 1325 00:47:20,549 --> 00:47:18,400 uh 1326 00:47:23,510 --> 00:47:20,559 joined nirvana and then later had foo 1327 00:47:26,470 --> 00:47:23,520 fighters so i got to meet him he's a he 1328 00:47:28,549 --> 00:47:26,480 i he's a great musician and 1329 00:47:31,670 --> 00:47:28,559 um it's very sad what happened to kurt 1330 00:47:34,309 --> 00:47:31,680 cobain but yeah dave girl is um he seems 1331 00:47:35,109 --> 00:47:34,319 like a really cool open down-to-earth 1332 00:47:36,710 --> 00:47:35,119 guy 1333 00:47:39,589 --> 00:47:36,720 so yeah and 1334 00:47:40,549 --> 00:47:39,599 when when nirvana first played at this 1335 00:47:44,150 --> 00:47:40,559 club 1336 00:47:47,109 --> 00:47:44,160 it was basically a five dollar ticket 1337 00:47:50,230 --> 00:47:47,119 and yeah i had vip passes where i can 1338 00:47:52,390 --> 00:47:50,240 invite myself and like one other person 1339 00:47:55,349 --> 00:47:52,400 and i was single back then 1340 00:47:57,349 --> 00:47:55,359 so what i would do is get my vip pass 1341 00:47:59,030 --> 00:47:57,359 and say oh she looks interesting 1342 00:48:00,630 --> 00:47:59,040 hi get out of the line i got to be my 1343 00:48:02,230 --> 00:48:00,640 piece come on 1344 00:48:03,990 --> 00:48:02,240 right to the front and uh so i was a 1345 00:48:05,829 --> 00:48:04,000 very popular guy back then i just get 1346 00:48:07,349 --> 00:48:05,839 like the um 1347 00:48:09,829 --> 00:48:07,359 now now this is really going to get off 1348 00:48:12,549 --> 00:48:09,839 topic but um the scene in wayne's world 1349 00:48:14,390 --> 00:48:12,559 where they're like with their past 1350 00:48:16,870 --> 00:48:14,400 so um 1351 00:48:18,710 --> 00:48:16,880 but actually um james is like all full 1352 00:48:20,630 --> 00:48:18,720 of the good questions tonight um this 1353 00:48:22,790 --> 00:48:20,640 might be a good segue into the 1354 00:48:24,870 --> 00:48:22,800 hybridization stuff that 1355 00:48:26,950 --> 00:48:24,880 um in the collecting of genetic material 1356 00:48:29,430 --> 00:48:26,960 stuff that we i kind of wanted to talk 1357 00:48:31,910 --> 00:48:29,440 about you talk to you with oh my gosh i 1358 00:48:33,910 --> 00:48:31,920 can't think talk to you about 1359 00:48:35,270 --> 00:48:33,920 sorry two and a three-year-old um two 1360 00:48:37,430 --> 00:48:35,280 and a four-year-old at the end of the 1361 00:48:39,670 --> 00:48:37,440 night sometimes my brain just stops so 1362 00:48:42,470 --> 00:48:39,680 the question is the hotel meeting 1363 00:48:45,030 --> 00:48:42,480 discussion discussing hybridization was 1364 00:48:47,190 --> 00:48:45,040 anyone from ned's present or on the sign 1365 00:48:49,349 --> 00:48:47,200 in the list like john alexander kit 1366 00:48:51,589 --> 00:48:49,359 green helped put off jack valley 1367 00:48:53,510 --> 00:48:51,599 colin keller and robert bigelow run you 1368 00:48:54,390 --> 00:48:53,520 know he's gotten ron pendle 1369 00:48:57,109 --> 00:48:54,400 no 1370 00:48:59,910 --> 00:48:57,119 um 1371 00:49:02,390 --> 00:48:59,920 it was sponsored 1372 00:49:06,470 --> 00:49:02,400 by a science office 1373 00:49:09,109 --> 00:49:06,480 and the person who gave the briefing 1374 00:49:11,910 --> 00:49:09,119 had access to cia's historical 1375 00:49:14,309 --> 00:49:11,920 classified historical records 1376 00:49:16,950 --> 00:49:14,319 and so this person went back and 1377 00:49:19,349 --> 00:49:16,960 discovered this information 1378 00:49:22,710 --> 00:49:19,359 of cia's involvement 1379 00:49:24,710 --> 00:49:22,720 into ufos and briefed us 1380 00:49:26,790 --> 00:49:24,720 but there were none of the what you 1381 00:49:28,470 --> 00:49:26,800 would consider principles that you know 1382 00:49:30,630 --> 00:49:28,480 of in ufology 1383 00:49:33,030 --> 00:49:30,640 present at the time 1384 00:49:35,349 --> 00:49:33,040 but who was there um 1385 00:49:37,349 --> 00:49:35,359 were these academic types these people 1386 00:49:39,670 --> 00:49:37,359 with edu addresses 1387 00:49:41,510 --> 00:49:39,680 i did not recognize any of them and i 1388 00:49:43,829 --> 00:49:41,520 know ron philadelphia i met him before i 1389 00:49:47,109 --> 00:49:43,839 know who he is 1390 00:49:50,150 --> 00:49:47,119 and the other folks 1391 00:49:51,750 --> 00:49:50,160 i've never met personally but ron i have 1392 00:49:54,470 --> 00:49:51,760 met 1393 00:49:57,190 --> 00:49:54,480 they were not there and but the two 1394 00:49:58,870 --> 00:49:57,200 officers i did recognize was an officer 1395 00:50:01,510 --> 00:49:58,880 who was senior to me 1396 00:50:03,190 --> 00:50:01,520 from my parent office 1397 00:50:05,910 --> 00:50:03,200 which was weapons intelligence 1398 00:50:07,829 --> 00:50:05,920 non-proliferation and arms control 1399 00:50:08,710 --> 00:50:07,839 that office 1400 00:50:10,069 --> 00:50:08,720 and 1401 00:50:11,670 --> 00:50:10,079 that office 1402 00:50:14,309 --> 00:50:11,680 coincidentally 1403 00:50:17,670 --> 00:50:14,319 the predecessor offices 1404 00:50:20,470 --> 00:50:17,680 in the 50s 60s and 70s and 80s 1405 00:50:23,270 --> 00:50:20,480 90s they were involved with ufo research 1406 00:50:26,150 --> 00:50:23,280 at cia so this was a very senior officer 1407 00:50:27,910 --> 00:50:26,160 there and also a scientist that was 1408 00:50:30,710 --> 00:50:27,920 there that i was working with 1409 00:50:33,430 --> 00:50:30,720 um mostly in visualization scientific 1410 00:50:35,030 --> 00:50:33,440 visualization so we were doing like 3d 1411 00:50:37,030 --> 00:50:35,040 visualization you were wearing data 1412 00:50:38,309 --> 00:50:37,040 gloves and goggles 1413 00:50:40,390 --> 00:50:38,319 in the 90s 1414 00:50:43,589 --> 00:50:40,400 when no one else was doing it and i had 1415 00:50:45,910 --> 00:50:43,599 it it's very cool i had a a room 1416 00:50:48,549 --> 00:50:45,920 bathed in electromagnetic energy 1417 00:50:51,270 --> 00:50:48,559 magnetic energy so when you walk in with 1418 00:50:53,990 --> 00:50:51,280 this stuff on it knows your presence and 1419 00:50:56,630 --> 00:50:54,000 the computer software would like then 1420 00:50:58,790 --> 00:50:56,640 interact with data so that you can touch 1421 00:51:00,549 --> 00:50:58,800 data move it around 1422 00:51:01,990 --> 00:51:00,559 kind of like the you know the futuristic 1423 00:51:04,230 --> 00:51:02,000 movies where you see the people doing 1424 00:51:05,589 --> 00:51:04,240 the air computer like kind of right yeah 1425 00:51:08,630 --> 00:51:05,599 we were doing that 1426 00:51:10,790 --> 00:51:08,640 uh like 25 years ago 1427 00:51:12,710 --> 00:51:10,800 they know so much more about us than 1428 00:51:14,390 --> 00:51:12,720 most of us know about us and how our 1429 00:51:15,430 --> 00:51:14,400 energetic fields work i mean like we 1430 00:51:17,190 --> 00:51:15,440 might know 1431 00:51:18,950 --> 00:51:17,200 like i know from like a 1432 00:51:21,190 --> 00:51:18,960 like energy work standpoint and from 1433 00:51:23,829 --> 00:51:21,200 studying chakras and that sort of thing 1434 00:51:26,309 --> 00:51:23,839 but they know like they know 1435 00:51:27,109 --> 00:51:26,319 how to do this with technology 1436 00:51:29,349 --> 00:51:27,119 and 1437 00:51:31,670 --> 00:51:29,359 the the general public 1438 00:51:34,150 --> 00:51:31,680 doesn't get any advantages of this or 1439 00:51:36,549 --> 00:51:34,160 any knowledge about it we just kind of 1440 00:51:37,750 --> 00:51:36,559 the majority of the general public just 1441 00:51:39,030 --> 00:51:37,760 thinks that 1442 00:51:41,990 --> 00:51:39,040 you know 1443 00:51:44,069 --> 00:51:42,000 we're just these consumers which we are 1444 00:51:45,670 --> 00:51:44,079 but if they knew about their energetic 1445 00:51:46,790 --> 00:51:45,680 qualities and their abilities to 1446 00:51:48,309 --> 00:51:46,800 interact with these sorts of 1447 00:51:50,230 --> 00:51:48,319 technologies 1448 00:51:52,710 --> 00:51:50,240 then i feel like people would be less 1449 00:51:55,270 --> 00:51:52,720 shallow and they'd be less about reality 1450 00:51:57,349 --> 00:51:55,280 tv and more about having an experience 1451 00:51:58,950 --> 00:51:57,359 in feeling their energetic body and 1452 00:51:59,750 --> 00:51:58,960 interacting with energetic things around 1453 00:52:01,589 --> 00:51:59,760 them 1454 00:52:03,670 --> 00:52:01,599 it's kind of like um 1455 00:52:05,109 --> 00:52:03,680 they're holding it back from us 1456 00:52:06,790 --> 00:52:05,119 you know what i mean 1457 00:52:09,030 --> 00:52:06,800 because to develop that technology you 1458 00:52:11,750 --> 00:52:09,040 have to know a lot about the the human 1459 00:52:13,190 --> 00:52:11,760 um electromagnetic field 1460 00:52:14,630 --> 00:52:13,200 for you to interact with something like 1461 00:52:16,390 --> 00:52:14,640 that so 1462 00:52:18,630 --> 00:52:16,400 um why are they keeping that do you 1463 00:52:21,109 --> 00:52:18,640 think why do you think that it's still 1464 00:52:23,270 --> 00:52:21,119 not out you know the closest we have now 1465 00:52:25,190 --> 00:52:23,280 is a virtual reality 1466 00:52:27,349 --> 00:52:25,200 or elon musk talking about the you know 1467 00:52:29,589 --> 00:52:27,359 the chip in your brain and all that 1468 00:52:32,790 --> 00:52:29,599 yeah and i think the cia knows a lot 1469 00:52:34,950 --> 00:52:32,800 more than it lets on in fact the study 1470 00:52:38,069 --> 00:52:34,960 of 1471 00:52:39,990 --> 00:52:38,079 research 1472 00:52:42,790 --> 00:52:40,000 by extension the office of director of 1473 00:52:44,710 --> 00:52:42,800 national intelligence at the dni level 1474 00:52:46,950 --> 00:52:44,720 there's an office that is the equivalent 1475 00:52:49,270 --> 00:52:46,960 of darpa which we all heard of it's the 1476 00:52:51,430 --> 00:52:49,280 intelligence the i instead of defense 1477 00:52:53,829 --> 00:52:51,440 stands for intelligence and they've done 1478 00:52:55,990 --> 00:52:53,839 a lot of work with the brain and the 1479 00:52:57,510 --> 00:52:56,000 mind and consciousness 1480 00:53:00,390 --> 00:52:57,520 and so 1481 00:53:02,390 --> 00:53:00,400 uh people don't realize that you know in 1482 00:53:04,630 --> 00:53:02,400 intelligence world especially cia it's 1483 00:53:05,430 --> 00:53:04,640 not just about what are the russians up 1484 00:53:08,309 --> 00:53:05,440 to 1485 00:53:10,309 --> 00:53:08,319 it's about why 1486 00:53:11,670 --> 00:53:10,319 who are we and why are we here i mean we 1487 00:53:13,990 --> 00:53:11,680 study paranormal we study the 1488 00:53:16,309 --> 00:53:14,000 metaphysical and that's a lot of what 1489 00:53:17,990 --> 00:53:16,319 kick green did and in fact 1490 00:53:20,470 --> 00:53:18,000 um 1491 00:53:22,150 --> 00:53:20,480 it was james jim simivan who said you 1492 00:53:24,390 --> 00:53:22,160 know that he worked in the office 1493 00:53:26,309 --> 00:53:24,400 dealing with the paranormal 1494 00:53:28,230 --> 00:53:26,319 the paranormal office which was the life 1495 00:53:30,549 --> 00:53:28,240 sciences division i keep telling people 1496 00:53:32,710 --> 00:53:30,559 about yes you've been talking about that 1497 00:53:35,349 --> 00:53:32,720 for and so that being that is not 1498 00:53:37,190 --> 00:53:35,359 classified that is out in open source if 1499 00:53:39,030 --> 00:53:37,200 you know where to look you you know life 1500 00:53:41,430 --> 00:53:39,040 sciences division i knew that division 1501 00:53:42,950 --> 00:53:41,440 existed and just do a google search for 1502 00:53:46,790 --> 00:53:42,960 it it came up 1503 00:53:48,950 --> 00:53:46,800 and uh any any j amy jacobson wrote um a 1504 00:53:51,910 --> 00:53:48,960 book called the phenomenon 1505 00:53:54,950 --> 00:53:51,920 and in it she referenced kick green by 1506 00:53:57,109 --> 00:53:54,960 name with life sciences division by name 1507 00:53:57,829 --> 00:53:57,119 and the fact that they did work 1508 00:53:59,990 --> 00:53:57,839 with 1509 00:54:01,349 --> 00:54:00,000 these types of esoteric 1510 00:54:04,230 --> 00:54:01,359 phenomena 1511 00:54:06,470 --> 00:54:04,240 so that's not unusual and so jim cimiban 1512 00:54:07,430 --> 00:54:06,480 kind of hinted at that as well 1513 00:54:09,670 --> 00:54:07,440 and 1514 00:54:12,309 --> 00:54:09,680 that you know it's not just 1515 00:54:13,430 --> 00:54:12,319 like russian missiles 1516 00:54:14,790 --> 00:54:13,440 no no 1517 00:54:17,349 --> 00:54:14,800 you know some people laugh at the 1518 00:54:19,270 --> 00:54:17,359 skinwalkers of the pentagon book but 1519 00:54:21,109 --> 00:54:19,280 it might just sound so 1520 00:54:23,190 --> 00:54:21,119 fantastical to i don't want to say like 1521 00:54:25,109 --> 00:54:23,200 the average mind but people that think 1522 00:54:26,549 --> 00:54:25,119 in their in a box 1523 00:54:28,069 --> 00:54:26,559 they're like this is how the world works 1524 00:54:29,190 --> 00:54:28,079 this is how science works this is the 1525 00:54:30,390 --> 00:54:29,200 nuts and bolts this is what the nuts and 1526 00:54:32,309 --> 00:54:30,400 bolts made of and they know everything 1527 00:54:33,589 --> 00:54:32,319 right so when they read something like 1528 00:54:35,030 --> 00:54:33,599 they hear something like what you just 1529 00:54:36,230 --> 00:54:35,040 said and read something like skin 1530 00:54:38,230 --> 00:54:36,240 walkers at the pentagon they're 1531 00:54:41,190 --> 00:54:38,240 obviously going to think like this is 1532 00:54:43,829 --> 00:54:41,200 too out there it's too weird it's too 1533 00:54:46,549 --> 00:54:43,839 whatever else they say you know um 1534 00:54:48,950 --> 00:54:46,559 and it's limiting the whole planet when 1535 00:54:51,030 --> 00:54:48,960 people think like that and that's why ci 1536 00:54:54,150 --> 00:54:51,040 exists i mean jim simvan himself said 1537 00:54:56,230 --> 00:54:54,160 that we cover everything in the world 1538 00:54:58,630 --> 00:54:56,240 we cover everything and that's true i 1539 00:54:59,750 --> 00:54:58,640 mean you name any issue in the world 1540 00:55:02,390 --> 00:54:59,760 whether it's 1541 00:55:03,910 --> 00:55:02,400 natural resources climate change 1542 00:55:06,549 --> 00:55:03,920 clean water 1543 00:55:08,230 --> 00:55:06,559 migration patterns of humans 1544 00:55:11,190 --> 00:55:08,240 that's so fast social interactions 1545 00:55:13,670 --> 00:55:11,200 between humans what causes conflict 1546 00:55:14,870 --> 00:55:13,680 that is that is in the purview of cia to 1547 00:55:16,230 --> 00:55:14,880 understand 1548 00:55:18,630 --> 00:55:16,240 why does 1549 00:55:20,950 --> 00:55:18,640 one group of people why do one why do 1550 00:55:22,710 --> 00:55:20,960 people fight each other 1551 00:55:24,549 --> 00:55:22,720 they see they know more about us than 1552 00:55:27,109 --> 00:55:24,559 some of us know about ourselves and it's 1553 00:55:28,470 --> 00:55:27,119 just um they're not telling anybody 1554 00:55:31,349 --> 00:55:28,480 about it 1555 00:55:35,829 --> 00:55:31,359 and it goes to the policy makers i mean 1556 00:55:37,910 --> 00:55:35,839 yeah cia doesn't do this on its own 1557 00:55:39,030 --> 00:55:37,920 policy makers we want to know the 1558 00:55:42,950 --> 00:55:39,040 answers 1559 00:55:44,309 --> 00:55:42,960 know to our 1560 00:55:46,390 --> 00:55:44,319 assets 1561 00:55:48,549 --> 00:55:46,400 uh through technical means uh through 1562 00:55:51,270 --> 00:55:48,559 human means all these 1563 00:55:53,109 --> 00:55:51,280 ways that cia interfaces with the world 1564 00:55:54,630 --> 00:55:53,119 and we get the answers and provide it to 1565 00:55:55,670 --> 00:55:54,640 the policy makers it's up to them to 1566 00:55:58,230 --> 00:55:55,680 decide what they're going to do with 1567 00:56:01,270 --> 00:55:58,240 that information we don't tell them yeah 1568 00:56:03,750 --> 00:56:01,280 so i tell them some people 1569 00:56:05,430 --> 00:56:03,760 go ahead i say some people say like just 1570 00:56:07,829 --> 00:56:05,440 tell us but then some people will throw 1571 00:56:09,670 --> 00:56:07,839 back to like well we can't even handle 1572 00:56:12,309 --> 00:56:09,680 you know the knowledge of a pandemic 1573 00:56:14,230 --> 00:56:12,319 without acting ridiculous so it's every 1574 00:56:16,309 --> 00:56:14,240 and i feel like both sides are right you 1575 00:56:18,870 --> 00:56:16,319 know there's a there's some of us that 1576 00:56:20,549 --> 00:56:18,880 would be relieved to know that so much 1577 00:56:22,710 --> 00:56:20,559 of that is being studied because a lot 1578 00:56:23,990 --> 00:56:22,720 of us are experiencing 1579 00:56:27,109 --> 00:56:24,000 um 1580 00:56:29,510 --> 00:56:27,119 not just ufo phenomenon but other 1581 00:56:32,710 --> 00:56:29,520 phenomenon like you know poltergeist 1582 00:56:34,390 --> 00:56:32,720 activities spirits other beings that 1583 00:56:36,150 --> 00:56:34,400 aren't you they don't seem like they're 1584 00:56:39,349 --> 00:56:36,160 from outer space you know 1585 00:56:40,150 --> 00:56:39,359 or even from another dimension so 1586 00:56:41,589 --> 00:56:40,160 um 1587 00:56:43,589 --> 00:56:41,599 it's just i mean it's good they're 1588 00:56:45,990 --> 00:56:43,599 studying it but it's not helping anybody 1589 00:56:47,190 --> 00:56:46,000 when the when the policymakers keep it 1590 00:56:49,750 --> 00:56:47,200 you know and they're not about and i 1591 00:56:51,670 --> 00:56:49,760 understand that a lot of it could be um 1592 00:56:53,430 --> 00:56:51,680 like national security i get that you 1593 00:56:54,870 --> 00:56:53,440 know my husband's military i want to say 1594 00:56:57,589 --> 00:56:54,880 i want everybody to stay out of wars and 1595 00:56:59,030 --> 00:56:57,599 stay safe and i get it but um it's just 1596 00:57:00,789 --> 00:56:59,040 when they're when they know something 1597 00:57:02,870 --> 00:57:00,799 about the human 1598 00:57:06,069 --> 00:57:02,880 um such as like our migration patterns 1599 00:57:07,589 --> 00:57:06,079 where did we come from are we hybrids um 1600 00:57:08,710 --> 00:57:07,599 you know from these other beings which 1601 00:57:09,670 --> 00:57:08,720 is she says 1602 00:57:15,510 --> 00:57:09,680 um 1603 00:57:18,150 --> 00:57:15,520 project for a creator species or do they 1604 00:57:20,710 --> 00:57:18,160 want to evolve us into them 1605 00:57:22,309 --> 00:57:20,720 well what i believe this is personal 1606 00:57:24,710 --> 00:57:22,319 like belief 1607 00:57:27,750 --> 00:57:24,720 um what i believe 1608 00:57:30,789 --> 00:57:27,760 is that the creation stories in these 1609 00:57:33,349 --> 00:57:30,799 ancient texts whether it be genesis or 1610 00:57:35,430 --> 00:57:33,359 the sumerian creation story 1611 00:57:38,069 --> 00:57:35,440 what it involves is a divine being or 1612 00:57:39,270 --> 00:57:38,079 divine beings or 1613 00:57:41,430 --> 00:57:39,280 higher 1614 00:57:43,510 --> 00:57:41,440 intelligences 1615 00:57:45,109 --> 00:57:43,520 having some intervention in the way we 1616 00:57:48,390 --> 00:57:45,119 evolved 1617 00:57:50,710 --> 00:57:48,400 and so for whatever reason whether if 1618 00:57:53,430 --> 00:57:50,720 you believe in the sumerian story it's 1619 00:57:56,150 --> 00:57:53,440 because they needed workers 1620 00:57:59,109 --> 00:57:56,160 and so they found these primitive beings 1621 00:58:01,910 --> 00:57:59,119 on earth and said well let's 1622 00:58:03,829 --> 00:58:01,920 let's impart some of our dna into them 1623 00:58:05,190 --> 00:58:03,839 so that we can function with them and 1624 00:58:07,349 --> 00:58:05,200 talk to them and 1625 00:58:09,670 --> 00:58:07,359 you know they can do work for us 1626 00:58:12,950 --> 00:58:09,680 let's elevate their their uh 1627 00:58:15,510 --> 00:58:12,960 intelligence so they can do work for us 1628 00:58:17,430 --> 00:58:15,520 and perhaps you know there were another 1629 00:58:19,190 --> 00:58:17,440 faction of 1630 00:58:21,990 --> 00:58:19,200 these other beings 1631 00:58:24,549 --> 00:58:22,000 that wanted us to be become more 1632 00:58:26,150 --> 00:58:24,559 elevated you're not just workers what 1633 00:58:29,030 --> 00:58:26,160 you have in you 1634 00:58:30,309 --> 00:58:29,040 um is our 1635 00:58:32,470 --> 00:58:30,319 intelligence 1636 00:58:34,950 --> 00:58:32,480 and what you are a divine being just 1637 00:58:37,589 --> 00:58:34,960 like we are and you don't want to be 1638 00:58:38,470 --> 00:58:37,599 worshipped like this other faction of 1639 00:58:41,589 --> 00:58:38,480 ours 1640 00:58:43,430 --> 00:58:41,599 we want you to accelerate and realize 1641 00:58:45,910 --> 00:58:43,440 your full potential maybe that caused 1642 00:58:48,150 --> 00:58:45,920 the conflict way back when 1643 00:58:51,589 --> 00:58:48,160 and so that explains a lot of these 1644 00:58:53,670 --> 00:58:51,599 ancient uh stories these stories of wars 1645 00:58:56,390 --> 00:58:53,680 amongst the gods 1646 00:58:58,789 --> 00:58:56,400 the the battle between god and satan for 1647 00:59:00,549 --> 00:58:58,799 example could be an allegory of that 1648 00:59:02,150 --> 00:59:00,559 occurring 1649 00:59:06,390 --> 00:59:02,160 so 1650 00:59:06,400 --> 00:59:09,670 uh that um 1651 00:59:17,190 --> 00:59:13,670 we necessarily um are like beholden to 1652 00:59:19,430 --> 00:59:17,200 them i think they gave us the means 1653 00:59:22,390 --> 00:59:19,440 to realize our own 1654 00:59:25,510 --> 00:59:22,400 destiny our we have free will 1655 00:59:27,190 --> 00:59:25,520 and the fact that we don't need to be 1656 00:59:29,910 --> 00:59:27,200 subservient 1657 00:59:30,870 --> 00:59:29,920 um to break away from that 1658 00:59:33,510 --> 00:59:30,880 serbian 1659 00:59:35,349 --> 00:59:33,520 um and i i think that's key feature that 1660 00:59:38,230 --> 00:59:35,359 uh that occurred 1661 00:59:40,870 --> 00:59:38,240 but it got kind of muddied 1662 00:59:42,710 --> 00:59:40,880 you know that story i think there were 1663 00:59:44,309 --> 00:59:42,720 the ancient peoples 1664 00:59:46,549 --> 00:59:44,319 were more knowledgeable about their 1665 00:59:48,309 --> 00:59:46,559 origin than we are today 1666 00:59:49,990 --> 00:59:48,319 because what we know today has been 1667 00:59:52,630 --> 00:59:50,000 filtered by 1668 00:59:53,670 --> 00:59:52,640 uh western religion or religion in 1669 00:59:55,349 --> 00:59:53,680 general 1670 00:59:57,109 --> 00:59:55,359 trying to frame 1671 00:59:59,349 --> 00:59:57,119 a true story 1672 01:00:02,630 --> 00:59:59,359 uh amongst uh these 1673 01:00:05,349 --> 01:00:02,640 um other stories that they imposed 1674 01:00:07,829 --> 01:00:05,359 on us and so you know genesis they say 1675 01:00:09,190 --> 01:00:07,839 you know it's not that old it's a 1676 01:00:11,349 --> 01:00:09,200 retelling and a retelling and a 1677 01:00:12,230 --> 01:00:11,359 retelling and a retelling of an older 1678 01:00:14,470 --> 01:00:12,240 story 1679 01:00:16,069 --> 01:00:14,480 if you go back to the sumerian text 1680 01:00:18,069 --> 01:00:16,079 that might have been a retelling of a 1681 01:00:18,870 --> 01:00:18,079 more ancient story yeah and a lot of 1682 01:00:21,589 --> 01:00:18,880 people 1683 01:00:22,870 --> 01:00:21,599 have a lot of that and unfortunately the 1684 01:00:25,190 --> 01:00:22,880 library 1685 01:00:27,109 --> 01:00:25,200 in alexandria egypt so 1686 01:00:28,630 --> 01:00:27,119 what i hear it was the repository of the 1687 01:00:30,630 --> 01:00:28,640 world's knowledge 1688 01:00:32,150 --> 01:00:30,640 was burnt to the ground and we lost a 1689 01:00:34,230 --> 01:00:32,160 lot of knowledge 1690 01:00:36,789 --> 01:00:34,240 from that but it was preserved in the 1691 01:00:37,910 --> 01:00:36,799 mystery schools 1692 01:00:38,950 --> 01:00:37,920 that they 1693 01:00:41,190 --> 01:00:38,960 taught 1694 01:00:43,510 --> 01:00:41,200 to their followers 1695 01:00:44,549 --> 01:00:43,520 more of the real story maybe the scene 1696 01:00:46,789 --> 01:00:44,559 movement 1697 01:00:49,349 --> 01:00:46,799 was part of that where they taught the 1698 01:00:51,829 --> 01:00:49,359 real knowledge 1699 01:00:52,630 --> 01:00:51,839 of our potential 1700 01:00:55,190 --> 01:00:52,640 so 1701 01:00:57,109 --> 01:00:55,200 that's a long-winded answer but 1702 01:00:59,109 --> 01:00:57,119 i don't think it is i think that you 1703 01:01:01,349 --> 01:00:59,119 condensed all that nicely honestly when 1704 01:01:02,150 --> 01:01:01,359 people actually researched this 1705 01:01:03,750 --> 01:01:02,160 um 1706 01:01:05,829 --> 01:01:03,760 ancient civilizations and what they 1707 01:01:08,230 --> 01:01:05,839 actually knew there's things that were 1708 01:01:11,990 --> 01:01:08,240 written about in ancient samaria that 1709 01:01:14,309 --> 01:01:12,000 you know um how would they know that and 1710 01:01:17,030 --> 01:01:14,319 then we have if you take just the 1711 01:01:19,589 --> 01:01:17,040 sumerian creation story 1712 01:01:21,750 --> 01:01:19,599 it kind of is told that way in different 1713 01:01:24,710 --> 01:01:21,760 parts of the world too 1714 01:01:26,069 --> 01:01:24,720 so 1715 01:01:27,109 --> 01:01:26,079 why people 1716 01:01:29,109 --> 01:01:27,119 think that 1717 01:01:31,109 --> 01:01:29,119 two things are happening like you know 1718 01:01:32,789 --> 01:01:31,119 we may have forgotten about 1719 01:01:34,710 --> 01:01:32,799 you know some of the stuff we knew how 1720 01:01:37,510 --> 01:01:34,720 to do like some of the spirituality 1721 01:01:39,910 --> 01:01:37,520 stuff like what we are who we are 1722 01:01:41,510 --> 01:01:39,920 it's been polluted by 1723 01:01:43,270 --> 01:01:41,520 you know technologies with blessings 1724 01:01:45,190 --> 01:01:43,280 harry i'm talking to you and seeing all 1725 01:01:47,430 --> 01:01:45,200 these people interacting interacting 1726 01:01:49,030 --> 01:01:47,440 with all these like-minded people 1727 01:01:50,789 --> 01:01:49,040 but and you know we're able to get 1728 01:01:53,270 --> 01:01:50,799 information super fast and everything's 1729 01:01:54,470 --> 01:01:53,280 so fast but at the other end of it how 1730 01:01:56,630 --> 01:01:54,480 much of 1731 01:01:59,430 --> 01:01:56,640 technology is hindering us everything 1732 01:02:00,789 --> 01:01:59,440 from chemicals that are you know we 1733 01:02:03,589 --> 01:02:00,799 can't get rid of 1734 01:02:05,510 --> 01:02:03,599 that are in our drinking water to 1735 01:02:06,870 --> 01:02:05,520 different weird frequencies that maybe 1736 01:02:08,950 --> 01:02:06,880 the human 1737 01:02:11,109 --> 01:02:08,960 we're so sensitive to like almost like a 1738 01:02:11,990 --> 01:02:11,119 fluorescent lights you know what i mean 1739 01:02:13,270 --> 01:02:12,000 so 1740 01:02:15,349 --> 01:02:13,280 i just feel like 1741 01:02:17,750 --> 01:02:15,359 we knew so much 1742 01:02:20,069 --> 01:02:17,760 because we trusted you know 1743 01:02:21,670 --> 01:02:20,079 ourselves as divine beings and having a 1744 01:02:22,870 --> 01:02:21,680 connection to these creators and then 1745 01:02:24,789 --> 01:02:22,880 the whole 1746 01:02:25,910 --> 01:02:24,799 other like you said like you know the i 1747 01:02:27,349 --> 01:02:25,920 don't even know how to put it because 1748 01:02:29,109 --> 01:02:27,359 people are like well don't say negative 1749 01:02:31,270 --> 01:02:29,119 don't say bad i say naughty because it's 1750 01:02:33,190 --> 01:02:31,280 kind of like funny um the you know the 1751 01:02:35,910 --> 01:02:33,200 naughty beings came and wanted to take 1752 01:02:39,109 --> 01:02:35,920 control and that's unfortunately 1753 01:02:41,029 --> 01:02:39,119 sometimes the loudest strongest 1754 01:02:43,029 --> 01:02:41,039 message gets through even if it's not 1755 01:02:44,150 --> 01:02:43,039 the right one and you know so the 1756 01:02:45,349 --> 01:02:44,160 control 1757 01:02:49,270 --> 01:02:45,359 the um 1758 01:02:50,870 --> 01:02:49,280 the the separation between the human and 1759 01:02:53,190 --> 01:02:50,880 its source 1760 01:02:55,270 --> 01:02:53,200 which isn't real there's no separation 1761 01:02:56,150 --> 01:02:55,280 there's no middlemen you know 1762 01:02:58,630 --> 01:02:56,160 so 1763 01:03:00,069 --> 01:02:58,640 it's it's just strange that we're people 1764 01:03:01,270 --> 01:03:00,079 are starting to you know people say it 1765 01:03:03,589 --> 01:03:01,280 all the time they're starting to wake up 1766 01:03:04,630 --> 01:03:03,599 we're starting to wake up so 1767 01:03:06,789 --> 01:03:04,640 so yeah 1768 01:03:08,470 --> 01:03:06,799 it's uh it's interesting to look back 1769 01:03:10,549 --> 01:03:08,480 and like you said the uh you see lamb 1770 01:03:12,950 --> 01:03:10,559 james says the 70 scene mirrors you know 1771 01:03:16,309 --> 01:03:12,960 it's knowledge it's knowledge that 1772 01:03:17,829 --> 01:03:16,319 people think is just a story 1773 01:03:19,510 --> 01:03:17,839 my goodness like years and years from 1774 01:03:21,430 --> 01:03:19,520 now if we don't get our heads out of our 1775 01:03:23,510 --> 01:03:21,440 rears we're going to think 1776 01:03:24,950 --> 01:03:23,520 kim kardashian's story is going to be 1777 01:03:26,390 --> 01:03:24,960 legend and lore 1778 01:03:29,430 --> 01:03:26,400 and they're like there was this one 1779 01:03:32,950 --> 01:03:29,440 goddess that ruled the planet 1780 01:03:34,870 --> 01:03:32,960 and her name was priscilla oh gosh 1781 01:03:37,109 --> 01:03:34,880 but uh yeah you make a great point 1782 01:03:39,190 --> 01:03:37,119 priscilla um 1783 01:03:43,029 --> 01:03:39,200 gosh it's uh we forgot more than we 1784 01:03:45,990 --> 01:03:43,039 remember and i'm kind of hoping that 1785 01:03:47,829 --> 01:03:46,000 their appearance now 1786 01:03:50,789 --> 01:03:47,839 is at a precipice when 1787 01:03:52,789 --> 01:03:50,799 we finally can destroy ourselves with 1788 01:03:54,390 --> 01:03:52,799 that technology 1789 01:03:56,549 --> 01:03:54,400 that we have 1790 01:03:59,670 --> 01:03:56,559 discovered the secret 1791 01:04:01,510 --> 01:03:59,680 of the atom which was theorized by the 1792 01:04:04,150 --> 01:04:01,520 greeks before they even knew there was 1793 01:04:05,750 --> 01:04:04,160 such a thing as atoms 1794 01:04:07,510 --> 01:04:05,760 i wish i could be a fly on the wall in 1795 01:04:09,589 --> 01:04:07,520 ancient greece just listening to those 1796 01:04:10,870 --> 01:04:09,599 guys talk you know all the 1797 01:04:13,589 --> 01:04:10,880 um 1798 01:04:15,349 --> 01:04:13,599 yeah philosophers and scientists how do 1799 01:04:17,670 --> 01:04:15,359 they know do you know what i mean 1800 01:04:21,029 --> 01:04:17,680 exactly and so what do we do with this 1801 01:04:23,829 --> 01:04:21,039 technology we weaponized it 1802 01:04:25,670 --> 01:04:23,839 and created a destructive force and we 1803 01:04:27,190 --> 01:04:25,680 still have that destructive force 1804 01:04:29,510 --> 01:04:27,200 everywhere 1805 01:04:31,670 --> 01:04:29,520 and so the potential especially now with 1806 01:04:34,230 --> 01:04:31,680 the tensions in the world 1807 01:04:36,630 --> 01:04:34,240 but not to get political but gosh darn 1808 01:04:40,150 --> 01:04:36,640 we're in a political world trust me you 1809 01:04:41,910 --> 01:04:40,160 know yeah sending troops um to europe to 1810 01:04:44,069 --> 01:04:41,920 stage them in case 1811 01:04:45,750 --> 01:04:44,079 as a counter to russian troops on the 1812 01:04:48,470 --> 01:04:45,760 ukraine border i mean that 1813 01:04:49,990 --> 01:04:48,480 i've seen that happen so many times as a 1814 01:04:52,549 --> 01:04:50,000 run-up to 1815 01:04:54,630 --> 01:04:52,559 conflict by the united states where we 1816 01:04:57,029 --> 01:04:54,640 didn't intend that conflict but 1817 01:04:59,510 --> 01:04:57,039 because of what we did it led to it so 1818 01:05:00,549 --> 01:04:59,520 it's this big huge game of risk that 1819 01:05:03,109 --> 01:05:00,559 they're playing 1820 01:05:05,910 --> 01:05:03,119 with dice but um the policymakers should 1821 01:05:07,349 --> 01:05:05,920 realize when they play this game of risk 1822 01:05:11,349 --> 01:05:07,359 that 1823 01:05:12,390 --> 01:05:11,359 decisions they make they should realize 1824 01:05:14,630 --> 01:05:12,400 that you know 1825 01:05:18,309 --> 01:05:14,640 they should have 1826 01:05:23,109 --> 01:05:20,710 the world's uh uh 1827 01:05:24,870 --> 01:05:23,119 benefit at in their mind that what 1828 01:05:26,309 --> 01:05:24,880 they're doing could have an unattended 1829 01:05:28,150 --> 01:05:26,319 impact so that's what we're really 1830 01:05:29,430 --> 01:05:28,160 seeing that far though people don't 1831 01:05:31,750 --> 01:05:29,440 think that far 1832 01:05:32,789 --> 01:05:31,760 well it's really amazing because uh cia 1833 01:05:33,990 --> 01:05:32,799 reporting 1834 01:05:35,430 --> 01:05:34,000 um 1835 01:05:38,150 --> 01:05:35,440 actually 1836 01:05:39,910 --> 01:05:38,160 provides policymakers with many policy 1837 01:05:41,510 --> 01:05:39,920 decisions they can take they're called 1838 01:05:43,670 --> 01:05:41,520 policy levers 1839 01:05:46,390 --> 01:05:43,680 and every time they pull the lever 1840 01:05:47,750 --> 01:05:46,400 um we we tell them you know based on 1841 01:05:49,670 --> 01:05:47,760 best analysis 1842 01:05:52,470 --> 01:05:49,680 of all the information we have these are 1843 01:05:54,470 --> 01:05:52,480 the intended consequences and unintended 1844 01:05:56,230 --> 01:05:54,480 consequences of doing that 1845 01:05:57,750 --> 01:05:56,240 so can you live with the unintended 1846 01:06:00,309 --> 01:05:57,760 consequences 1847 01:06:01,910 --> 01:06:00,319 decision a b c and d so we don't tell 1848 01:06:04,309 --> 01:06:01,920 them which one to pull 1849 01:06:06,069 --> 01:06:04,319 we leave that up to the policy makers 1850 01:06:08,069 --> 01:06:06,079 and i tell people if you don't like what 1851 01:06:10,390 --> 01:06:08,079 cia is doing and there's always this 1852 01:06:12,710 --> 01:06:10,400 this story backstory about 1853 01:06:14,549 --> 01:06:12,720 how evil we are and what we did to the 1854 01:06:16,710 --> 01:06:14,559 world and all of that a lot of that 1855 01:06:18,390 --> 01:06:16,720 happened it goes backwards like doing 1856 01:06:20,950 --> 01:06:18,400 your job almost 1857 01:06:22,789 --> 01:06:20,960 well what i tell them is that if you 1858 01:06:25,589 --> 01:06:22,799 didn't like what cia did or you don't 1859 01:06:27,349 --> 01:06:25,599 like what cia is doing now 1860 01:06:28,870 --> 01:06:27,359 who's in charge who's sitting in the 1861 01:06:30,829 --> 01:06:28,880 white house 1862 01:06:34,150 --> 01:06:30,839 we work for the president of the united 1863 01:06:36,150 --> 01:06:34,160 states whoever he or she might be 1864 01:06:38,069 --> 01:06:36,160 the president of the united states is 1865 01:06:39,829 --> 01:06:38,079 our customer 1866 01:06:43,109 --> 01:06:39,839 and we provide the president with the 1867 01:06:45,829 --> 01:06:43,119 best intelligence that we can 1868 01:06:47,750 --> 01:06:45,839 provide at the time and the billions of 1869 01:06:50,470 --> 01:06:47,760 dollars we spent 1870 01:06:52,390 --> 01:06:50,480 upwards of 90 billion dollars 1871 01:06:53,589 --> 01:06:52,400 to provide this intelligence with 1872 01:06:55,349 --> 01:06:53,599 everything that we do in the 1873 01:06:57,109 --> 01:06:55,359 intelligence community 1874 01:06:59,190 --> 01:06:57,119 and so 1875 01:07:01,910 --> 01:06:59,200 here are the decisions that you can make 1876 01:07:03,270 --> 01:07:01,920 you know right make good use of what we 1877 01:07:04,390 --> 01:07:03,280 invested in 1878 01:07:06,390 --> 01:07:04,400 and so if you don't like what we're 1879 01:07:07,270 --> 01:07:06,400 doing look at who's sitting in the oval 1880 01:07:08,870 --> 01:07:07,280 office 1881 01:07:10,470 --> 01:07:08,880 that's the reason 1882 01:07:13,190 --> 01:07:10,480 and a lot of people do think that you 1883 01:07:15,109 --> 01:07:13,200 know i think more people are 1884 01:07:18,069 --> 01:07:15,119 are super quick to blame whoever's in 1885 01:07:20,470 --> 01:07:18,079 office um but in our community 1886 01:07:22,630 --> 01:07:20,480 there's so much um 1887 01:07:25,190 --> 01:07:22,640 you know people don't trust the cia and 1888 01:07:27,910 --> 01:07:25,200 i try to look at it you know 1889 01:07:29,430 --> 01:07:27,920 like outside of myself sometimes and 1890 01:07:31,109 --> 01:07:29,440 just say like 1891 01:07:32,309 --> 01:07:31,119 like everybody is doing what they're 1892 01:07:34,950 --> 01:07:32,319 told to do and when you're in the 1893 01:07:37,750 --> 01:07:34,960 military or when you're in the cia 1894 01:07:39,750 --> 01:07:37,760 um you just you're trained to do your 1895 01:07:41,910 --> 01:07:39,760 job and even if it's going to upset 1896 01:07:43,430 --> 01:07:41,920 people or like your job is just to not 1897 01:07:45,430 --> 01:07:43,440 say anything 1898 01:07:47,589 --> 01:07:45,440 even if you know like it's a technology 1899 01:07:49,910 --> 01:07:47,599 you learned something that could benefit 1900 01:07:51,270 --> 01:07:49,920 the world first of all who would listen 1901 01:07:53,750 --> 01:07:51,280 because the people that are talking to 1902 01:07:56,069 --> 01:07:53,760 the ca look at the scrutiny you've had 1903 01:07:58,470 --> 01:07:56,079 you know what i mean like so say some ca 1904 01:07:59,829 --> 01:07:58,480 comes out cia guy comes out says there's 1905 01:08:02,950 --> 01:07:59,839 free energy and this is how it works 1906 01:08:06,230 --> 01:08:02,960 people are still not gonna believe it so 1907 01:08:08,549 --> 01:08:06,240 um it's a tough thing to 1908 01:08:10,630 --> 01:08:08,559 i can't you can't blame any one agency i 1909 01:08:11,750 --> 01:08:10,640 don't think you know what i mean because 1910 01:08:12,950 --> 01:08:11,760 everybody's kind of hoarding their 1911 01:08:14,470 --> 01:08:12,960 information to begin with it's a 1912 01:08:16,309 --> 01:08:14,480 collective thing that needs to happen 1913 01:08:18,470 --> 01:08:16,319 the sharing of information 1914 01:08:20,390 --> 01:08:18,480 and you even mention this in your slides 1915 01:08:21,590 --> 01:08:20,400 with like the whole 9 11 situation like 1916 01:08:23,430 --> 01:08:21,600 that could have been you know the 1917 01:08:25,669 --> 01:08:23,440 sharing of information has only heard 1918 01:08:28,309 --> 01:08:25,679 the not the lack of sharing information 1919 01:08:29,349 --> 01:08:28,319 has only hurt us as a country and as a 1920 01:08:31,269 --> 01:08:29,359 world 1921 01:08:32,390 --> 01:08:31,279 but you're right we used some of this 1922 01:08:34,390 --> 01:08:32,400 knowledge 1923 01:08:36,149 --> 01:08:34,400 to hurt others and 1924 01:08:37,669 --> 01:08:36,159 and i just i can't i can't remember 1925 01:08:39,110 --> 01:08:37,679 learning about how we were just throwing 1926 01:08:40,870 --> 01:08:39,120 nukes up in space and throwing them in 1927 01:08:41,749 --> 01:08:40,880 the water you know um 1928 01:08:43,749 --> 01:08:41,759 and 1929 01:08:45,110 --> 01:08:43,759 that's the water it's the ocean like i 1930 01:08:46,709 --> 01:08:45,120 remember thinking like how can you do 1931 01:08:47,829 --> 01:08:46,719 that it's the ocean 1932 01:08:48,709 --> 01:08:47,839 like 1933 01:08:50,870 --> 01:08:48,719 you're just 1934 01:08:52,870 --> 01:08:50,880 setting nukes off in the ocean like we 1935 01:08:54,950 --> 01:08:52,880 know energy 1936 01:08:56,709 --> 01:08:54,960 cannot be created it just goes somewhere 1937 01:08:58,950 --> 01:08:56,719 else so why are we doing this especially 1938 01:09:00,550 --> 01:08:58,960 with radioactive energy like that that 1939 01:09:02,229 --> 01:09:00,560 we don't even know the effects of some 1940 01:09:04,470 --> 01:09:02,239 of it 1941 01:09:05,510 --> 01:09:04,480 so um of course james has another great 1942 01:09:06,870 --> 01:09:05,520 question and i mean that in a good way 1943 01:09:09,669 --> 01:09:06,880 james said it wasn't like oh my god jane 1944 01:09:11,829 --> 01:09:09,679 yeah i mean it in a good way um has john 1945 01:09:14,470 --> 01:09:11,839 ever been initiated into any of the 1946 01:09:17,269 --> 01:09:14,480 mystery schools or did he do work with 1947 01:09:19,590 --> 01:09:17,279 merkaba or flower of life work 1948 01:09:21,030 --> 01:09:19,600 no i have not uh been initiating into 1949 01:09:24,630 --> 01:09:21,040 the mystery schools what i know about 1950 01:09:25,510 --> 01:09:24,640 the uh merkaba or merkabah uh was from 1951 01:09:27,829 --> 01:09:25,520 um 1952 01:09:30,550 --> 01:09:27,839 my light workers 1953 01:09:31,510 --> 01:09:30,560 and working with them and so 1954 01:09:32,470 --> 01:09:31,520 um 1955 01:09:38,390 --> 01:09:32,480 i've 1956 01:09:40,309 --> 01:09:38,400 i do i 1957 01:09:41,749 --> 01:09:40,319 i he used to live in sedona arizona i 1958 01:09:43,189 --> 01:09:41,759 don't know if he's still there oh my 1959 01:09:45,430 --> 01:09:43,199 gosh i would love it 1960 01:09:47,590 --> 01:09:45,440 oh my gosh because i put that in a slide 1961 01:09:49,349 --> 01:09:47,600 he wrote he wrote a book living in the 1962 01:09:51,110 --> 01:09:49,359 heart was it living in the heart i 1963 01:09:53,590 --> 01:09:51,120 forget the title 1964 01:09:55,510 --> 01:09:53,600 uh shame on me what's in my slide you 1965 01:09:57,350 --> 01:09:55,520 just need to make a reading list for 1966 01:09:59,910 --> 01:09:57,360 yeah for all of us weirdos 1967 01:10:02,709 --> 01:09:59,920 and uh you know he he wrote about this 1968 01:10:05,110 --> 01:10:02,719 air force major telling him that 1969 01:10:08,470 --> 01:10:05,120 the air force satellites can see the 1970 01:10:09,430 --> 01:10:08,480 mccoffee field being generated by humans 1971 01:10:11,510 --> 01:10:09,440 and they were 1972 01:10:13,110 --> 01:10:11,520 worried about it but then they realized 1973 01:10:14,790 --> 01:10:13,120 it was just part of this greater 1974 01:10:16,709 --> 01:10:14,800 consciousness higher consciousness 1975 01:10:18,470 --> 01:10:16,719 taking over the earth 1976 01:10:21,590 --> 01:10:18,480 and that to me is a profound statement 1977 01:10:23,590 --> 01:10:21,600 from an air force officer right and i i 1978 01:10:25,669 --> 01:10:23,600 wish i could talk to him more about it 1979 01:10:28,229 --> 01:10:25,679 who how did he meet the air force 1980 01:10:31,030 --> 01:10:28,239 officer or how the air force officer 1981 01:10:32,790 --> 01:10:31,040 contacted him and what scenario that uh 1982 01:10:34,229 --> 01:10:32,800 he had this conversation 1983 01:10:36,550 --> 01:10:34,239 uh but things like that are hard to 1984 01:10:38,149 --> 01:10:36,560 prove and you know i mean oh yeah it's 1985 01:10:39,910 --> 01:10:38,159 like nobody wants to listen without the 1986 01:10:41,750 --> 01:10:39,920 proof you have to you have to have an 1987 01:10:44,550 --> 01:10:41,760 experience and even when you have the 1988 01:10:45,830 --> 01:10:44,560 experience it's like what is wrong with 1989 01:10:47,270 --> 01:10:45,840 me what just happened like you 1990 01:10:49,350 --> 01:10:47,280 automatically start doubting yourself 1991 01:10:53,030 --> 01:10:49,360 when you experience something 1992 01:10:54,070 --> 01:10:53,040 um extreme or different or paranormal um 1993 01:10:56,310 --> 01:10:54,080 so 1994 01:10:58,550 --> 01:10:56,320 yeah i feel like people are just i think 1995 01:11:01,430 --> 01:10:58,560 the people limit themselves you know um 1996 01:11:03,189 --> 01:11:01,440 when they only think one way but 1997 01:11:04,470 --> 01:11:03,199 um i'm willing to listen to people's 1998 01:11:07,510 --> 01:11:04,480 proof and i'm willing to listen to 1999 01:11:09,350 --> 01:11:07,520 people's you know 2000 01:11:11,990 --> 01:11:09,360 spirituality or 2001 01:11:13,750 --> 01:11:12,000 occult studies anything really i just i 2002 01:11:14,630 --> 01:11:13,760 find it all interesting 2003 01:11:16,470 --> 01:11:14,640 um 2004 01:11:19,270 --> 01:11:16,480 that we have all these like 2005 01:11:22,229 --> 01:11:19,280 energetic things happening um but that 2006 01:11:23,350 --> 01:11:22,239 brings me to a question uh the orbs and 2007 01:11:25,270 --> 01:11:23,360 don't worry everybody i'm gonna take the 2008 01:11:27,110 --> 01:11:25,280 last couple of minutes for questions 2009 01:11:28,630 --> 01:11:27,120 because i see eve has another question 2010 01:11:29,910 --> 01:11:28,640 um but it's going to take us another 2011 01:11:31,510 --> 01:11:29,920 direction so i'm going to ask this first 2012 01:11:33,110 --> 01:11:31,520 and then i'll get to your question 2013 01:11:35,430 --> 01:11:33,120 um 2014 01:11:37,830 --> 01:11:35,440 the orbs you've mentioned the orbs and 2015 01:11:38,790 --> 01:11:37,840 i've wondered about them because so many 2016 01:11:40,390 --> 01:11:38,800 people 2017 01:11:41,590 --> 01:11:40,400 have experienced 2018 01:11:43,510 --> 01:11:41,600 orbs 2019 01:11:45,830 --> 01:11:43,520 and some people 2020 01:11:46,870 --> 01:11:45,840 claim to have like interacted with the 2021 01:11:48,229 --> 01:11:46,880 orb 2022 01:11:51,189 --> 01:11:48,239 and then 2023 01:11:52,709 --> 01:11:51,199 being shown who's inside of it 2024 01:11:54,950 --> 01:11:52,719 or what's inside of it i think it's a 2025 01:11:56,790 --> 01:11:54,960 who but you know um 2026 01:11:58,630 --> 01:11:56,800 that's up to whatever people i don't 2027 01:12:00,870 --> 01:11:58,640 know if they identify as a who or maybe 2028 01:12:03,189 --> 01:12:00,880 they're above the whole i identify as 2029 01:12:04,709 --> 01:12:03,199 this and that but uh yeah so what what 2030 01:12:06,390 --> 01:12:04,719 is up with the orbs what do you think is 2031 01:12:08,390 --> 01:12:06,400 happening and why do people see that i 2032 01:12:10,790 --> 01:12:08,400 feel like people see that more 2033 01:12:12,870 --> 01:12:10,800 than um you know like the metallic ships 2034 01:12:15,510 --> 01:12:12,880 or even like tic tac cigar like people 2035 01:12:17,750 --> 01:12:15,520 see these orbs during the day time 2036 01:12:19,830 --> 01:12:17,760 sometimes people are filming 2037 01:12:21,990 --> 01:12:19,840 um like i remember one day i did a 2038 01:12:23,830 --> 01:12:22,000 meditation to initiate contact and i was 2039 01:12:26,310 --> 01:12:23,840 i had my little iphone up to the sky and 2040 01:12:28,950 --> 01:12:26,320 i was looking at my ipad up and i was i 2041 01:12:30,229 --> 01:12:28,960 could see something moving around but i 2042 01:12:31,750 --> 01:12:30,239 couldn't see with my eyes but i could 2043 01:12:34,070 --> 01:12:31,760 see it in the screen and sometimes it's 2044 01:12:36,310 --> 01:12:34,080 vice versa so what what are the what do 2045 01:12:39,030 --> 01:12:36,320 you think the orbs are doing what are 2046 01:12:41,590 --> 01:12:39,040 they here for or what is their purpose 2047 01:12:43,669 --> 01:12:41,600 or have you had any experience with them 2048 01:12:45,830 --> 01:12:43,679 yes i have personal experiences with 2049 01:12:47,830 --> 01:12:45,840 them let me start with the professional 2050 01:12:50,149 --> 01:12:47,840 experience 2051 01:12:54,070 --> 01:12:50,159 we detected orbs 2052 01:12:57,270 --> 01:12:54,080 from space 2053 01:12:59,189 --> 01:12:57,280 from some of our nro platforms we had 2054 01:13:00,310 --> 01:12:59,199 sensors that can look into the infrared 2055 01:13:02,390 --> 01:13:00,320 region 2056 01:13:04,550 --> 01:13:02,400 and these sensors originally rode on 2057 01:13:07,189 --> 01:13:04,560 another type of satellite that didn't 2058 01:13:09,669 --> 01:13:07,199 collect this type of infrared but when 2059 01:13:11,830 --> 01:13:09,679 we build a satellite uh real briefly i 2060 01:13:14,149 --> 01:13:11,840 won't get too much into the details but 2061 01:13:16,630 --> 01:13:14,159 when we build a satellite uh we build it 2062 01:13:19,350 --> 01:13:16,640 for a certain purpose and it might be 2063 01:13:21,910 --> 01:13:19,360 more space on that satellite to put 2064 01:13:24,310 --> 01:13:21,920 other capabilities and as long as we can 2065 01:13:26,630 --> 01:13:24,320 provide power and space 2066 01:13:28,870 --> 01:13:26,640 for that other capability that paid load 2067 01:13:30,310 --> 01:13:28,880 might be inserted into the satellite 2068 01:13:31,830 --> 01:13:30,320 which is doing something else as a 2069 01:13:33,270 --> 01:13:31,840 primary mission and this could be a 2070 01:13:36,070 --> 01:13:33,280 secondary mission so one of those 2071 01:13:37,510 --> 01:13:36,080 satellites actually detected uh this 2072 01:13:43,110 --> 01:13:37,520 light energy 2073 01:13:45,990 --> 01:13:43,120 it you know the first thing that comes 2074 01:13:47,590 --> 01:13:46,000 to mind is that okay something is broke 2075 01:13:49,669 --> 01:13:47,600 because what is this 2076 01:13:51,590 --> 01:13:49,679 um and so that's what's launched an 2077 01:13:53,189 --> 01:13:51,600 investigation into it and when we 2078 01:13:55,110 --> 01:13:53,199 actually built 2079 01:13:56,229 --> 01:13:55,120 a satellite with where the primary 2080 01:14:00,310 --> 01:13:56,239 mission 2081 01:14:02,870 --> 01:14:00,320 was um infrared electro-optical infrared 2082 01:14:05,430 --> 01:14:02,880 and i can now say this because the 60th 2083 01:14:08,470 --> 01:14:05,440 anniversary in a row brochure said yes 2084 01:14:11,590 --> 01:14:08,480 we have a kh-11 kenan and yes it's an 2085 01:14:13,189 --> 01:14:11,600 electro optical satellite that we fly in 2086 01:14:14,390 --> 01:14:13,199 oral flies okay 2087 01:14:16,390 --> 01:14:14,400 so that 2088 01:14:17,510 --> 01:14:16,400 type of platform 2089 01:14:20,070 --> 01:14:17,520 um 2090 01:14:21,750 --> 01:14:20,080 is more of a scientific collector it can 2091 01:14:24,950 --> 01:14:21,760 actually measure 2092 01:14:26,550 --> 01:14:24,960 energies radiance and other capabilities 2093 01:14:28,950 --> 01:14:26,560 more technically about the orbs so 2094 01:14:31,430 --> 01:14:28,960 they're they're basically energy 2095 01:14:34,550 --> 01:14:31,440 they're just energy um as far as seeing 2096 01:14:36,149 --> 01:14:34,560 anything into them um i don't remember 2097 01:14:37,830 --> 01:14:36,159 that anyone said oh my gosh there's 2098 01:14:39,510 --> 01:14:37,840 something inside these orbs right it's 2099 01:14:42,229 --> 01:14:39,520 just laws of energy 2100 01:14:44,870 --> 01:14:42,239 spheres of energy that tend to like form 2101 01:14:46,229 --> 01:14:44,880 and form uh form together like in a 2102 01:14:47,030 --> 01:14:46,239 formation 2103 01:14:49,430 --> 01:14:47,040 of 2104 01:14:51,030 --> 01:14:49,440 going to some place with intent 2105 01:14:52,070 --> 01:14:51,040 so you would think they're intelligently 2106 01:14:53,750 --> 01:14:52,080 controlled 2107 01:14:55,910 --> 01:14:53,760 right so that's from the technical side 2108 01:14:58,070 --> 01:14:55,920 now from the personal experience side 2109 01:15:00,709 --> 01:14:58,080 people have seen things in these orbs 2110 01:15:03,110 --> 01:15:00,719 when they come close to them 2111 01:15:06,149 --> 01:15:03,120 my understanding is that 2112 01:15:08,709 --> 01:15:06,159 i think chris bledsoe maybe his son ryan 2113 01:15:10,950 --> 01:15:08,719 they saw one of their pet dogs who was 2114 01:15:12,790 --> 01:15:10,960 deceased and the org 2115 01:15:15,189 --> 01:15:12,800 now does that mean that the orb is the 2116 01:15:17,590 --> 01:15:15,199 manifestation of the dog's spirit 2117 01:15:19,030 --> 01:15:17,600 or is it because the orb wants to 2118 01:15:21,030 --> 01:15:19,040 communicate with you 2119 01:15:23,030 --> 01:15:21,040 right knows 2120 01:15:25,669 --> 01:15:23,040 it knows what you're thinking about or 2121 01:15:27,110 --> 01:15:25,679 what's on your mind and it reflects back 2122 01:15:28,790 --> 01:15:27,120 yeah like i'm a friend your dog was a 2123 01:15:30,229 --> 01:15:28,800 friend i'm a friend you know like 2124 01:15:31,750 --> 01:15:30,239 something like that it's a way of 2125 01:15:35,270 --> 01:15:31,760 communicating 2126 01:15:37,189 --> 01:15:35,280 um and so that's my personal belief i've 2127 01:15:39,910 --> 01:15:37,199 not seen an orb close up 2128 01:15:42,630 --> 01:15:39,920 right and prior to going to sedona 2129 01:15:44,950 --> 01:15:42,640 arizona with melinda leslie and her ufo 2130 01:15:47,910 --> 01:15:44,960 sighting tour i've only seen like two 2131 01:15:50,709 --> 01:15:47,920 orbs in my life other than the one ice 2132 01:15:52,630 --> 01:15:50,719 was presented to me professionally 2133 01:15:55,510 --> 01:15:52,640 so there's two personal orbs in my life 2134 01:15:57,830 --> 01:15:55,520 in it uh the first case it was uh from 2135 01:15:59,990 --> 01:15:57,840 an airplane where the pilot reported to 2136 01:16:01,669 --> 01:16:00,000 the ground that there's this 2137 01:16:03,830 --> 01:16:01,679 orange sphere 2138 01:16:05,030 --> 01:16:03,840 coming across in front of his flight 2139 01:16:07,590 --> 01:16:05,040 path 2140 01:16:09,270 --> 01:16:07,600 going from his uh left side to the right 2141 01:16:11,830 --> 01:16:09,280 side i was sitting on the right side of 2142 01:16:14,390 --> 01:16:11,840 the plane i was monitoring um channel 2143 01:16:16,390 --> 01:16:14,400 one united airlines they used to before 2144 01:16:18,149 --> 01:16:16,400 9 11 allow you to hear the 2145 01:16:19,030 --> 01:16:18,159 communications between the cockpit and 2146 01:16:20,950 --> 01:16:19,040 the ground 2147 01:16:22,229 --> 01:16:20,960 airflow 2148 01:16:23,350 --> 01:16:22,239 so 2149 01:16:25,350 --> 01:16:23,360 i opened 2150 01:16:27,510 --> 01:16:25,360 up my screen i think maybe it was 2151 01:16:28,709 --> 01:16:27,520 already open and there it was an orange 2152 01:16:31,030 --> 01:16:28,719 orb 2153 01:16:33,510 --> 01:16:31,040 and it it kept pace with us it didn't 2154 01:16:35,830 --> 01:16:33,520 just zoom away it kept pace with us 2155 01:16:38,390 --> 01:16:35,840 and then it slowly receded away and it 2156 01:16:40,470 --> 01:16:38,400 wasn't like it was shiny or right it 2157 01:16:42,630 --> 01:16:40,480 wasn't like it was like a flame or 2158 01:16:43,910 --> 01:16:42,640 anything it was just like 2159 01:16:46,070 --> 01:16:43,920 someone 2160 01:16:48,790 --> 01:16:46,080 went to michael's and got orange 2161 01:16:50,790 --> 01:16:48,800 construction paper very very bright 2162 01:16:53,430 --> 01:16:50,800 and cut out a circle you know it was 2163 01:16:55,590 --> 01:16:53,440 just there it wasn't like flashing it so 2164 01:16:58,390 --> 01:16:55,600 i know it's not an afterburner 2165 01:17:00,630 --> 01:16:58,400 of his aircraft or anything like that 2166 01:17:03,030 --> 01:17:00,640 um and so happened the synchronicity 2167 01:17:05,590 --> 01:17:03,040 with this i was sitting next to 2168 01:17:07,990 --> 01:17:05,600 my colleague a cia officer we paid for 2169 01:17:10,630 --> 01:17:08,000 our own ticket 2170 01:17:13,430 --> 01:17:10,640 on the plane uh own hotel rooms and 2171 01:17:15,270 --> 01:17:13,440 conference fees to go to ufo conference 2172 01:17:16,870 --> 01:17:15,280 in irvine california 2173 01:17:20,709 --> 01:17:16,880 so i was going to a ufo conference and 2174 01:17:22,950 --> 01:17:20,719 here i see this high corb yeah um and so 2175 01:17:25,510 --> 01:17:22,960 that was the synchronicity and i didn't 2176 01:17:27,189 --> 01:17:25,520 get any message from it you know other 2177 01:17:29,990 --> 01:17:27,199 than wow that's that's one of those 2178 01:17:31,189 --> 01:17:30,000 things there it is yeah um and he was 2179 01:17:32,870 --> 01:17:31,199 asleep 2180 01:17:35,350 --> 01:17:32,880 so i didn't have a witness there but i 2181 01:17:37,350 --> 01:17:35,360 have the pilot um 2182 01:17:39,669 --> 01:17:37,360 and the second orb i saw was at a 2183 01:17:41,270 --> 01:17:39,679 distance uh over the santa catalina 2184 01:17:43,030 --> 01:17:41,280 mountains here in tucson 2185 01:17:45,030 --> 01:17:43,040 where we did this 2186 01:17:48,070 --> 01:17:45,040 ce6 2187 01:17:49,270 --> 01:17:48,080 meditation with mark sims he uses radios 2188 01:17:52,149 --> 01:17:49,280 to send 2189 01:17:52,950 --> 01:17:52,159 a signal out yeah and then 2190 01:17:55,030 --> 01:17:52,960 he 2191 01:17:56,950 --> 01:17:55,040 uh tones hu 2192 01:17:59,750 --> 01:17:56,960 who or hugh 2193 01:18:01,430 --> 01:17:59,760 and a few minutes later looking up both 2194 01:18:04,149 --> 01:18:01,440 my wife and i saw this 2195 01:18:05,910 --> 01:18:04,159 i saw it straight ahead and she saw it 2196 01:18:08,709 --> 01:18:05,920 to her right 2197 01:18:10,950 --> 01:18:08,719 side so she saw something but she should 2198 01:18:12,950 --> 01:18:10,960 have seen it to her left because she's 2199 01:18:15,350 --> 01:18:12,960 seated oh 2200 01:18:17,030 --> 01:18:15,360 on my right and so if she was looking at 2201 01:18:18,310 --> 01:18:17,040 it she would have seen it 2202 01:18:20,310 --> 01:18:18,320 that's the thing 2203 01:18:22,149 --> 01:18:20,320 but she didn't see that and i saw it and 2204 01:18:27,030 --> 01:18:22,159 that's when i got the message 2205 01:18:27,910 --> 01:18:27,040 on july 14 2020 which was my birthday um 2206 01:18:29,669 --> 01:18:27,920 that 2207 01:18:31,350 --> 01:18:29,679 i have information to share and it's 2208 01:18:33,030 --> 01:18:31,360 time for you to share it 2209 01:18:35,430 --> 01:18:33,040 and you need to help someone there's 2210 01:18:36,950 --> 01:18:35,440 someone out there who's searching for 2211 01:18:38,630 --> 01:18:36,960 your help 2212 01:18:40,630 --> 01:18:38,640 and uh so 2213 01:18:41,350 --> 01:18:40,640 here i am sharing my experiences with 2214 01:18:42,550 --> 01:18:41,360 you 2215 01:18:45,270 --> 01:18:42,560 um 2216 01:18:46,390 --> 01:18:45,280 with everyone who tunes in to uh my 2217 01:18:49,110 --> 01:18:46,400 interviews 2218 01:18:50,790 --> 01:18:49,120 um and i have met the person that i was 2219 01:18:53,750 --> 01:18:50,800 supposed to work with oh wow working 2220 01:18:55,669 --> 01:18:53,760 with with him now just 2221 01:18:58,550 --> 01:18:55,679 sharing experiences 2222 01:19:01,030 --> 01:18:58,560 and that's that's what i love doing more 2223 01:19:03,110 --> 01:19:01,040 than like talking about 2224 01:19:04,550 --> 01:19:03,120 craft and bodies yeah 2225 01:19:06,870 --> 01:19:04,560 there's people working on that there's 2226 01:19:08,310 --> 01:19:06,880 people working on that there's you know 2227 01:19:09,590 --> 01:19:08,320 we've got an office now like people are 2228 01:19:11,110 --> 01:19:09,600 going to work on that you know we've got 2229 01:19:12,149 --> 01:19:11,120 telescopes crazy telescopes going on 2230 01:19:13,430 --> 01:19:12,159 right 2231 01:19:14,950 --> 01:19:13,440 no one serves people we need to take 2232 01:19:17,750 --> 01:19:14,960 care of the human we need to take care 2233 01:19:19,270 --> 01:19:17,760 of exactly you know our fellow humans 2234 01:19:20,709 --> 01:19:19,280 and i think people like us like we could 2235 01:19:22,149 --> 01:19:20,719 go that route especially you like i'm 2236 01:19:24,229 --> 01:19:22,159 sure you know so much that you know 2237 01:19:27,110 --> 01:19:24,239 you're not you can't even talk about so 2238 01:19:29,189 --> 01:19:27,120 but at the same time like is all the 2239 01:19:31,030 --> 01:19:29,199 knowledge in the world gonna help if 2240 01:19:32,630 --> 01:19:31,040 you're just collecting 2241 01:19:34,470 --> 01:19:32,640 materials without understanding it or 2242 01:19:36,790 --> 01:19:34,480 understanding the why behind it there's 2243 01:19:39,110 --> 01:19:36,800 people doing that so i'm glad that 2244 01:19:40,709 --> 01:19:39,120 you're comfortable with um 2245 01:19:42,550 --> 01:19:40,719 just putting your message out there and 2246 01:19:43,830 --> 01:19:42,560 then being there for other people as 2247 01:19:45,669 --> 01:19:43,840 well and i'm glad that you found that 2248 01:19:47,590 --> 01:19:45,679 person that's amazing yeah and that's 2249 01:19:49,270 --> 01:19:47,600 what i want to do i mean um there would 2250 01:19:50,950 --> 01:19:49,280 be a time when i would love to stop 2251 01:19:53,270 --> 01:19:50,960 talking about what we're talking about 2252 01:19:54,070 --> 01:19:53,280 and just helping people 2253 01:19:56,149 --> 01:19:54,080 and 2254 01:19:57,990 --> 01:19:56,159 helping them find resources because i 2255 01:20:00,870 --> 01:19:58,000 know some people have some disturbing 2256 01:20:02,550 --> 01:20:00,880 aspects to the phenomenon and 2257 01:20:03,590 --> 01:20:02,560 they're seeking answers and i'm not a 2258 01:20:06,229 --> 01:20:03,600 therapist 2259 01:20:09,110 --> 01:20:06,239 but i can direct them to resources 2260 01:20:10,229 --> 01:20:09,120 right um and so i i like doing that type 2261 01:20:12,629 --> 01:20:10,239 of work 2262 01:20:15,110 --> 01:20:12,639 more so than just you know i don't care 2263 01:20:16,390 --> 01:20:15,120 how they fly or who's driving them as 2264 01:20:18,390 --> 01:20:16,400 much 2265 01:20:19,750 --> 01:20:18,400 i do care why they're here and what the 2266 01:20:22,390 --> 01:20:19,760 message is 2267 01:20:25,510 --> 01:20:22,400 to us and it seems more like 2268 01:20:28,149 --> 01:20:25,520 the need to be better custody custodians 2269 01:20:30,070 --> 01:20:28,159 of this planet because it is highly 2270 01:20:31,270 --> 01:20:30,080 fragile and we can destroy it in a 2271 01:20:33,910 --> 01:20:31,280 heartbeat 2272 01:20:36,550 --> 01:20:33,920 by making the wrong human decision you 2273 01:20:38,550 --> 01:20:36,560 know and so to me that's more important 2274 01:20:40,229 --> 01:20:38,560 than the nuts i 2275 01:20:41,990 --> 01:20:40,239 well i'll use the word nuts and bolts 2276 01:20:45,430 --> 01:20:42,000 you know they don't have nuts and bolts 2277 01:20:49,510 --> 01:20:45,440 um of the appearance to us so 2278 01:20:53,910 --> 01:20:52,070 their lives are transformed in some way 2279 01:20:55,750 --> 01:20:53,920 and mostly positive 2280 01:20:58,310 --> 01:20:55,760 that when people see orbs you know they 2281 01:21:00,390 --> 01:20:58,320 all suddenly become interested in this 2282 01:21:02,390 --> 01:21:00,400 entire phenomenon and try to seek 2283 01:21:03,510 --> 01:21:02,400 meaning personal meaning for their own 2284 01:21:05,350 --> 01:21:03,520 lives 2285 01:21:07,669 --> 01:21:05,360 but they're in a situation family 2286 01:21:10,229 --> 01:21:07,679 friends or work where they can't share 2287 01:21:13,430 --> 01:21:10,239 it it it really tears at them 2288 01:21:15,990 --> 01:21:13,440 and so i i i would like to i think what 2289 01:21:21,189 --> 01:21:18,390 stuart and jay are doing with the 2290 01:21:24,149 --> 01:21:21,199 experiences group is valuable they need 2291 01:21:27,030 --> 01:21:24,159 to be more experiences groups out there 2292 01:21:29,270 --> 01:21:27,040 who are welcoming and not judgmental but 2293 01:21:31,669 --> 01:21:29,280 sharing what our experiences are like 2294 01:21:33,990 --> 01:21:31,679 whether they may be good or bad 2295 01:21:36,070 --> 01:21:34,000 um people need to talk about this 2296 01:21:38,709 --> 01:21:36,080 absolutely like you said let let the 2297 01:21:40,790 --> 01:21:38,719 scientists and physicists do their thing 2298 01:21:42,550 --> 01:21:40,800 yeah but for us 2299 01:21:43,990 --> 01:21:42,560 yeah we need to talk 2300 01:21:45,590 --> 01:21:44,000 absolutely 2301 01:21:47,750 --> 01:21:45,600 and sometimes that's all people need is 2302 01:21:49,270 --> 01:21:47,760 to just talk about it you know um just 2303 01:21:50,950 --> 01:21:49,280 hearing what you said right now i was 2304 01:21:52,870 --> 01:21:50,960 like oh crap i'm gonna start crying 2305 01:21:54,310 --> 01:21:52,880 because it's it's real like um i try to 2306 01:21:56,870 --> 01:21:54,320 explain to people like when i saw those 2307 01:21:59,030 --> 01:21:56,880 orbs when i was young um they were 2308 01:22:01,350 --> 01:21:59,040 sentient they were giving me a vibe and 2309 01:22:03,270 --> 01:22:01,360 from that point on i was a weirdo and i 2310 01:22:05,189 --> 01:22:03,280 researched every religion since once i 2311 01:22:07,110 --> 01:22:05,199 started being able to read 2312 01:22:08,950 --> 01:22:07,120 my every book i could find anything 2313 01:22:11,990 --> 01:22:08,960 anybody i could ask you know every all 2314 01:22:13,590 --> 01:22:12,000 of it and um already having you know a 2315 01:22:15,750 --> 01:22:13,600 paranormal activity in the house because 2316 01:22:17,750 --> 01:22:15,760 my grandma being a medium 2317 01:22:19,750 --> 01:22:17,760 was like i was already open to that 2318 01:22:22,790 --> 01:22:19,760 world and i was very aware of angels and 2319 01:22:26,070 --> 01:22:22,800 demons and spirits but this was 2320 01:22:27,189 --> 01:22:26,080 something else it was that um 2321 01:22:28,870 --> 01:22:27,199 it was a 2322 01:22:32,149 --> 01:22:28,880 like it opened my mind in a different 2323 01:22:33,189 --> 01:22:32,159 way like how can you ever see anything 2324 01:22:34,550 --> 01:22:33,199 as 2325 01:22:36,470 --> 01:22:34,560 mundane 2326 01:22:38,390 --> 01:22:36,480 as some people see it 2327 01:22:40,950 --> 01:22:38,400 um ever again so 2328 01:22:42,950 --> 01:22:40,960 it does change people's lives um 2329 01:22:44,470 --> 01:22:42,960 so we're coming up on the hour and a 2330 01:22:46,950 --> 01:22:44,480 half do you have time for a couple of 2331 01:22:48,310 --> 01:22:46,960 questions sure absolutely i'm here 2332 01:22:50,870 --> 01:22:48,320 whenever 2333 01:22:53,830 --> 01:22:50,880 awesome awesome 2334 01:22:56,629 --> 01:22:53,840 so this is from eve clancy she says has 2335 01:22:57,510 --> 01:22:56,639 john heard what ross cultart has said 2336 01:23:00,310 --> 01:22:57,520 about 2337 01:23:03,189 --> 01:23:00,320 what high us officials have told him 2338 01:23:06,550 --> 01:23:03,199 about et's being from the future and 2339 01:23:09,270 --> 01:23:06,560 does he have an opinion about that i 2340 01:23:10,390 --> 01:23:09,280 have heard that story in fact not 2341 01:23:12,629 --> 01:23:10,400 officially 2342 01:23:15,110 --> 01:23:12,639 but just through my own research and 2343 01:23:16,550 --> 01:23:15,120 trying to put the answer together for 2344 01:23:20,310 --> 01:23:16,560 myself 2345 01:23:22,629 --> 01:23:20,320 that they could be um 2346 01:23:24,310 --> 01:23:22,639 manifestations of either us from the 2347 01:23:25,270 --> 01:23:24,320 future or 2348 01:23:30,070 --> 01:23:25,280 um 2349 01:23:31,510 --> 01:23:30,080 an intelligence who are who's able to 2350 01:23:34,790 --> 01:23:31,520 uh tran 2351 01:23:36,550 --> 01:23:34,800 transverse the temporal plane 2352 01:23:38,870 --> 01:23:36,560 and when you you just can't go through 2353 01:23:40,709 --> 01:23:38,880 time without affecting space 2354 01:23:43,590 --> 01:23:40,719 right and when you affect time and space 2355 01:23:46,709 --> 01:23:43,600 the the way you bend time and space is 2356 01:23:49,990 --> 01:23:46,719 not anti-gravity but lots of gravity 2357 01:23:53,189 --> 01:23:50,000 when you have like a highly dense 2358 01:23:54,229 --> 01:23:53,199 singularity of gravity of mass 2359 01:23:57,270 --> 01:23:54,239 you know 2360 01:23:58,550 --> 01:23:57,280 all of a sudden space and time gets bent 2361 01:24:00,950 --> 01:23:58,560 and so 2362 01:24:03,590 --> 01:24:00,960 some aspects of people encountering 2363 01:24:06,550 --> 01:24:03,600 these craft 2364 01:24:09,590 --> 01:24:06,560 involves like a time displacement yes 2365 01:24:11,910 --> 01:24:09,600 they're missing time and it could be a 2366 01:24:13,990 --> 01:24:11,920 and i'm not a physicist by any means i'm 2367 01:24:15,350 --> 01:24:14,000 political scientist 2368 01:24:17,590 --> 01:24:15,360 but 2369 01:24:19,590 --> 01:24:17,600 it could be a manifestation of some type 2370 01:24:21,750 --> 01:24:19,600 of propulsion system that does the 2371 01:24:24,149 --> 01:24:21,760 bending of time and space 2372 01:24:26,229 --> 01:24:24,159 uh to be here and so 2373 01:24:28,629 --> 01:24:26,239 um 2374 01:24:31,990 --> 01:24:28,639 i've not heard from any us government 2375 01:24:34,470 --> 01:24:32,000 official about the time aspect 2376 01:24:37,750 --> 01:24:34,480 but i'm if they are studying that that 2377 01:24:38,870 --> 01:24:37,760 just tells you something that 2378 01:24:42,950 --> 01:24:38,880 nothing 2379 01:24:46,149 --> 01:24:42,960 table they are 2380 01:24:47,510 --> 01:24:46,159 looking at every possibility to explain 2381 01:24:50,070 --> 01:24:47,520 the phenomenon 2382 01:24:52,629 --> 01:24:50,080 so to the government nothing is 2383 01:24:55,510 --> 01:24:52,639 outrageously no impossible 2384 01:24:57,669 --> 01:24:55,520 it's their job to look at the impossible 2385 01:24:58,950 --> 01:24:57,679 to see if there's any possibilities in 2386 01:25:01,830 --> 01:24:58,960 that 2387 01:25:05,430 --> 01:25:01,840 um so no i haven't i haven't personally 2388 01:25:07,270 --> 01:25:05,440 heard that and i'm so i'm the worst read 2389 01:25:09,750 --> 01:25:07,280 person in ufology 2390 01:25:11,590 --> 01:25:09,760 i have not read ross's book 2391 01:25:13,669 --> 01:25:11,600 i need to do that i'm working on another 2392 01:25:16,470 --> 01:25:13,679 book now by 2393 01:25:19,030 --> 01:25:16,480 jason reza giorgiani he wrote a book 2394 01:25:21,350 --> 01:25:19,040 called closer encounters 2395 01:25:23,910 --> 01:25:21,360 and he was trying to put together 2396 01:25:26,470 --> 01:25:23,920 uh the entire story and i believe he was 2397 01:25:28,629 --> 01:25:26,480 interviewed by nickianna jones 2398 01:25:30,390 --> 01:25:28,639 several times to try to explain what he 2399 01:25:32,629 --> 01:25:30,400 believed was happening 2400 01:25:35,110 --> 01:25:32,639 and all these possibilities are valid to 2401 01:25:37,270 --> 01:25:35,120 me because no one has the real answer 2402 01:25:38,870 --> 01:25:37,280 absolutely and jim simivan himself said 2403 01:25:40,709 --> 01:25:38,880 hey you know we don't have the real 2404 01:25:43,270 --> 01:25:40,719 answer we got a lot of answers and some 2405 01:25:45,510 --> 01:25:43,280 of them are classified but you know the 2406 01:25:47,189 --> 01:25:45,520 full the full breadth of the phenomenon 2407 01:25:49,270 --> 01:25:47,199 includes 2408 01:25:50,550 --> 01:25:49,280 the uh disturbing aspects like at 2409 01:25:52,709 --> 01:25:50,560 skinwalker 2410 01:25:55,830 --> 01:25:52,719 the astral celestial aspects of 2411 01:25:58,390 --> 01:25:55,840 palladians and upturns and lions and 2412 01:25:59,510 --> 01:25:58,400 then there's like the nordics who are 2413 01:26:03,189 --> 01:25:59,520 like us 2414 01:26:05,030 --> 01:26:03,199 yeah and other corporeal beings like um 2415 01:26:07,030 --> 01:26:05,040 like anjali uh 2416 01:26:09,590 --> 01:26:07,040 uh has encounters with 2417 01:26:11,750 --> 01:26:09,600 the the mantis i've had encounters with 2418 01:26:14,070 --> 01:26:11,760 more of the what i call sarian or 2419 01:26:16,470 --> 01:26:14,080 reptilian type beings so there's there's 2420 01:26:18,470 --> 01:26:16,480 a full gamut of the experience 2421 01:26:19,910 --> 01:26:18,480 yeah that needs to be looked at 2422 01:26:22,070 --> 01:26:19,920 yeah and i only made that face because 2423 01:26:23,590 --> 01:26:22,080 the mantid thing always like weirds me 2424 01:26:25,910 --> 01:26:23,600 out um 2425 01:26:26,790 --> 01:26:25,920 because i've seen a hologram the first 2426 01:26:29,830 --> 01:26:26,800 like 2427 01:26:31,110 --> 01:26:29,840 awake sighting of a being that i had was 2428 01:26:33,430 --> 01:26:31,120 of this 2429 01:26:34,870 --> 01:26:33,440 mantid looking head i didn't notice the 2430 01:26:37,669 --> 01:26:34,880 body because i was just like zeroed in 2431 01:26:40,310 --> 01:26:37,679 on the face um but it almost looked like 2432 01:26:42,070 --> 01:26:40,320 a hologram so i'm like 2433 01:26:43,430 --> 01:26:42,080 did it send me one of its holograms or 2434 01:26:45,510 --> 01:26:43,440 did it not want to come visit in person 2435 01:26:47,189 --> 01:26:45,520 like is that what it is does it look 2436 01:26:48,390 --> 01:26:47,199 like that is it like some sort of weird 2437 01:26:51,110 --> 01:26:48,400 light being that looks like a hologram 2438 01:26:53,510 --> 01:26:51,120 to me and then it you know is physical 2439 01:26:55,590 --> 01:26:53,520 to some people and not to others so 2440 01:26:57,030 --> 01:26:55,600 i just don't understand the whole mantis 2441 01:26:59,910 --> 01:26:57,040 uh 2442 01:27:03,189 --> 01:26:59,920 um thing you know um 2443 01:27:07,750 --> 01:27:05,030 now this is an interesting 2444 01:27:10,229 --> 01:27:07,760 question um when you guys meet people 2445 01:27:12,950 --> 01:27:10,239 can you tell if they are experiencers 2446 01:27:15,669 --> 01:27:12,960 without being told they are experiencers 2447 01:27:18,790 --> 01:27:15,679 i definitely notice like like when i 2448 01:27:20,950 --> 01:27:18,800 meet somebody that's an experiencer um i 2449 01:27:23,110 --> 01:27:20,960 automatically get along with them but 2450 01:27:25,030 --> 01:27:23,120 because of the open-mindedness that 2451 01:27:26,870 --> 01:27:25,040 experiencers have but i'm not going to 2452 01:27:28,709 --> 01:27:26,880 be like oh wow you like to study ancient 2453 01:27:30,470 --> 01:27:28,719 religions too have you ever been 2454 01:27:31,669 --> 01:27:30,480 abducted like you know 2455 01:27:33,590 --> 01:27:31,679 i don't know 2456 01:27:36,229 --> 01:27:33,600 i know that they've had experiences with 2457 01:27:38,470 --> 01:27:36,239 other beings and to me 2458 01:27:40,390 --> 01:27:38,480 um when when people start talking about 2459 01:27:41,990 --> 01:27:40,400 spirit guides and um light beings and 2460 01:27:43,270 --> 01:27:42,000 all that stuff i'm like 2461 01:27:45,270 --> 01:27:43,280 you've probably been abducted like in my 2462 01:27:47,590 --> 01:27:45,280 head you know like you've probably 2463 01:27:48,950 --> 01:27:47,600 so um but what about you do you kind of 2464 01:27:50,870 --> 01:27:48,960 get like a little ping when you meet 2465 01:27:53,270 --> 01:27:50,880 another experiencer 2466 01:27:54,310 --> 01:27:53,280 i get um what i call 2467 01:27:56,709 --> 01:27:54,320 um 2468 01:27:58,390 --> 01:27:56,719 i feel like an aura of energy around me 2469 01:27:59,910 --> 01:27:58,400 not with experiences but with light 2470 01:28:02,310 --> 01:27:59,920 workers 2471 01:28:04,870 --> 01:28:02,320 so if i know someone is a light worker i 2472 01:28:05,990 --> 01:28:04,880 know it because i have this feeling of 2473 01:28:08,629 --> 01:28:06,000 this 2474 01:28:11,270 --> 01:28:08,639 are around me and an r around them 2475 01:28:13,189 --> 01:28:11,280 and i feel an instant infinite affinity 2476 01:28:15,669 --> 01:28:13,199 yes to that person 2477 01:28:17,750 --> 01:28:15,679 um i've not had that with experiences 2478 01:28:18,629 --> 01:28:17,760 per se 2479 01:28:20,950 --> 01:28:18,639 okay 2480 01:28:23,750 --> 01:28:20,960 and i feel that yeah yeah but in the 2481 01:28:24,870 --> 01:28:23,760 communities where i meet experiencers 2482 01:28:26,070 --> 01:28:24,880 um 2483 01:28:28,790 --> 01:28:26,080 for example 2484 01:28:31,350 --> 01:28:28,800 i was a member of cosmic empowerment a 2485 01:28:33,270 --> 01:28:31,360 meet up in charlotte north carolina 2486 01:28:35,350 --> 01:28:33,280 and uh i was a member of that and there 2487 01:28:37,430 --> 01:28:35,360 were experiences there i just knew there 2488 01:28:39,669 --> 01:28:37,440 were experiencers i mean you don't go to 2489 01:28:41,510 --> 01:28:39,679 something like cosmic empowerment 2490 01:28:43,189 --> 01:28:41,520 and talk about this phenomenon without 2491 01:28:44,709 --> 01:28:43,199 you know bringing something of that 2492 01:28:46,310 --> 01:28:44,719 experience with you and so i knew there 2493 01:28:47,590 --> 01:28:46,320 were experiences there 2494 01:28:49,590 --> 01:28:47,600 but what i 2495 01:28:52,149 --> 01:28:49,600 felt were the two light workers that 2496 01:28:54,390 --> 01:28:52,159 were there i knew exactly who they were 2497 01:28:55,990 --> 01:28:54,400 oh wow and uh i i mentioned that they 2498 01:28:56,870 --> 01:28:56,000 were light workers they were surprised 2499 01:28:59,189 --> 01:28:56,880 and 2500 01:29:00,790 --> 01:28:59,199 that makes sense 2501 01:29:03,510 --> 01:29:00,800 because people ask me if i can see auras 2502 01:29:05,750 --> 01:29:03,520 i'm like i get like um 2503 01:29:07,910 --> 01:29:05,760 like i know what color their aura is or 2504 01:29:09,510 --> 01:29:07,920 i know what they're always saying or 2505 01:29:12,790 --> 01:29:09,520 what it and what it's 2506 01:29:14,310 --> 01:29:12,800 like it's like uh i know what it's i 2507 01:29:16,470 --> 01:29:14,320 can't i don't it's not saying anything 2508 01:29:19,189 --> 01:29:16,480 obviously but i just know what it means 2509 01:29:21,830 --> 01:29:19,199 um and i'll get like a a color will pop 2510 01:29:24,550 --> 01:29:21,840 into my head but i don't see them like 2511 01:29:25,830 --> 01:29:24,560 visually but with other healers and 2512 01:29:26,790 --> 01:29:25,840 light workers 2513 01:29:28,390 --> 01:29:26,800 i see 2514 01:29:30,950 --> 01:29:28,400 like a white thing around them and like 2515 01:29:33,590 --> 01:29:30,960 you said an instant affinity for them 2516 01:29:35,270 --> 01:29:33,600 like you meet somebody else that you 2517 01:29:37,510 --> 01:29:35,280 know they're a healer whether they're an 2518 01:29:39,110 --> 01:29:37,520 experiencer or not they've experienced 2519 01:29:40,950 --> 01:29:39,120 something they're a healer and you're 2520 01:29:43,350 --> 01:29:40,960 like i just love this person like i 2521 01:29:45,189 --> 01:29:43,360 don't know why but i just automatically 2522 01:29:47,270 --> 01:29:45,199 have this like respect and love for this 2523 01:29:49,669 --> 01:29:47,280 person so i hope that answers your 2524 01:29:54,870 --> 01:29:53,669 uh walker sorry i forgot sorry i was i 2525 01:29:56,070 --> 01:29:54,880 was reading another one and trying to 2526 01:29:58,070 --> 01:29:56,080 talk so 2527 01:30:00,550 --> 01:29:58,080 um 2528 01:30:01,990 --> 01:30:00,560 another question from rachel says and 2529 01:30:04,310 --> 01:30:02,000 welcome back rachel thank you so much 2530 01:30:06,070 --> 01:30:04,320 for you know coming again 2531 01:30:08,070 --> 01:30:06,080 question for john what are john's 2532 01:30:10,229 --> 01:30:08,080 thoughts about the bledsoe encounters 2533 01:30:12,950 --> 01:30:10,239 more specifically is he familiar with 2534 01:30:15,350 --> 01:30:12,960 the lady and the healing techniques 2535 01:30:16,470 --> 01:30:15,360 using frequencies 2536 01:30:18,229 --> 01:30:16,480 so i am 2537 01:30:21,350 --> 01:30:18,239 i am familiar with the encounters with a 2538 01:30:23,590 --> 01:30:21,360 lady my wife had an encounter 2539 01:30:25,669 --> 01:30:23,600 she was not the white lady but a lady in 2540 01:30:28,070 --> 01:30:25,679 blue the blue lady 2541 01:30:29,910 --> 01:30:28,080 and a co-worker of mine at cia had 2542 01:30:31,990 --> 01:30:29,920 several encounters with a white lady his 2543 01:30:33,510 --> 01:30:32,000 name is michael he let me use his name 2544 01:30:35,270 --> 01:30:33,520 he's retired now 2545 01:30:37,750 --> 01:30:35,280 and he's an experiencer and he 2546 01:30:40,790 --> 01:30:37,760 experienced uh the white lady much like 2547 01:30:43,669 --> 01:30:40,800 the blessos experience the white lady 2548 01:30:45,910 --> 01:30:43,679 and there was a message conveyed to him 2549 01:30:47,669 --> 01:30:45,920 um and the message was 2550 01:30:48,550 --> 01:30:47,679 um 2551 01:30:51,270 --> 01:30:48,560 uh 2552 01:30:53,430 --> 01:30:51,280 it wasn't like a cataclysm but something 2553 01:30:57,030 --> 01:30:53,440 profound might be occurring 2554 01:30:58,790 --> 01:30:57,040 and he had the date 2026 2555 01:31:00,709 --> 01:30:58,800 um that something profound might be 2556 01:31:02,790 --> 01:31:00,719 occurring in 2026 so it will cause a 2557 01:31:05,510 --> 01:31:02,800 shift 2558 01:31:07,910 --> 01:31:05,520 in our uh in our world 2559 01:31:10,070 --> 01:31:07,920 it's not like a physical you know 2560 01:31:12,149 --> 01:31:10,080 magnetic pole shift but a shift in 2561 01:31:13,669 --> 01:31:12,159 consciousness a higher it's an upgrade 2562 01:31:14,870 --> 01:31:13,679 for all of us to go to higher 2563 01:31:16,629 --> 01:31:14,880 consciousness 2564 01:31:19,030 --> 01:31:16,639 and that some folks 2565 01:31:20,870 --> 01:31:19,040 may be left behind but not separated 2566 01:31:23,189 --> 01:31:20,880 it's not like the rapture 2567 01:31:24,709 --> 01:31:23,199 uh yeah christian theology is that like 2568 01:31:26,310 --> 01:31:24,719 we'll be on this world and all of a 2569 01:31:28,390 --> 01:31:26,320 sudden we realize 2570 01:31:30,790 --> 01:31:28,400 um that hey this is the world i've 2571 01:31:32,950 --> 01:31:30,800 always wanted it's so lovely here it's 2572 01:31:35,189 --> 01:31:32,960 it's full of peace now full of love 2573 01:31:36,070 --> 01:31:35,199 all these conflicts have been 2574 01:31:38,709 --> 01:31:36,080 like 2575 01:31:40,550 --> 01:31:38,719 have passed away and the other world 2576 01:31:42,229 --> 01:31:40,560 will still be in what we're experiencing 2577 01:31:45,270 --> 01:31:42,239 now 2578 01:31:46,629 --> 01:31:45,280 turmoil and conflict um like that and 2579 01:31:48,550 --> 01:31:46,639 that that 2580 01:31:50,070 --> 01:31:48,560 they wouldn't know that they shifted and 2581 01:31:52,149 --> 01:31:50,080 and we would feel like this was just a 2582 01:31:53,590 --> 01:31:52,159 natural progression yeah um that's the 2583 01:31:56,709 --> 01:31:53,600 message he got 2584 01:31:58,390 --> 01:31:56,719 um that makes sense there's a path there 2585 01:32:01,590 --> 01:31:58,400 going both ways i didn't get the first 2586 01:32:04,790 --> 01:32:01,600 part of that question but i answered the 2587 01:32:06,149 --> 01:32:04,800 i think it was about bledsoe um yes oh 2588 01:32:07,189 --> 01:32:06,159 yes thank you 2589 01:32:08,629 --> 01:32:07,199 what are your thoughts about the blood 2590 01:32:11,270 --> 01:32:08,639 zone well uh 2591 01:32:13,270 --> 01:32:11,280 i was offered to uh be introduced to the 2592 01:32:15,110 --> 01:32:13,280 bledsoes uh 2593 01:32:16,790 --> 01:32:15,120 through um 2594 01:32:18,870 --> 01:32:16,800 the person we know in common and that's 2595 01:32:21,990 --> 01:32:18,880 jim semivan 2596 01:32:24,310 --> 01:32:22,000 but uh i i would love to talk to them um 2597 01:32:25,990 --> 01:32:24,320 but i've not met them 2598 01:32:27,910 --> 01:32:26,000 yeah they seem very interesting i love 2599 01:32:30,070 --> 01:32:27,920 their um i love their podcasts like 2600 01:32:31,910 --> 01:32:30,080 they're funny but then they talk about 2601 01:32:32,870 --> 01:32:31,920 serious things and make light humor of 2602 01:32:35,270 --> 01:32:32,880 it and 2603 01:32:36,870 --> 01:32:35,280 just the whole story about it um 2604 01:32:38,950 --> 01:32:36,880 just their story is just very 2605 01:32:41,430 --> 01:32:38,960 interesting and compelling because the 2606 01:32:42,629 --> 01:32:41,440 way it's happened to like the whole 2607 01:32:44,870 --> 01:32:42,639 family and that's that's another 2608 01:32:47,189 --> 01:32:44,880 commonality too that i you know with 2609 01:32:48,950 --> 01:32:47,199 experiencers i wish my grandma was still 2610 01:32:51,270 --> 01:32:48,960 alive because with all her 2611 01:32:52,709 --> 01:32:51,280 um experiences with the spirit world i 2612 01:32:54,550 --> 01:32:52,719 want to ask her 2613 01:32:56,070 --> 01:32:54,560 you know um 2614 01:32:57,990 --> 01:32:56,080 have you ever seen 2615 01:33:01,110 --> 01:32:58,000 you know like the ufo question 2616 01:33:02,390 --> 01:33:01,120 but when i saw mine um my when i had my 2617 01:33:04,229 --> 01:33:02,400 experience 2618 01:33:05,270 --> 01:33:04,239 and i came back and told my grandpa he 2619 01:33:07,430 --> 01:33:05,280 was just like you're not supposed to be 2620 01:33:08,870 --> 01:33:07,440 outside like he totally ignored 2621 01:33:10,229 --> 01:33:08,880 like he thought he was he was gonna get 2622 01:33:11,350 --> 01:33:10,239 in trouble because he was the one 2623 01:33:12,629 --> 01:33:11,360 sleeping on the couch that shouldn't 2624 01:33:14,070 --> 01:33:12,639 should have heard me sneaking out to go 2625 01:33:15,669 --> 01:33:14,080 outside to look at this guy 2626 01:33:17,350 --> 01:33:15,679 so um he thought he was gonna get in 2627 01:33:19,510 --> 01:33:17,360 trouble and it was like basically didn't 2628 01:33:21,270 --> 01:33:19,520 listen to anything i said 2629 01:33:24,229 --> 01:33:21,280 um 2630 01:33:25,830 --> 01:33:24,239 yeah it seems like uh i i like that so 2631 01:33:27,669 --> 01:33:25,840 many people have questions different 2632 01:33:28,790 --> 01:33:27,679 questions tonight for you 2633 01:33:31,350 --> 01:33:28,800 um 2634 01:33:33,110 --> 01:33:31,360 because it kind of is like uh 2635 01:33:36,390 --> 01:33:33,120 it's letting i feel like it's not so 2636 01:33:38,310 --> 01:33:36,400 like rigid like you know um as some 2637 01:33:39,110 --> 01:33:38,320 other questions people have had 2638 01:33:42,229 --> 01:33:39,120 so 2639 01:33:43,990 --> 01:33:42,239 um this is one about your decor 2640 01:33:46,870 --> 01:33:44,000 so so we've talked about everything 2641 01:33:49,510 --> 01:33:46,880 tonight guys from the cure in 80s music 2642 01:33:54,629 --> 01:33:52,629 his his decorations uh 2643 01:33:56,470 --> 01:33:54,639 is there any significance about the wolf 2644 01:33:58,229 --> 01:33:56,480 over your shoulder um 2645 01:34:00,229 --> 01:33:58,239 in your on your wall 2646 01:34:03,990 --> 01:34:00,239 well they're uh in south uh in the 2647 01:34:05,510 --> 01:34:04,000 southwest especially in uh arizona uh 2648 01:34:08,149 --> 01:34:05,520 southern arizona 2649 01:34:10,790 --> 01:34:08,159 we have coyotes and that is a coyote 2650 01:34:12,229 --> 01:34:10,800 and when you see coyotes at night 2651 01:34:14,390 --> 01:34:12,239 first of all if you see a cowardly a 2652 01:34:16,470 --> 01:34:14,400 night i wouldn't go there 2653 01:34:19,270 --> 01:34:16,480 but coyotes are known to 2654 01:34:21,910 --> 01:34:19,280 arch their necks up toward the sky and 2655 01:34:23,270 --> 01:34:21,920 howl or yep they actually yip oh yeah 2656 01:34:24,950 --> 01:34:23,280 it's super weird yeah when you're first 2657 01:34:26,870 --> 01:34:24,960 here as you know 2658 01:34:29,030 --> 01:34:26,880 having lived in arizona 2659 01:34:30,790 --> 01:34:29,040 so that is a coyote and it's just one of 2660 01:34:33,110 --> 01:34:30,800 the decorative things we have the other 2661 01:34:35,750 --> 01:34:33,120 is cocopelli you probably have seen 2662 01:34:38,550 --> 01:34:35,760 coca-pellis around it's uh oh my gosh 2663 01:34:41,030 --> 01:34:38,560 coca-cola is everywhere yeah out there 2664 01:34:43,350 --> 01:34:41,040 playing a flute um with an arch back 2665 01:34:46,870 --> 01:34:43,360 playing a flute yeah and it's part of 2666 01:34:48,390 --> 01:34:46,880 the hopi culture cocopeli having led the 2667 01:34:50,950 --> 01:34:48,400 hopi people 2668 01:34:53,030 --> 01:34:50,960 um to their home 2669 01:34:55,350 --> 01:34:53,040 it's interesting they followed cocopelli 2670 01:34:57,590 --> 01:34:55,360 and his flute playing it's 2671 01:35:00,149 --> 01:34:57,600 it's uh i guess i 2672 01:35:01,910 --> 01:35:00,159 i it's sort of like the pie piper in a 2673 01:35:03,669 --> 01:35:01,920 way you know 2674 01:35:04,790 --> 01:35:03,679 that uh it's part of their culture 2675 01:35:06,709 --> 01:35:04,800 there's a lot of stories like that 2676 01:35:08,950 --> 01:35:06,719 though a native tradition like my dad's 2677 01:35:11,430 --> 01:35:08,960 uh the tribe in arizona called odom 2678 01:35:14,550 --> 01:35:11,440 there's a being called iatoy and he 2679 01:35:16,550 --> 01:35:14,560 led people out of the sacred mountain 2680 01:35:19,189 --> 01:35:16,560 and that's where we came from basically 2681 01:35:22,870 --> 01:35:19,199 out of the earth tonight 2682 01:35:25,910 --> 01:35:22,880 i have a story about that real quick um 2683 01:35:28,070 --> 01:35:25,920 so one one of my beliefs um that i've 2684 01:35:30,390 --> 01:35:28,080 been researching was atlantis and the 2685 01:35:32,390 --> 01:35:30,400 other was another 2686 01:35:35,030 --> 01:35:32,400 uh civilization co-existing with 2687 01:35:37,510 --> 01:35:35,040 atlantis called lumeria yes whereas 2688 01:35:38,790 --> 01:35:37,520 atlanteans seem to have been very rigid 2689 01:35:39,830 --> 01:35:38,800 in their 2690 01:35:42,390 --> 01:35:39,840 outlook 2691 01:35:44,470 --> 01:35:42,400 they're not militaristic but very rigid 2692 01:35:46,950 --> 01:35:44,480 um not very flexible in their outlook 2693 01:35:49,510 --> 01:35:46,960 they were highly technological 2694 01:35:51,350 --> 01:35:49,520 and the lumerians were more like more 2695 01:35:53,830 --> 01:35:51,360 spiritual i have heard this the 2696 01:35:56,550 --> 01:35:53,840 atlanteans were a patriarchal society 2697 01:35:57,990 --> 01:35:56,560 lumerians were matriarchal 2698 01:36:01,750 --> 01:35:58,000 and that 2699 01:36:03,590 --> 01:36:01,760 and come out through qhht sessions 2700 01:36:05,510 --> 01:36:03,600 by various practitioners that seems to 2701 01:36:07,510 --> 01:36:05,520 be a common story 2702 01:36:09,350 --> 01:36:07,520 about the lumerians having something 2703 01:36:11,430 --> 01:36:09,360 called the red crystal 2704 01:36:12,790 --> 01:36:11,440 that had healing properties and the 2705 01:36:15,189 --> 01:36:12,800 atlanteans 2706 01:36:18,070 --> 01:36:15,199 having some kind of virus 2707 01:36:20,229 --> 01:36:18,080 and they wanted to get this crystal 2708 01:36:22,229 --> 01:36:20,239 and in order to get the crystal the 2709 01:36:25,189 --> 01:36:22,239 atlanteans then 2710 01:36:27,030 --> 01:36:25,199 practically like destroyed the lumerians 2711 01:36:29,990 --> 01:36:27,040 and the lumerians had to 2712 01:36:32,229 --> 01:36:30,000 like hide from the atlanteans 2713 01:36:34,310 --> 01:36:32,239 um and the atlanteans later 2714 01:36:36,229 --> 01:36:34,320 you know um 2715 01:36:37,669 --> 01:36:36,239 evolved into 2716 01:36:43,189 --> 01:36:37,679 like um 2717 01:36:45,750 --> 01:36:43,199 like a rigid patriarchal society 2718 01:36:48,550 --> 01:36:45,760 uh very technologically oriented whereas 2719 01:36:50,950 --> 01:36:48,560 the lumerians um were more spiritually 2720 01:36:53,910 --> 01:36:50,960 oriented and so when the marines 2721 01:36:55,910 --> 01:36:53,920 scattered through east asia and down the 2722 01:36:59,669 --> 01:36:55,920 land bridge to barren straits and into 2723 01:37:01,910 --> 01:36:59,679 latin america and to in polynesia um 2724 01:37:04,390 --> 01:37:01,920 their outlook was more 2725 01:37:06,950 --> 01:37:04,400 spiritual yes and that's why you know 2726 01:37:10,070 --> 01:37:06,960 like you said uh the uh tohono odom 2727 01:37:11,910 --> 01:37:10,080 tribe and other stories from our 2728 01:37:15,830 --> 01:37:11,920 indigenous native peoples 2729 01:37:16,709 --> 01:37:15,840 they're more tuned into like nature 2730 01:37:18,310 --> 01:37:16,719 they 2731 01:37:20,149 --> 01:37:18,320 have more 2732 01:37:22,390 --> 01:37:20,159 affinity toward 2733 01:37:23,510 --> 01:37:22,400 understanding the divinity of everything 2734 01:37:25,910 --> 01:37:23,520 in nature 2735 01:37:29,109 --> 01:37:25,920 whereas the atlanteans were more like 2736 01:37:31,109 --> 01:37:29,119 nuts and bolts weapons yeah yeah and 2737 01:37:33,109 --> 01:37:31,119 that we're more like influenced by 2738 01:37:35,030 --> 01:37:33,119 atlanteans and the lumerians are more on 2739 01:37:37,910 --> 01:37:35,040 the western hemisphere 2740 01:37:40,070 --> 01:37:37,920 and the indigenous populations so 2741 01:37:42,870 --> 01:37:40,080 that's one of the 2742 01:37:45,669 --> 01:37:42,880 theories hypotheses about 2743 01:37:47,590 --> 01:37:45,679 our origins and what it might have been 2744 01:37:49,350 --> 01:37:47,600 ancient civilizations here 2745 01:37:51,669 --> 01:37:49,360 but if you look at 2746 01:37:54,390 --> 01:37:51,679 sarah brexman cosmi was 2747 01:37:55,189 --> 01:37:54,400 a qhc level 3 practitioner 2748 01:37:58,709 --> 01:37:55,199 who 2749 01:38:02,390 --> 01:38:01,590 julia the the daughter of dolores cannon 2750 01:38:05,830 --> 01:38:02,400 and 2751 01:38:06,790 --> 01:38:05,840 together you know when they do these qhd 2752 01:38:09,669 --> 01:38:06,800 sessions 2753 01:38:10,790 --> 01:38:09,679 with clients they come up with the same 2754 01:38:13,590 --> 01:38:10,800 story 2755 01:38:16,950 --> 01:38:13,600 people who have absolutely no background 2756 01:38:20,390 --> 01:38:16,960 no knowledge no interest in ufos uaps or 2757 01:38:23,109 --> 01:38:20,400 ancient civilizations under qhht they've 2758 01:38:25,750 --> 01:38:23,119 been telling the exact same story and 2759 01:38:27,990 --> 01:38:25,760 she shared this story 2760 01:38:30,870 --> 01:38:28,000 at the star works usa conference that i 2761 01:38:32,310 --> 01:38:30,880 attended sponsored by jack valet and 2762 01:38:34,790 --> 01:38:32,320 paula harris 2763 01:38:36,950 --> 01:38:34,800 and it's so amazing that um 2764 01:38:40,550 --> 01:38:36,960 uh you know there was this like common 2765 01:38:43,590 --> 01:38:40,560 story that is sort of like part of our 2766 01:38:45,750 --> 01:38:43,600 uh makeup or the hidden history that 2767 01:38:48,229 --> 01:38:45,760 gets passed on 2768 01:38:49,990 --> 01:38:48,239 uh through maybe various incarnations 2769 01:38:52,229 --> 01:38:50,000 that we have right 2770 01:38:54,709 --> 01:38:52,239 about this story and to me it makes a 2771 01:38:56,870 --> 01:38:54,719 lot of sense so yeah 2772 01:38:59,350 --> 01:38:56,880 like the eastern way of thinking the 2773 01:39:02,070 --> 01:38:59,360 eastern religions way and plus the more 2774 01:39:04,310 --> 01:39:02,080 dogmatic western religion way of 2775 01:39:06,550 --> 01:39:04,320 of thinking 2776 01:39:07,830 --> 01:39:06,560 absolutely and yeah that makes a lot of 2777 01:39:09,830 --> 01:39:07,840 sense because i've heard similar things 2778 01:39:11,430 --> 01:39:09,840 about the two civilizations 2779 01:39:15,030 --> 01:39:11,440 but guys i'm sorry if i'm not going to 2780 01:39:16,870 --> 01:39:15,040 get to everybody's questions tonight um 2781 01:39:19,669 --> 01:39:16,880 because we are coming up on like almost 2782 01:39:20,950 --> 01:39:19,679 an hour and 40 minutes i saw a question 2783 01:39:23,750 --> 01:39:20,960 um 2784 01:39:25,510 --> 01:39:23,760 we'll do one more if that's okay that's 2785 01:39:26,870 --> 01:39:25,520 fine i'm here as long as you want me oh 2786 01:39:28,550 --> 01:39:26,880 okay 2787 01:39:30,470 --> 01:39:28,560 everybody i feel like people are asking 2788 01:39:31,350 --> 01:39:30,480 you questions they wanted to ask you 2789 01:39:36,149 --> 01:39:31,360 um 2790 01:39:38,310 --> 01:39:36,159 marco's question 2791 01:39:40,229 --> 01:39:38,320 okay um question from 2792 01:39:42,070 --> 01:39:40,239 let me just put it up question from 2793 01:39:44,229 --> 01:39:42,080 kryptos conundrum what are the things 2794 01:39:46,950 --> 01:39:44,239 that stand out the most 2795 01:39:48,870 --> 01:39:46,960 um do you mean like in general 2796 01:39:51,030 --> 01:39:48,880 or um 2797 01:39:52,950 --> 01:39:51,040 can you clarify the question for me or 2798 01:39:55,669 --> 01:39:52,960 do you understand what he's saying 2799 01:39:58,310 --> 01:39:55,679 um yes i'll just give a brief rundown of 2800 01:40:00,070 --> 01:39:58,320 my take on kryptos conundrum first of 2801 01:40:02,390 --> 01:40:00,080 all um you have to realize that it is 2802 01:40:05,430 --> 01:40:02,400 fiction it's a fictionalized account 2803 01:40:09,430 --> 01:40:05,440 oh okay all right chase brandon 2804 01:40:11,189 --> 01:40:09,440 um he uh saw the actual files 2805 01:40:12,550 --> 01:40:11,199 of roswell 2806 01:40:13,910 --> 01:40:12,560 in the historical intelligence 2807 01:40:16,310 --> 01:40:13,920 collection 2808 01:40:19,350 --> 01:40:16,320 and based on what he saw 2809 01:40:22,709 --> 01:40:19,360 he confirmed that there was a craft and 2810 01:40:24,229 --> 01:40:22,719 there were non-human bodies recovered 2811 01:40:26,950 --> 01:40:24,239 from that craft 2812 01:40:29,669 --> 01:40:26,960 and the cia knows about it 2813 01:40:32,390 --> 01:40:29,679 that's the core of the story what he did 2814 01:40:35,430 --> 01:40:32,400 was when he investigated it 2815 01:40:40,870 --> 01:40:37,910 researched it for himself 2816 01:40:43,830 --> 01:40:40,880 it's an informed research but he had to 2817 01:40:45,669 --> 01:40:43,840 cast it into a fictional form 2818 01:40:48,149 --> 01:40:45,679 what he did was 2819 01:40:49,510 --> 01:40:48,159 pretty much confirm what i've said about 2820 01:40:54,550 --> 01:40:49,520 atlanteans 2821 01:40:57,030 --> 01:40:54,560 input into the way we turned out 2822 01:40:58,070 --> 01:40:57,040 and and that um 2823 01:41:00,470 --> 01:40:58,080 humans 2824 01:41:02,629 --> 01:41:00,480 are more recent and the phenomenon we're 2825 01:41:04,470 --> 01:41:02,639 seeing the beings that are here 2826 01:41:07,350 --> 01:41:04,480 trying to interact with us 2827 01:41:08,950 --> 01:41:07,360 have been here a lot longer than humans 2828 01:41:10,629 --> 01:41:08,960 have and they may have been conflicts 2829 01:41:12,709 --> 01:41:10,639 among them 2830 01:41:14,070 --> 01:41:12,719 and the humans 2831 01:41:16,709 --> 01:41:14,080 evolved 2832 01:41:19,189 --> 01:41:16,719 and certain humans were selected from 2833 01:41:22,229 --> 01:41:19,199 way back 2834 01:41:25,030 --> 01:41:22,239 like a long time ago like tens if 2835 01:41:26,950 --> 01:41:25,040 thousands of years ago 2836 01:41:29,030 --> 01:41:26,960 and 2837 01:41:31,750 --> 01:41:29,040 i don't know if the word seated is right 2838 01:41:33,990 --> 01:41:31,760 but certain humans were more elevated in 2839 01:41:37,350 --> 01:41:34,000 their dna than other humans 2840 01:41:41,669 --> 01:41:37,360 and that this elevation of dna um 2841 01:41:45,350 --> 01:41:43,830 they were more tuned into the phenomenon 2842 01:41:47,590 --> 01:41:45,360 and they were receiving messages from 2843 01:41:50,950 --> 01:41:47,600 the phenomenon so his main character dr 2844 01:41:53,270 --> 01:41:50,960 jonathan chalmers a cia officer 2845 01:41:55,990 --> 01:41:53,280 was receiving messages because he was 2846 01:41:58,709 --> 01:41:56,000 part of that bloodline of 2847 01:42:00,870 --> 01:41:58,719 enhanced humans from way back in his 2848 01:42:03,590 --> 01:42:00,880 generations 2849 01:42:04,550 --> 01:42:03,600 and that he realized dr thomas did in 2850 01:42:06,950 --> 01:42:04,560 the book 2851 01:42:08,950 --> 01:42:06,960 that there was this like possible 2852 01:42:10,470 --> 01:42:08,960 cataclysm that might happen on the earth 2853 01:42:12,070 --> 01:42:10,480 and he wanted to prepare 2854 01:42:13,030 --> 01:42:12,080 the earth for it 2855 01:42:16,550 --> 01:42:13,040 now 2856 01:42:19,189 --> 01:42:16,560 more on the phenomenon side of uaps 2857 01:42:20,430 --> 01:42:19,199 uh keeping in mind that chase brandon 2858 01:42:22,629 --> 01:42:20,440 retired in 2859 01:42:24,950 --> 01:42:22,639 2006 i believe 2860 01:42:29,270 --> 01:42:24,960 and he wrote the book probably starting 2861 01:42:31,750 --> 01:42:29,280 in 2010 and finished in 2012. um he said 2862 01:42:36,629 --> 01:42:34,470 you need to look under the water into 2863 01:42:37,669 --> 01:42:36,639 the seas because that's where the craft 2864 01:42:39,830 --> 01:42:37,679 are 2865 01:42:41,910 --> 01:42:39,840 they go into the sea and they come out 2866 01:42:44,310 --> 01:42:41,920 of the sea they fly in our ear and they 2867 01:42:46,550 --> 01:42:44,320 go back into the sea he said the key to 2868 01:42:48,470 --> 01:42:46,560 understanding what we're seeing is to 2869 01:42:51,189 --> 01:42:48,480 look under the water and the government 2870 01:42:53,590 --> 01:42:51,199 knows what's under the water 2871 01:42:55,270 --> 01:42:53,600 um and so that was the big takeaway for 2872 01:42:57,910 --> 01:42:55,280 me that he understood there were such 2873 01:42:59,109 --> 01:42:57,920 things as uh usos 2874 01:43:01,910 --> 01:42:59,119 under the water and that's what we're 2875 01:43:03,990 --> 01:43:01,920 really seeing and he also wrote uh long 2876 01:43:05,910 --> 01:43:04,000 before anyone knew about 2877 01:43:07,669 --> 01:43:05,920 the uss princeton and nimitz and the 2878 01:43:10,550 --> 01:43:07,679 fa-18s 2879 01:43:12,149 --> 01:43:10,560 he wrote about and his narrative 2880 01:43:13,750 --> 01:43:12,159 he wrote about an earlier time in the 2881 01:43:18,070 --> 01:43:13,760 50s where there's an aircraft carrier 2882 01:43:20,629 --> 01:43:18,080 with planes that encountered these craft 2883 01:43:23,189 --> 01:43:20,639 and so he had knowledge of what was 2884 01:43:24,870 --> 01:43:23,199 really going on but he had to cast it 2885 01:43:26,149 --> 01:43:24,880 into a way that 2886 01:43:27,830 --> 01:43:26,159 could make 2887 01:43:29,590 --> 01:43:27,840 the cia approved 2888 01:43:31,990 --> 01:43:29,600 so his book was completely approved by 2889 01:43:33,270 --> 01:43:32,000 cia and he told the story 2890 01:43:36,229 --> 01:43:33,280 behind the story 2891 01:43:38,550 --> 01:43:36,239 and on coast coast am he said 2892 01:43:40,550 --> 01:43:38,560 it's all in there it's fiction but it's 2893 01:43:42,390 --> 01:43:40,560 all in there you have to read 2894 01:43:44,709 --> 01:43:42,400 not between the lines but behind the 2895 01:43:47,270 --> 01:43:44,719 lines and he said in 2012 in his 2896 01:43:49,189 --> 01:43:47,280 interview with george nuri 2897 01:43:51,590 --> 01:43:49,199 it will come out 2898 01:43:54,709 --> 01:43:51,600 this story cannot be contained it will 2899 01:43:56,229 --> 01:43:54,719 come out and here we are in 2022. 2900 01:43:58,229 --> 01:43:56,239 yeah i have that book i just haven't 2901 01:43:59,510 --> 01:43:58,239 read it so it's like it's in my stack of 2902 01:44:00,950 --> 01:43:59,520 i want to read this you know what i mean 2903 01:44:02,310 --> 01:44:00,960 so now i feel like i have to read it 2904 01:44:03,910 --> 01:44:02,320 because it sounds really 2905 01:44:06,390 --> 01:44:03,920 really interesting yeah but you keep in 2906 01:44:08,149 --> 01:44:06,400 mind it's it's fiction oh yeah there's 2907 01:44:09,910 --> 01:44:08,159 no i would 2908 01:44:12,950 --> 01:44:09,920 give one thing away there's no 2909 01:44:15,669 --> 01:44:12,960 underground tunnel underneath cia 2910 01:44:17,270 --> 01:44:15,679 there's no train system underneath cia 2911 01:44:18,229 --> 01:44:17,280 i've been down in the basement down 2912 01:44:20,950 --> 01:44:18,239 there 2913 01:44:23,990 --> 01:44:20,960 here 2914 01:44:26,709 --> 01:44:24,000 under fort knox and the other thing is 2915 01:44:28,470 --> 01:44:26,719 that the dates for roswell he used the 2916 01:44:30,950 --> 01:44:28,480 gregorian calendar 2917 01:44:32,550 --> 01:44:30,960 so hey i thought roswell in july but he 2918 01:44:34,709 --> 01:44:32,560 wrote it in june because he had to use 2919 01:44:37,590 --> 01:44:34,719 the gregorian calendar 2920 01:44:39,030 --> 01:44:37,600 that's very clever yes because then see 2921 01:44:40,950 --> 01:44:39,040 he can write about roswell in a 2922 01:44:43,030 --> 01:44:40,960 fictional form he can tell you what 2923 01:44:45,510 --> 01:44:43,040 happened to roswell but not use the 2924 01:44:47,270 --> 01:44:45,520 actual dates so see i say okay it's 2925 01:44:48,950 --> 01:44:47,280 fiction you can say whatever you want 2926 01:44:51,109 --> 01:44:48,960 about roswell from what you 2927 01:44:53,430 --> 01:44:51,119 um discovered but since you've got the 2928 01:44:54,709 --> 01:44:53,440 dates wrong ah that's fine 2929 01:44:55,990 --> 01:44:54,719 well now i have to read it because my 2930 01:44:58,070 --> 01:44:56,000 husband's like you don't you don't read 2931 01:45:00,629 --> 01:44:58,080 any fiction books aren't all your books 2932 01:45:02,229 --> 01:45:00,639 reference books i'm like kind of 2933 01:45:05,830 --> 01:45:02,239 but i have a fiction book that's just 2934 01:45:06,709 --> 01:45:05,840 sitting there see the kryptos conundrum 2935 01:45:09,270 --> 01:45:06,719 um 2936 01:45:10,310 --> 01:45:09,280 spaghetti has a question joey's also his 2937 01:45:12,229 --> 01:45:10,320 name 2938 01:45:15,510 --> 01:45:12,239 has john ever tested his implant with 2939 01:45:18,149 --> 01:45:15,520 the rf radio and you know him and yeah 2940 01:45:20,390 --> 01:45:18,159 and perhaps it's emitting signals 2941 01:45:22,629 --> 01:45:20,400 um i have not tested my implant with any 2942 01:45:24,550 --> 01:45:22,639 kind of electronic device 2943 01:45:25,910 --> 01:45:24,560 um and i don't know if it's emitting 2944 01:45:27,750 --> 01:45:25,920 signals 2945 01:45:29,270 --> 01:45:27,760 but i do know that 2946 01:45:31,590 --> 01:45:29,280 like you say 2947 01:45:35,270 --> 01:45:31,600 sometimes you can hear it 2948 01:45:36,390 --> 01:45:35,280 working i can hear a crinkling sound in 2949 01:45:38,629 --> 01:45:36,400 my head 2950 01:45:40,790 --> 01:45:38,639 one time i woke up with a metallic 2951 01:45:42,629 --> 01:45:40,800 flapping sound on my right ear 2952 01:45:45,510 --> 01:45:42,639 just flapping away 2953 01:45:47,750 --> 01:45:45,520 i could actually feel the air move as i 2954 01:45:49,510 --> 01:45:47,760 was waking up something was there 2955 01:45:51,750 --> 01:45:49,520 coincident with one of my other 2956 01:45:54,470 --> 01:45:51,760 experiences of encountering these beings 2957 01:45:57,590 --> 01:45:54,480 in my dreams there was some flapping but 2958 01:45:59,910 --> 01:45:57,600 no i haven't i haven't tested with rf 2959 01:46:02,950 --> 01:45:59,920 yeah the dream world and people's dreams 2960 01:46:06,310 --> 01:46:02,960 um the dreams of experiencers is 2961 01:46:08,229 --> 01:46:06,320 such a nut it's another topic that's uh 2962 01:46:09,910 --> 01:46:08,239 gets written off i think 2963 01:46:11,830 --> 01:46:09,920 you know what i mean because there's 2964 01:46:14,310 --> 01:46:11,840 dreams we're like yes i was researching 2965 01:46:15,830 --> 01:46:14,320 this before bed all day every day and i 2966 01:46:17,830 --> 01:46:15,840 had a dream about it but it wasn't weird 2967 01:46:19,510 --> 01:46:17,840 it didn't feel real because i knew that 2968 01:46:21,109 --> 01:46:19,520 where it was coming from and then 2969 01:46:23,350 --> 01:46:21,119 there's the ones where you have the 2970 01:46:27,430 --> 01:46:23,360 experience dream and you wake up with 2971 01:46:29,750 --> 01:46:27,440 either sick or with markings um whatever 2972 01:46:32,470 --> 01:46:29,760 hives weird feelings you know 2973 01:46:35,750 --> 01:46:32,480 all this stuff so it's that's another 2974 01:46:37,669 --> 01:46:35,760 route that i think gets overlooked a lot 2975 01:46:40,070 --> 01:46:37,679 i go to sleep with listening to and i 2976 01:46:43,189 --> 01:46:40,080 think on one of your questions asked 2977 01:46:45,590 --> 01:46:43,199 about if i use like listening to 2978 01:46:48,790 --> 01:46:45,600 frequencies chakra frequencies 2979 01:46:50,870 --> 01:46:48,800 so yeah you know like uh 432 hertz or 2980 01:46:51,990 --> 01:46:50,880 528 2981 01:46:54,470 --> 01:46:52,000 hurts 2982 01:46:55,430 --> 01:46:54,480 these sounds and also um 2983 01:46:57,830 --> 01:46:55,440 um 2984 01:46:59,270 --> 01:46:57,840 having uh the binaural experience of 2985 01:47:00,229 --> 01:46:59,280 having two frequencies very close 2986 01:47:01,910 --> 01:47:00,239 together 2987 01:47:04,149 --> 01:47:01,920 and then the subtraction of those two 2988 01:47:05,590 --> 01:47:04,159 frequencies are like two hertz four 2989 01:47:08,629 --> 01:47:05,600 hertz six hertz they're so close 2990 01:47:11,189 --> 01:47:08,639 together and they kind of resonate with 2991 01:47:12,070 --> 01:47:11,199 your brainwave frequencies they're very 2992 01:47:17,910 --> 01:47:12,080 very 2993 01:47:20,149 --> 01:47:17,920 from doing that 2994 01:47:24,629 --> 01:47:20,159 and so i would say experiences you know 2995 01:47:26,790 --> 01:47:24,639 if you go into a a tank a flotation tank 2996 01:47:28,470 --> 01:47:26,800 and remove your physical senses from 2997 01:47:30,950 --> 01:47:28,480 your experience and some people do this 2998 01:47:33,910 --> 01:47:30,960 chemically 2999 01:47:36,229 --> 01:47:33,920 mushrooms or whatever they use 3000 01:47:39,189 --> 01:47:36,239 but you're trying to separate your 3001 01:47:41,510 --> 01:47:39,199 conscious from your inner 3002 01:47:44,070 --> 01:47:41,520 consciousness and once you separate your 3003 01:47:45,350 --> 01:47:44,080 senses um you can have some remarkable 3004 01:47:47,270 --> 01:47:45,360 experiences 3005 01:47:50,070 --> 01:47:47,280 yes absolutely 3006 01:47:51,669 --> 01:47:50,080 yeah i do um we did a whole um we would 3007 01:47:53,750 --> 01:47:51,679 do journey work when i was doing the 3008 01:47:55,430 --> 01:47:53,760 priestess uh it was called pillars of 3009 01:47:57,590 --> 01:47:55,440 priestessing and 3010 01:48:00,310 --> 01:47:57,600 um we would do journey work and when i 3011 01:48:02,470 --> 01:48:00,320 first started doing it i was like 3012 01:48:05,270 --> 01:48:02,480 i mean there's certain um incense that 3013 01:48:07,270 --> 01:48:05,280 you burn that will like um sort of 3014 01:48:09,270 --> 01:48:07,280 trigger kind of like like people talk 3015 01:48:11,350 --> 01:48:09,280 about epigenetics but i feel like our 3016 01:48:13,109 --> 01:48:11,360 our soul has an epigenetic 3017 01:48:15,189 --> 01:48:13,119 or like an epi soul genetic you know 3018 01:48:16,790 --> 01:48:15,199 like on the things from last lifetime 3019 01:48:17,910 --> 01:48:16,800 get triggered in this lifetime and 3020 01:48:19,590 --> 01:48:17,920 there's probably like a better name for 3021 01:48:20,470 --> 01:48:19,600 it somebody probably knows the term but 3022 01:48:23,350 --> 01:48:20,480 um 3023 01:48:25,430 --> 01:48:23,360 it's uh like things like frankincense or 3024 01:48:27,030 --> 01:48:25,440 blue lotus and 3025 01:48:28,390 --> 01:48:27,040 um and actually blue lotus will get you 3026 01:48:29,830 --> 01:48:28,400 a little 3027 01:48:32,310 --> 01:48:29,840 you'll have fun with some blue lotus or 3028 01:48:34,070 --> 01:48:32,320 some buchu leaf you know don't listen to 3029 01:48:35,990 --> 01:48:34,080 me guys i'm sorry i'm not advocating 3030 01:48:38,070 --> 01:48:36,000 that you go burn these but 3031 01:48:39,830 --> 01:48:38,080 um a lot of people do like um they'll 3032 01:48:41,189 --> 01:48:39,840 like burn bay leaves for their 3033 01:48:42,229 --> 01:48:41,199 manifestation stuff and they'll be like 3034 01:48:43,590 --> 01:48:42,239 oh i should have opened the window for 3035 01:48:45,669 --> 01:48:43,600 that because a bailey full make you 3036 01:48:48,550 --> 01:48:45,679 light-headed too but but you know it's 3037 01:48:50,390 --> 01:48:48,560 in a lot of incense that people use for 3038 01:48:51,189 --> 01:48:50,400 vision questing or 3039 01:48:53,030 --> 01:48:51,199 you know 3040 01:48:54,790 --> 01:48:53,040 journey work or whatever you want to 3041 01:48:55,990 --> 01:48:54,800 call it but you can have these waking 3042 01:48:59,109 --> 01:48:56,000 experiences 3043 01:49:00,790 --> 01:48:59,119 um when you meditate enough 3044 01:49:03,430 --> 01:49:00,800 and and you can have almost like an 3045 01:49:05,590 --> 01:49:03,440 astral like i've had like one out like 3046 01:49:06,709 --> 01:49:05,600 awake i call it like a waking astral 3047 01:49:09,109 --> 01:49:06,719 travel 3048 01:49:10,709 --> 01:49:09,119 um because i was just sitting there 3049 01:49:13,189 --> 01:49:10,719 meditating like i was awake i was 3050 01:49:14,629 --> 01:49:13,199 sitting up on my meditation pillow 3051 01:49:17,270 --> 01:49:14,639 and i 3052 01:49:19,350 --> 01:49:17,280 had this crazy experience um 3053 01:49:21,510 --> 01:49:19,360 and when i came back like i couldn't 3054 01:49:23,430 --> 01:49:21,520 like walk it was super weird and it 3055 01:49:25,109 --> 01:49:23,440 wasn't like nothing was asleep like it's 3056 01:49:27,270 --> 01:49:25,119 a good meditation pillow like i've 3057 01:49:29,030 --> 01:49:27,280 meditated longer than that before and 3058 01:49:30,870 --> 01:49:29,040 nothing's gone to sleep 3059 01:49:32,550 --> 01:49:30,880 um it wasn't like like my foot fell 3060 01:49:34,229 --> 01:49:32,560 asleep it was like 3061 01:49:35,830 --> 01:49:34,239 like there was not a connection in my 3062 01:49:37,030 --> 01:49:35,840 between my brain and my body for a 3063 01:49:38,709 --> 01:49:37,040 little bit and it was actually very 3064 01:49:40,950 --> 01:49:38,719 scary so 3065 01:49:42,149 --> 01:49:40,960 um you can do it but uh 3066 01:49:43,189 --> 01:49:42,159 i'm not even gonna say be careful 3067 01:49:45,189 --> 01:49:43,199 because i think people should try it 3068 01:49:46,550 --> 01:49:45,199 anyways and it wasn't a bad thing like 3069 01:49:48,470 --> 01:49:46,560 obviously i can walk now and everything 3070 01:49:50,550 --> 01:49:48,480 connected again but it was just it was 3071 01:49:51,830 --> 01:49:50,560 very strange that it happened that was 3072 01:49:52,870 --> 01:49:51,840 the first time it happened without 3073 01:49:54,950 --> 01:49:52,880 anything 3074 01:49:57,750 --> 01:49:54,960 um without any medicine or plant 3075 01:49:59,589 --> 01:49:57,760 medicines or you know um i think i had 3076 01:50:00,870 --> 01:49:59,599 solfeggio's playing on my 3077 01:50:01,910 --> 01:50:00,880 noise-canceling headphones and that'll 3078 01:50:03,669 --> 01:50:01,920 do it 3079 01:50:05,910 --> 01:50:03,679 i have like tuning forks 3080 01:50:07,510 --> 01:50:05,920 um that my husband makes fun of me for 3081 01:50:08,470 --> 01:50:07,520 because he like walks in and i'll be 3082 01:50:13,070 --> 01:50:08,480 like 3083 01:50:16,550 --> 01:50:13,080 this this one is a 3084 01:50:18,149 --> 01:50:16,560 963 hertz so it's the upper chakras but 3085 01:50:19,669 --> 01:50:18,159 he's like he just like shakes his head 3086 01:50:21,189 --> 01:50:19,679 and walks away 3087 01:50:22,390 --> 01:50:21,199 i'll leave you with that he says you 3088 01:50:24,310 --> 01:50:22,400 know 3089 01:50:26,390 --> 01:50:24,320 um but yeah i was listening to those so 3090 01:50:27,669 --> 01:50:26,400 tones will totally take you somewhere um 3091 01:50:30,070 --> 01:50:27,679 if you try it 3092 01:50:31,350 --> 01:50:30,080 yeah i think music is a healing thing 3093 01:50:33,589 --> 01:50:31,360 and um 3094 01:50:34,950 --> 01:50:33,599 uh when i lived in charlotte i used to 3095 01:50:37,109 --> 01:50:34,960 go to like 3096 01:50:38,950 --> 01:50:37,119 sound healing 3097 01:50:41,750 --> 01:50:38,960 meetings and um 3098 01:50:44,310 --> 01:50:41,760 uh the instrument i loved was the digi 3099 01:50:46,709 --> 01:50:44,320 did you redo the australian instrument 3100 01:50:48,149 --> 01:50:46,719 played by the aboriginal peoples 3101 01:50:50,390 --> 01:50:48,159 and that one just sends me off the 3102 01:50:52,709 --> 01:50:50,400 planet i mean when i hear that i'm not 3103 01:50:54,950 --> 01:50:52,719 on the planet anymore so i think we all 3104 01:50:55,910 --> 01:50:54,960 tune into certain sounds that resonate 3105 01:50:57,109 --> 01:50:55,920 with us 3106 01:50:58,950 --> 01:50:57,119 absolutely 3107 01:51:01,990 --> 01:50:58,960 for me it's the drumming too because my 3108 01:51:03,669 --> 01:51:02,000 um my mentor she would play a drum 3109 01:51:06,149 --> 01:51:03,679 and this was in like covet time so it 3110 01:51:09,270 --> 01:51:06,159 was online it was online um pillars of 3111 01:51:11,510 --> 01:51:09,280 precincting and priestessing and she'd 3112 01:51:12,709 --> 01:51:11,520 play the drum in a in a certain way 3113 01:51:14,629 --> 01:51:12,719 where 3114 01:51:15,990 --> 01:51:14,639 if you let yourself 3115 01:51:18,149 --> 01:51:16,000 you're not here anymore it feels like 3116 01:51:20,149 --> 01:51:18,159 like everything around you dissolves so 3117 01:51:22,310 --> 01:51:20,159 that's the benefit of using sound in 3118 01:51:23,830 --> 01:51:22,320 your meditations and it also helps a lot 3119 01:51:25,990 --> 01:51:23,840 of people that can't just do like a 3120 01:51:27,030 --> 01:51:26,000 meditation that have like um that are 3121 01:51:28,790 --> 01:51:27,040 just starting like a lot of people like 3122 01:51:30,390 --> 01:51:28,800 oh i can't quiet my mind quite my mind 3123 01:51:32,149 --> 01:51:30,400 you know like if you have one that has 3124 01:51:34,149 --> 01:51:32,159 music or guided 3125 01:51:35,589 --> 01:51:34,159 or um like you said like a sound 3126 01:51:37,109 --> 01:51:35,599 resonates with you it'll get you there 3127 01:51:38,550 --> 01:51:37,119 there's there's a there's a type of 3128 01:51:40,390 --> 01:51:38,560 meditation for everybody you just have 3129 01:51:41,350 --> 01:51:40,400 to find it but i think people get turned 3130 01:51:43,510 --> 01:51:41,360 off because they think that they have to 3131 01:51:45,350 --> 01:51:43,520 turn off their thoughts completely 3132 01:51:46,950 --> 01:51:45,360 and that's kind of like a misconception 3133 01:51:48,870 --> 01:51:46,960 you just gotta let them pass like you're 3134 01:51:51,270 --> 01:51:48,880 not gonna stop thinking 3135 01:51:52,950 --> 01:51:51,280 initially you know um but 3136 01:51:54,709 --> 01:51:52,960 you just gotta like let the thought go 3137 01:51:56,870 --> 01:51:54,719 by like 3138 01:51:58,229 --> 01:51:56,880 so people have that um 3139 01:52:00,550 --> 01:51:58,239 i think it holds them back but if they 3140 01:52:02,149 --> 01:52:00,560 incorporate sound instruments sounds and 3141 01:52:05,270 --> 01:52:02,159 instruments and different types of music 3142 01:52:06,870 --> 01:52:05,280 then i think that they would get there 3143 01:52:08,790 --> 01:52:06,880 they would be able to have these 3144 01:52:11,030 --> 01:52:08,800 transcendental experiences without the 3145 01:52:14,229 --> 01:52:11,040 help of other things 3146 01:52:16,229 --> 01:52:14,239 benji who's awesome says why are so many 3147 01:52:17,990 --> 01:52:16,239 of us creative people musicians artists 3148 01:52:20,550 --> 01:52:18,000 writers painters etc attracted to the 3149 01:52:22,229 --> 01:52:20,560 phenomena and why do does it seem to 3150 01:52:24,790 --> 01:52:22,239 seek us out 3151 01:52:27,030 --> 01:52:24,800 well um i would say that the 3152 01:52:29,270 --> 01:52:27,040 those in the creative arts probably are 3153 01:52:31,030 --> 01:52:29,280 more right brain oriented 3154 01:52:33,510 --> 01:52:31,040 and so we know the right brain is more 3155 01:52:36,709 --> 01:52:33,520 about uh you know feelings visualization 3156 01:52:39,189 --> 01:52:36,719 uh intuition holistic thinking arts 3157 01:52:40,390 --> 01:52:39,199 imagination and again um like we were 3158 01:52:43,510 --> 01:52:40,400 talking about 3159 01:52:45,910 --> 01:52:44,390 isolate 3160 01:52:47,109 --> 01:52:45,920 your left brain 3161 01:52:48,390 --> 01:52:47,119 of your 3162 01:52:49,990 --> 01:52:48,400 sensory 3163 01:52:51,350 --> 01:52:50,000 physical senses 3164 01:52:54,070 --> 01:52:51,360 um your 3165 01:52:56,390 --> 01:52:54,080 consciousness and go more toward your 3166 01:52:59,030 --> 01:52:56,400 inner consciousness your inner self 3167 01:53:01,510 --> 01:52:59,040 um the the linear thinking the 3168 01:53:03,830 --> 01:53:01,520 mathematics the logical thinking and 3169 01:53:04,950 --> 01:53:03,840 just being obsessed with facts they go 3170 01:53:08,950 --> 01:53:04,960 away 3171 01:53:11,189 --> 01:53:08,960 uh and then you activate those other 3172 01:53:13,270 --> 01:53:11,199 parts of the brain that are more about 3173 01:53:14,790 --> 01:53:13,280 feelings and imagination 3174 01:53:18,149 --> 01:53:14,800 uh holistic 3175 01:53:21,030 --> 01:53:18,159 uh thinking arts and rhythm 3176 01:53:22,470 --> 01:53:21,040 and so i think that's the reason why 3177 01:53:24,870 --> 01:53:22,480 that uh you're attracted to this 3178 01:53:27,270 --> 01:53:24,880 phenomenon because the phenomenon is is 3179 01:53:29,270 --> 01:53:27,280 all about that it's all about 3180 01:53:31,589 --> 01:53:29,280 communicating with your inner self and 3181 01:53:33,109 --> 01:53:31,599 that's the way they communicate 3182 01:53:35,510 --> 01:53:33,119 yeah definitely and it brings you into 3183 01:53:37,750 --> 01:53:35,520 like a flow state so i know a guy um 3184 01:53:42,550 --> 01:53:37,760 named john actually and he plays his 3185 01:53:45,750 --> 01:53:42,560 guitar and then he ends up 3186 01:53:48,390 --> 01:53:45,760 seeing ufos and he he has a whole 3187 01:53:51,030 --> 01:53:48,400 channel and he talks to them but he to 3188 01:53:53,430 --> 01:53:51,040 get into that receptive state he plays 3189 01:53:55,589 --> 01:53:53,440 his guitar because that's his thing 3190 01:53:57,669 --> 01:53:55,599 so um i think that it like you know from 3191 01:53:59,990 --> 01:53:57,679 a very hippie and blue standpoint it 3192 01:54:02,470 --> 01:54:00,000 lifts your vibrations to a point 3193 01:54:04,709 --> 01:54:02,480 where you are more receptive and almost 3194 01:54:06,950 --> 01:54:04,719 like hyper aware but in a in an 3195 01:54:08,229 --> 01:54:06,960 energetic way yeah and sometimes 3196 01:54:10,149 --> 01:54:08,239 physical way because that's one of my 3197 01:54:12,149 --> 01:54:10,159 things is like you know you see this 3198 01:54:14,229 --> 01:54:12,159 being in your room or you have an 3199 01:54:15,589 --> 01:54:14,239 experience or you see a light in the sky 3200 01:54:17,510 --> 01:54:15,599 that just like shakes you for some 3201 01:54:19,270 --> 01:54:17,520 reason and you 3202 01:54:22,390 --> 01:54:19,280 go into this like almost like a panic 3203 01:54:24,310 --> 01:54:22,400 mode but or an excitement you know your 3204 01:54:25,990 --> 01:54:24,320 your adrenaline system kicks in and some 3205 01:54:27,270 --> 01:54:26,000 people i feel like don't leave that 3206 01:54:28,310 --> 01:54:27,280 behind 3207 01:54:29,669 --> 01:54:28,320 and 3208 01:54:31,350 --> 01:54:29,679 or it doesn't go all the way back to 3209 01:54:33,350 --> 01:54:31,360 normal so there they have this like you 3210 01:54:34,870 --> 01:54:33,360 know hyper sensitivity and hyper 3211 01:54:37,270 --> 01:54:34,880 awareness to things around them and it 3212 01:54:38,790 --> 01:54:37,280 trickles into like the energetic world 3213 01:54:41,589 --> 01:54:38,800 because sometimes it's like you can only 3214 01:54:44,070 --> 01:54:41,599 do so much with your body right so 3215 01:54:45,109 --> 01:54:44,080 so yes um 3216 01:54:47,669 --> 01:54:45,119 oh 3217 01:54:49,750 --> 01:54:47,679 okay um this is i think this will be our 3218 01:54:51,830 --> 01:54:49,760 final question because 3219 01:54:53,669 --> 01:54:51,840 i feel like we've had so many i've been 3220 01:54:55,270 --> 01:54:53,679 you've been very generous with your time 3221 01:54:56,950 --> 01:54:55,280 and i really appreciate it and we could 3222 01:54:58,070 --> 01:54:56,960 definitely ask you questions all night 3223 01:55:00,470 --> 01:54:58,080 so 3224 01:55:05,430 --> 01:55:02,629 are you familiar rachel i think is 3225 01:55:08,790 --> 01:55:05,440 talking about the tyler from um diana 3226 01:55:11,830 --> 01:55:10,550 so are you do you do you have any 3227 01:55:13,589 --> 01:55:11,840 knowledge about 3228 01:55:15,910 --> 01:55:13,599 like i said i'm the worst read in 3229 01:55:18,390 --> 01:55:15,920 ufology so i have not read american 3230 01:55:24,070 --> 01:55:18,400 cosmic i've heard about tyler d i 3231 01:55:30,149 --> 01:55:28,070 no that's tim taylor tyler d oh 3232 01:55:32,390 --> 01:55:30,159 okay so i have to say no i'm not 3233 01:55:36,310 --> 01:55:32,400 familiar with tyler d 3234 01:55:38,310 --> 01:55:36,320 um and i know people know his real name 3235 01:55:39,990 --> 01:55:38,320 but frequency healing is pretty much 3236 01:55:43,830 --> 01:55:40,000 where we're going with what we 3237 01:55:51,030 --> 01:55:47,350 i think sound is is key to understanding 3238 01:55:56,790 --> 01:55:55,030 and i'm very interested i believe in 3239 01:55:58,229 --> 01:55:56,800 frequency healing i believe in sound 3240 01:55:59,910 --> 01:55:58,239 healing 3241 01:56:02,310 --> 01:55:59,920 there was a woman in charlotte that i 3242 01:56:05,270 --> 01:56:02,320 used to like i said i used to attend 3243 01:56:06,149 --> 01:56:05,280 uh her sound healing therapy sessions 3244 01:56:08,229 --> 01:56:06,159 um 3245 01:56:11,510 --> 01:56:08,239 and what really does it for me is like 3246 01:56:14,550 --> 01:56:11,520 i'm dating myself but uh grateful dead 3247 01:56:16,709 --> 01:56:14,560 um they used to play these like hours 3248 01:56:18,149 --> 01:56:16,719 long they just go fly out somewhere they 3249 01:56:20,390 --> 01:56:18,159 will start a song and next thing you 3250 01:56:22,709 --> 01:56:20,400 know jerry garcia is 3251 01:56:24,390 --> 01:56:22,719 doing magic with his guitar and i just 3252 01:56:26,310 --> 01:56:24,400 sit there with my headphones on and i'm 3253 01:56:27,990 --> 01:56:26,320 not on the planet anymore i'm just like 3254 01:56:30,550 --> 01:56:28,000 yeah 3255 01:56:32,790 --> 01:56:30,560 so i think music is key and frequency 3256 01:56:35,589 --> 01:56:32,800 healing is key absolutely i do believe 3257 01:56:36,790 --> 01:56:35,599 that frequency healing can really um it 3258 01:56:40,229 --> 01:56:36,800 might 3259 01:56:41,030 --> 01:56:40,239 kind of rebalance things in your body 3260 01:56:44,390 --> 01:56:41,040 could 3261 01:56:45,910 --> 01:56:44,400 uh if there's dna that's damaged 3262 01:56:47,750 --> 01:56:45,920 it could like 3263 01:56:51,030 --> 01:56:47,760 attempt to fix that 3264 01:56:53,669 --> 01:56:51,040 and so yeah i i i don't know too much 3265 01:56:56,790 --> 01:56:53,679 about what tyler d specifically did 3266 01:56:58,790 --> 01:56:56,800 uh but i do believe in frequency healing 3267 01:57:01,109 --> 01:56:58,800 yeah same here and then back to the 3268 01:57:03,430 --> 01:57:01,119 ancients those uh the 3269 01:57:05,669 --> 01:57:03,440 the smaller three pyramids that were of 3270 01:57:07,830 --> 01:57:05,679 the three different types of granite 3271 01:57:09,510 --> 01:57:07,840 were supposed like supposedly you know i 3272 01:57:12,550 --> 01:57:09,520 guess people say they think that those 3273 01:57:14,229 --> 01:57:12,560 were sound healing chambers so 3274 01:57:16,870 --> 01:57:14,239 that could be we could talk about egypt 3275 01:57:18,950 --> 01:57:16,880 for another two hours but oh yeah um 3276 01:57:20,790 --> 01:57:18,960 i'm gonna cut it off now hang out for a 3277 01:57:22,950 --> 01:57:20,800 minute don't disappear i'm gonna thank 3278 01:57:24,550 --> 01:57:22,960 you backstage and i want to say thank 3279 01:57:27,189 --> 01:57:24,560 you to everybody that joined in the live 3280 01:57:29,030 --> 01:57:27,199 chat i see a lot of i see some new names 3281 01:57:31,030 --> 01:57:29,040 and i see some people that have been 3282 01:57:31,830 --> 01:57:31,040 here so thank you so much 3283 01:57:38,229 --> 01:57:31,840 uh 3284 01:57:39,830 --> 01:57:38,239 in the description do you have anything 3285 01:57:41,189 --> 01:57:39,840 else coming up john are you going to be 3286 01:57:43,030 --> 01:57:41,199 on anything 3287 01:57:45,830 --> 01:57:43,040 anywhere else that people should follow 3288 01:57:48,229 --> 01:57:45,840 you well i can say this um and i'm sure 3289 01:57:50,229 --> 01:57:48,239 he doesn't mind me saying this that 3290 01:57:52,390 --> 01:57:50,239 tomorrow i'll be interviewed by john 3291 01:57:55,350 --> 01:57:52,400 greenwald for the black hall oh very 3292 01:57:58,070 --> 01:57:55,360 cool and uh later this month i will be 3293 01:58:00,790 --> 01:57:58,080 on stage uh in phoenix oh with the 3294 01:58:03,830 --> 01:58:00,800 phoenix mufon organization um 3295 01:58:06,709 --> 01:58:03,840 it's a on stage q a 3296 01:58:08,470 --> 01:58:06,719 using my slides as a backdrop i gave 3297 01:58:10,709 --> 01:58:08,480 them my slides and said you know just 3298 01:58:12,229 --> 01:58:10,719 put up any slide you want and i'll talk 3299 01:58:14,070 --> 01:58:12,239 about it so 3300 01:58:15,589 --> 01:58:14,080 they'll be interviewing me on stage at 3301 01:58:18,790 --> 01:58:15,599 the phoenix mufon 3302 01:58:21,589 --> 01:58:18,800 that's on february 26th 3303 01:58:23,270 --> 01:58:21,599 and may have another interview with um 3304 01:58:25,589 --> 01:58:23,280 calling all beings 3305 01:58:27,350 --> 01:58:25,599 nice uh with dj demarco that's gonna be 3306 01:58:28,870 --> 01:58:27,360 a lot of fun um yeah they're they're all 3307 01:58:31,030 --> 01:58:28,880 all the cabbies are awesome people oh 3308 01:58:33,270 --> 01:58:31,040 they're they're fantastic and so i'm 3309 01:58:35,109 --> 01:58:33,280 gonna take a little break from that 3310 01:58:38,390 --> 01:58:35,119 afterwards and because i need to do what 3311 01:58:40,070 --> 01:58:38,400 i call my day job the co-war museums uh 3312 01:58:42,550 --> 01:58:40,080 there are three of them in the country 3313 01:58:44,950 --> 01:58:42,560 core uh organized societies 3314 01:58:47,350 --> 01:58:44,960 organizations and i'll be doing more 3315 01:58:49,189 --> 01:58:47,360 briefings related to my actual day job 3316 01:58:51,990 --> 01:58:49,199 at cia 3317 01:58:54,550 --> 01:58:52,000 very cool yeah and one of them uh 3318 01:58:55,910 --> 01:58:54,560 my brother-in-law john welch 3319 01:58:57,669 --> 01:58:55,920 he's a co-founder with one of the 3320 01:59:00,310 --> 01:58:57,679 co-work museums with 3321 01:59:03,270 --> 01:59:00,320 francis gary powers jr his father was 3322 01:59:05,430 --> 01:59:03,280 shot down on youtube and uh so i'm doing 3323 01:59:06,950 --> 01:59:05,440 a presentation for them 3324 01:59:09,109 --> 01:59:06,960 oh very cool i'm sure that that's all 3325 01:59:10,950 --> 01:59:09,119 interesting as well too so you have you 3326 01:59:12,790 --> 01:59:10,960 have your day job interesting stuff then 3327 01:59:14,629 --> 01:59:12,800 you have your ufo interesting stuff and 3328 01:59:16,950 --> 01:59:14,639 you have your spiritual interesting 3329 01:59:19,830 --> 01:59:16,960 stuff and yeah and do you have 3330 01:59:22,950 --> 01:59:19,840 astrologers in your community 3331 01:59:23,990 --> 01:59:22,960 um do you follow astrology at all 3332 01:59:30,390 --> 01:59:24,000 i do 3333 01:59:33,350 --> 01:59:30,400 somebody that is like astrology 3334 01:59:35,109 --> 01:59:33,360 only um i can do people's charts i do i 3335 01:59:37,270 --> 01:59:35,119 do them um it takes me a long time 3336 01:59:39,350 --> 01:59:37,280 because i don't do it a lot 3337 01:59:40,950 --> 01:59:39,360 so i've like like i've done people's 3338 01:59:42,149 --> 01:59:40,960 star charts um 3339 01:59:43,669 --> 01:59:42,159 and like typed them out they get like a 3340 01:59:45,589 --> 01:59:43,679 whole report when i do it because it's 3341 01:59:48,470 --> 01:59:45,599 like sure there's just i'll just leave 3342 01:59:50,790 --> 01:59:48,480 this with you um i'm son and cancer 3343 01:59:53,189 --> 01:59:50,800 uh my senate sign is sagittarius and i'm 3344 01:59:54,950 --> 01:59:53,199 my moon and leo you're pretty much send 3345 01:59:57,109 --> 01:59:54,960 me your chart because now i'm curious 3346 02:00:00,390 --> 01:59:57,119 yeah 3347 02:00:02,149 --> 02:00:00,400 you want your chart done i think uh my 3348 02:00:05,350 --> 02:00:02,159 wife is an astrologer she she's still in 3349 02:00:07,030 --> 02:00:05,360 my chart yeah okay very yeah i just want 3350 02:00:08,629 --> 02:00:07,040 to put that out because a lot of people 3351 02:00:10,070 --> 02:00:08,639 wondering you know why do you think the 3352 02:00:12,790 --> 02:00:10,080 way you do 3353 02:00:14,629 --> 02:00:12,800 and i believe in astrology by the way 3354 02:00:16,310 --> 02:00:14,639 i i do believe 3355 02:00:17,830 --> 02:00:16,320 in astrology and people say how do you 3356 02:00:20,310 --> 02:00:17,840 believe that and they go 3357 02:00:23,430 --> 02:00:20,320 well it's about because people are used 3358 02:00:25,270 --> 02:00:23,440 to like uh magazine astrology they all 3359 02:00:26,790 --> 02:00:25,280 yeah they're sunshine yeah and that's 3360 02:00:28,790 --> 02:00:26,800 nothing the sun sign is kind of like 3361 02:00:30,070 --> 02:00:28,800 your final form like 3362 02:00:31,430 --> 02:00:30,080 you know it's not going to resonate 3363 02:00:34,149 --> 02:00:31,440 because you have to take an account like 3364 02:00:35,270 --> 02:00:34,159 you said sun moon rising 3365 02:00:37,589 --> 02:00:35,280 and then 3366 02:00:39,510 --> 02:00:37,599 in within your chart there's the chirons 3367 02:00:41,990 --> 02:00:39,520 there's your planetary 3368 02:00:44,629 --> 02:00:42,000 placements what house is it in 3369 02:00:46,629 --> 02:00:44,639 um your north node your south there's a 3370 02:00:48,310 --> 02:00:46,639 lot more than just like what's your sign 3371 02:00:49,430 --> 02:00:48,320 you know what i mean exactly 3372 02:00:51,669 --> 02:00:49,440 yes and 3373 02:00:53,830 --> 02:00:51,679 you know we're 70 percent of water 3374 02:00:55,510 --> 02:00:53,840 and the tides uh on the oceans are 3375 02:00:57,030 --> 02:00:55,520 affected by the positions of the moon 3376 02:00:59,430 --> 02:00:57,040 and sun and all the other celestial 3377 02:01:00,390 --> 02:00:59,440 bodies pull on that water 3378 02:01:02,550 --> 02:01:00,400 and since 3379 02:01:03,270 --> 02:01:02,560 we are 3380 02:01:05,030 --> 02:01:03,280 we 3381 02:01:07,830 --> 02:01:05,040 are in an environment 3382 02:01:10,229 --> 02:01:07,840 uh within the fluids in our mother's 3383 02:01:13,189 --> 02:01:10,239 bodies there's water there too there's 3384 02:01:15,510 --> 02:01:13,199 fluid and it's all affected by 3385 02:01:18,310 --> 02:01:15,520 by the position of these celestial 3386 02:01:19,990 --> 02:01:18,320 bodies and that's why astrology works 3387 02:01:21,750 --> 02:01:20,000 yeah we'd be silly to think that it's 3388 02:01:23,669 --> 02:01:21,760 going to affect a whole ocean and planet 3389 02:01:26,550 --> 02:01:23,679 but not our tiny little 3390 02:01:28,310 --> 02:01:26,560 right water systems 3391 02:01:30,550 --> 02:01:28,320 well yeah if your wifi comes on and talk 3392 02:01:31,990 --> 02:01:30,560 about astrology she's always welcome 3393 02:01:33,430 --> 02:01:32,000 because i do have different types of 3394 02:01:35,350 --> 02:01:33,440 people on 3395 02:01:37,350 --> 02:01:35,360 like i have a paranormal guy coming on i 3396 02:01:38,310 --> 02:01:37,360 have a demonologist coming up in march 3397 02:01:41,030 --> 02:01:38,320 so 3398 02:01:42,629 --> 02:01:41,040 i talk to a lot of different anything um 3399 02:01:44,310 --> 02:01:42,639 interesting to me so which is almost 3400 02:01:45,830 --> 02:01:44,320 everything so 3401 02:01:48,070 --> 02:01:45,840 but yes thank you so much thanks to 3402 02:01:49,750 --> 02:01:48,080 everybody in the chat um i 3403 02:01:51,830 --> 02:01:49,760 i will post like what i have coming up 3404 02:01:53,350 --> 02:01:51,840 next on instagram probably tomorrow the 3405 02:01:54,470 --> 02:01:53,360 day after 3406 02:01:55,750 --> 02:01:54,480 and 3407 02:01:57,189 --> 02:01:55,760 if you're looking for ways to support 3408 02:01:58,629 --> 02:01:57,199 the channel go ahead and give a like 3409 02:02:00,470 --> 02:01:58,639 subscribe there's other ways in the 3410 02:02:01,510 --> 02:02:00,480 description to support me 3411 02:02:03,589 --> 02:02:01,520 um 3412 02:02:05,109 --> 02:02:03,599 and thank you for your time and if 3413 02:02:06,709 --> 02:02:05,119 you're listening to audio thank you so 3414 02:02:08,629 --> 02:02:06,719 much as well if you're here in person